This chapter was eidted 8/15/2015 by @Secret_fangirl101
I want to go start a new life but there is so many people who have become a big part of my life and I'll regret leaving. If I make one wrong turn that could be it for the rest of my life. However I am willing to take the risk in life as I need the money.

The phone rang again, Ivy had phoned to see if I had taken the offer. I took a deep breath and started to say my answer. My heart was beating out of my chest as I explained to her I was willing to take the offer. There may be ups and downs but i'm all up for it.

We only live once (yolo) so I am up for it at least it pays well and I do have the qulifiations. Hoppefully my new boss is not a pain in the you know what. Now I can care for myself and support myself that's all that really matters. All I have to keep doing is telling myself the good parts of moving and keep my confidence and self motivation going. Hopefully god is with me.

Ivy: you made the right decisiton

Me: yeah hopefully. Thx.

Ivy has told me to meet her tommorow to get the tickets. Apparently I will be flying out in about a week.