Not even a little clue!

That day, they slept a little late. Lunn was kinda light hearted to finally see Martha in good moods though she didnt know exactly when it was gona end.

"Wake wake, sleepy head! Its 10am already. Come on get up" Lunn dramatically pulls off the floral soft blanket off of Martha making her flinch at the cold breeze replacing the warmth and comfort she just had a second ago.

"You know i got school tomorrow so precisely i would rather spend every minute of our time today watching you sleep than having fun! Lunn says sarcastically. Now get out of your fuzzy little bed because we've got lots of talking and laughing and eating to ....

"i hate you for ruining my sleep!" Martha, faking a sad face jokingly snaps cutting off Lunn from her ranting.

Lunn bursts out laughing as Martha brushes her teeth in the sink. After that they both head down to the kitchen.

"I dont remember when i last had cereal for breakfast. Oh yaaaay! Lunn excitedly claps her hand quite loudly then covers her mouth realising thta Martha is giving her a 'wat de hell look'. She mouthes sorry to Martha has she picks up a small bowl and heads to the frigde to get some milk.

At this moment, Martha is heading out of the kitchen with just an apple.
"Hey wait! I thought we eating from here. Lunn picks up her bowl of cereal to catch up with Martha who is already nearing the dining to sit on the couch. Martha?"

Martha doesnt say anything making Lunn realise that her moods have changed.

"What do u want to watch today? Martha asks Lunn without looking at her as she goes through the pile of Dvds she emptied on her lap. We've got comedy, high school musical and rom..... "Whatever!". Lunn cuts her off sharply. She doesnt understand why Martha is suddenly giving her a cold shoulder all of a sudden!

Martha shrugs, picks up a random Dvd and fixes it in the Dvd player and pushes play. Lunn, who is still focussing her eyes on the screen waits until Martha gets back on on de couch. "Why"? Lunn, asks Martha who absent mindedly answers "what do you mean, why?".

"Why didnt you want to eat from the kitchen and without any explanation give me that cold attitude?" Lunn, who is now facing Martha with a serious face demands.

"I dont wana talk about it" Martha replies without even bothering to reduce the volume of the movie, which turned out to be some high school teen drama.

Martha, for some sacred reason that she alone knows doesnt feel comfortable being around the kitchen and its been like this ever since that night of the fire.

"Why? Martha why?, when are you gona be ready to talk about it?! Lunn insists a little sharply to Martha who is still pretending to be ignoring her. Dont you think it hurts me seeing you like this?! Every time i come here, you end up treating me like trash with your mood swings! Dont you care how i feel? Am trying to cope, Ok?! But you always make it difficult for me Martha! Don't you think its hard for me too having to stick around waiting until you finally decide to let g....

"Enough! Enough of your ranting Lunn because you dont even have the slightest clue of how it feels! Not even a little! Fine, i know that you care about me and all that but hey you dont have a right to tell me when to let go! Martha who is now holding back tears cuts off Lunn who isnt surprised at all. I have my reasons for not wanting to to sit in the kitchen so just go along with it for Heaven's sake! Why is it even that of a big deal?! She snaps. So if you dont mind, am in the middle of watching a movie!" She tells Lunn as she turns back pretending to concetrate on the screen in front of her.

"So thats it? Thats what is gona happen everytime i bring that up? Dont you think that you are affecting many other people by shutting them off like that! Its been 3 years Martha! 3 damn years for goodness sake dont you think its time to let go? Every one is damn concerned about you and your mood swings including Aunty! Dont you think that we do understand at all? Look, i know you do feel terrible, ok! But you're being a little selfish for thinking that this is about you alone!" Lunn angrily emphasizes her point.

" You are always withdrawn Martha. Always which makes others really uncomfortable with helping you out! How long do you plan on keep this going!" She questions Martha who at this point has paused the movie that has been playing on the screen.

"Oh! You know what? If you feel so uncomfortable why dont you just do yourself a favour and stop!" Martha, who is now shouting with tears across her face throws the remote that she is been holding in her hands onto the couch and aims for upstairs leaving Lunn annoyed and agitated by her best friend's behaviours.
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....My note.......

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