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So y'all back to our story, shall we?😍😍😍
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                   A little more better

Right after her parents death, Martha had gone into a phase of self harm thinking that by inflicting pain on herself would kinda make her feel alittle better about what happened...and several times the pain was just increasingly too much more than she could handle.

So on one cold day, she had decided to get over every thing and take her life...she felt like she deserved to be there with her dead family...the wounds were so fresh because it had been only two months that they had burried her lovely family. She took an overdose of the medication they had descripted for her in the hospital due to severe headaches and insomnia.

When Aunty had gone to do her regular checkups on Martha because the doctor had said she really needed the extra attention in order to stop harming herself, she found Martha laying on her bed gasping for air. Aunty fleaked out and and froze for a moment before she called an ambulance to rush her to the hospital.

From then, Aunty had hired a psychiatrist who would visit Martha regularly....to help her cope and accept what had happened. The psychiatrist jad mentioned to Martha that it would be a better idea if she had got a small book and note down whatever bad thougtht she had before she acted on them.

She never showed any positive response to her doctor because she didnt want to be treated like some mental kid but she bought a book and started writing ever since. 

She pleaded with Aunty shortly after and promised that she will stop all the self harm thats if she stopped making her see a psychiatrist, which she did and that was what had happened.

Now these days as it was spring,  Martha could take small regular walks to the park and back...the chirping of birds and the sound of nature which used to trigger her, had started making her feel calm.

One day as she was on her regular walks, she stopped at the park...there were many school kids making lots of noise so Martha wanting to be a lone and write in her diary, she wandered off alittle more deeper into the woods just besides the park. She kept walking like a possesed person unyil when she stopped still and gasped in surprise! She couldnt believe her eyes.

There it was!

A beautiful ancient-like sacred Grove of trees in the woods!

Surrounded by acalyptys trees giving it just enough shade and light through the layers of their green leaves on the above....covered in brownish leaves on the ground making it comfortable to lay on. That very moment, Martha knew that it would be the place.

The place where she will go seeking silence, to enjoy the wonderful breeze whirling in the woods, birds chirping with happy songs and a wonderful view of nature. She smiled wholeheartedly.

"Oh...my....God! OhmyGod! Wooooooow" she continued talking to her self as excitement engulfed her. She ran arouns the place rotating in every angle just enjoying taking in this beautiful place....she wondered if any one else had seen it it before but that wasnt about to stop her from having her time.

After dramatically dancing around, alone...she decided to sit and chillax and calm her nerevs. She felt like this was it. The only thing that was lacking from her life. A solace that can help her cope with her loss. She felt an instant connection and she knew that all was gonna be well.

The place was in the middle of the woods but she was confident that she was safe, when the winds blew at her hair....it was magical. She smiles in awe at the place and after a while, she got her purple diary out and started writing excitedly;

Just like a little girl
Wandering off the streets
Little feets moving swiftly
With no destination in mind
Feeling lost in her little sad world
No mama, no papa
No little sister to cuddle.

With her broken heart she moves
With her wounded soul she smiles
With her puffy eyes she writes
With her life at a pause she dreams
She dreams of that place
Just like a fairly tale
She lives with hope
Biggest hope that heals her soul

The beautiful place of silent
With thoughts of happiness
She collects a rose, a beautiful rose
Puts it on the side of her ear
She is finally a princess
In her beautiful little world
Just like papa said

After she writes that, she reads out her written words in amusement. Contented, she smiles boldly...that happy smile that she had lost long time ago. Nothing feels better than being in your own space...happy!

But one thing that she has learned through all this....from the time that her family succumbled to death in a fire,  is that always take your time to heal because no person, however close they might be to you will ever stop living just because your life is stuck! She smirks and decides to lay down a little on her back to embrace the beauty of her new found grove.
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           ............My note...............

Hello y'all. Its been quite long since i last updated. Been playing with this whole scene in my head for a while and dont know if i brought it out right buh hopefully you guys enjoy Martha new found happiness....en hey, it usnt even closer to the end yet.

More drama unfolding in later so keep with me y'all.  Dont forget to read, comment and vote for Mysteriously Broken! Hope y'all are good.
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