Hi everyone, I am so so so sorry from the bottom of me heart. I have been so busy lately also I had A writers block. If that's what it's called. I knew what I wanted to write however I got stuck on some parts. Furthermore I have written this chapter to make up for it. I hope it does make up for my absence. I have really tried hard to make this one of the most longest chapter yet!!!. I hope you enjoy this chapter.

Finishing packing I turned of the radio and looked at my watch it read 12:10 wow!I thought time fly's by, anyways I was proud of myself. I had packed and could just get an hour or so of sleep before Mr.Harrods driver comes to collect me. I headed to bed which felt like heaven and had a dreamless sleep.

1 hour and 20 mins later.

I was woken up by a terrible sound, it gave me a headache. A sound that millions of others and I hated. The alarm clock. I tried to stop it countless of times but failed to. Unfortunately it did not stop. Eventually I banged the rough but cold alarm clock to silence it's annoying sound.

I slowly got out of bed yawning and changed into blue jeans and a white top, I scraped my hair into a messy bun and applied cream to my face as it was 1:30 in the morning. It was flaming outside, not wanting to put on a jacket i put on my shawl I got from my best friend on my birthday it was royal blue and matched my outfit.

30 mins later.............

*DING DONG*

I opened the door to find the driver. "Hello".

"Hello I will be your driver today".

I did not reply after that he took my luggage and headed to the car. I was not shocked to find a fancy black shinning limo parked up on the curb. The driver and I both got it. There was utter silence as neither of us spoke.

We arrived at the airport run way,  and were directly escorted to the plane by body guards we did not even have to go through security check, well that's a first! We finally arrived where the planes where parked I was led by a body guard into a freezing privet jet I was shocked as ever, my mouth hung open it was amazing it had cream leather seats; white roses in a crystal vase, a plasma Apple TV, a door that led to god knows where but I thought to myself  this jet must of cost millions  if not billions. I saw Mr. Harrods who looked irritated as ever what crawled  up his arse I thought.

I slowly made my way to the seats and took a seat next to him, we were going to be in the plane for at lest 7-8 hours.

Wanting to have a peaceful journey I grabbed my bag wanting to find my sleeping pills as I hated flying. Frantically looking through my bag the pills were no where to be found. Crap I thought what the hell am I supposed to do?. Frightened as ever, I emptied my whole bag out tying to find the small but useful pills. I did not succeed in finding them. I sank to the lowest partition on my chair, I felt so uncomfortable and out of place. I could not sit still. I kept on moving around identical to a crazy person. I tried to think of a solution but failed to. I was shaking and had lost the ability to think. I felt nervous yet angry at myself for forgetting my sleeping pills!. I felt as if I was turning pale, losing all the colour from my cheeks. My adrenaline was not pumping anymore, it was the opposite, I felt lifeless.

Why?!. Oh why?!. I thought, why did you have to do this to me I thought. I can't fly not know, not without my sleeping pills.

"STOP". The voice startled me, I jumped. He screamed at me, his eyes looked like stone, no emotion held on his face, just a angry face staring back at me.

"S-o-r-r-y". I stuttered back, feeling frightened. I felt uncomfortable. I started moving again.

I panicked, I freaked myself out. I felt as if I was having a million needles injected in me while a green eyed monster was staring at me. It was not a nice feeling. Not at all.

"WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU". His hot breath collided with my cold face, he was angry, angry was an understatement, he was furious.

"S-I-R I am very sorry". Emphasizing the sir. I was trying very hard not to brake down into tears.

"Sorry's not enough" he said he was annoyed at this point, I don't know why and what caused him to act like this, I have not done anything to him and yet this is what I get in return. I am use to it now no one in this world is nice. This jerk was waiting for me to reply but I had nothing to say as it will just provoke him.

Then I replied. "Sir I am very sorry, I hate to fly I have never had a peaceful journey planes scare the daylights out of me. There my worst enemy, due to personal reasons. I am sorry for fidgeting and I am sorry for acting like a mess. But I know and am sure that everyone is afraid of something for instance dogs, dogs also scare the daylight out of me, hehehe i run away from them. So please just forgive me and sorry again for acting like child. Please forgive me". I replied.

He did not reply he only stared back at me. I was scared. I just sat there looking at my shoes. I saw him move he had a backpack with him, just realising. He opened his backpack slowly and dug deep until he bought something out the bag. I slowly lifted my gaze when he replied.

"Here take this". He replied. I was beyond confused Why he Had taken out a stress balls. .He then passed them to me and said.

"Here take this". He then passed them to me.

He then replied again, due to the confused look on my face. " Use this. I sometimes do when I am down or stressed".

I obeyed and did what he had asked.

Suddenly he took my belt and rapped it securely around my waist. I felt safe. He then spoke.

" kenneth hear is my family's and I's trusted pilot he has been flying us for over 25 years you have nothing to worry about". He gave me a look of reassurance while he spoke.

"Thankyou". I replied. How sweet I thought.

I clenched my hand as I was so scared and felt something cold in my hand. I looked down frightend and remembered what he had given to me. I used it. I clenched my hand once again and let all my stress out. And closed my eyes as tight as I could. Just like super glue, I was so thankful that he did not question me any further.

My stomach hurt, pain shooting through my stomach. Like a volcano erupting. I knew we where taking of. Tears where in my eyes. I was scared for dear life. I made a quick prayer to God. "Please god if your listening, please oh please make me have a peaceful journey. Please don't kill me. Please". I was so scared wishing I had never taken this offer. My thoughts where interrupted.

"Sophia, open yours eyes". A voice had startled me.

It was Oscar. I slowly opened my eyes afraid.

"Hear look". He moved.

"We have taken of the run way, look down I promise you there's nothing to be scared of". I did what he had told me to. I gathered all the confidence I had left. And quickly gave my self a pep- talk mentally.

Come on Sophia you can do this, don't be a fool. Do this. Don't be a child. Ok 1 2 3 lets do this man up ok don't exactly man up well woman up!!!. You know what I mean.

I looked out of the window, and was mesmerised by the phenomenal view.

"Wow. The clouds look like fluffy candy floss, it's absolutely gorgeous".

"Told you so". He replied. I smiled. I truly liked the view.

I Thanked him once again. "Thankyou Os- I mean Mr, harrods. This truly means a million to me. I am afraid as I said before due to personal reasons. But you for understanding means a million. So Thankyou".

"It's ok, and call me Oscar when where out of work".

"Thankyou".

I don't know how or when but I blanked out. Replaying what had happens in the past hour or so, I had drifted if to sleep in something warm and comfy.

Waking up, I stretched my arms, still in a warm and comfy position I looked up to meet a pair of warm soft sparkling brown eyes. You could get lost in them for days. What am I saying and what am I doing Laying on his shoulder??. I thought to my self. Re-composting myself I took a deep breath and apologised. He was on his phone typing away.

"Sorry sir".

"It's ok, don't worry".

And he went back to typing on his phone, his fingertips made a soft tapping noise against the keyboard.

Looking through my bag I found a crumbled envelope. I slowly remembered where this had came from. The jimmy choo box.
(Guys if you don't remember this bit go and read back a few chapters named "meetings him". you'll remember). I slowly opened it. I froze. Everything stopped. Nothing was moving.

Hi everyone, I hope you have enjoyed this chapter.

What do you think was written in the letter?.

Comments your favourite chapter so far.

Thankyou.

.~aimtothetop~.