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TW// suicide
𝑰𝒏𝒔𝒑𝒊𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒃𝒚 𝒂 𝒕𝒉𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉𝒕.
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Tommy and tubbo where with dream in the obsidian wall same with quackity. "I-" but before tommy could talk tubbo looked tommy in the eyes and said. "I exile tommyinnit from L'manburg." Tubbo said looking tommy straight dead in the eyes. "Tubbo but the plan you agreed!" Quackity yelled. Tubbo looked away. "You know who would do this jshlatt he'd do this he'd back down!" Fundy said. "Dream may you please export tommy." Tubbo said with a slight of regret but still trying to look serious.

They tell me to keep it simple, I tell them to take it slow...
I feed and water an idea so I let it grow
I tell them to take it easy, they laugh and tell me "no". It's cool but I don't see them laughing at my money though.

The blonde was dead silent the whole time. He didn't think his best friend would actually exile him after he did so much for the country? After giving away his most prized possessions. "Come on tommy." Dream said lowering his hand on tommy's shoulder but tommy quickly smacked his hand of and have dream a cold shoulder and looked tubbo dead in the eyes took the green bandana off and stomped on it and walked away after. Before they're stopped by ghostbur "Hello guys!" Ghostbur said with a fade ish like voice. "Hi ghostbur." Tommy said. "Do want to come along?" Said dream making two boats. Ghostbur nodded and hopped in a boat with tommy.

They spittin facts at me, I'm spitting tracks, catch me?
I'm spinning gold out my records know you can't combat me.
They tell me jesus walks, I tell them money talks.( Worship and prayer bois)
Bling got me chill, cause I'm living in an icebox.
They tell I've been sleeping, I say I'm wide awake.

After 15 minutes of traveling they finally arrived to a new land around 7,000 blocks away from L'manburg. Dream exploded tommy's and some of wilburs stuff since wilbur didn't give him all of his stuff. The light green man made tommy a mud shack and left after. Leaving tommy and ghostbur alone. The blonde sighed and sat down looking over the sea. Wilbur seemed to notice and decided to be nice and sat down next to tommy who somewhat inched away.

Tracks hot and ready so they call me mister e-z bake.
They say grass is greener, I think my grass is dank.
Driving with a drank on an empty tank to the bank.
Do you feel me? Take a look inside my brain.

Wilbur looked at the younger who seemed somewhat shocked but yet so sad and upset tommy was having three emotions at once. They saw in the technoblade. Which made tommy's day worse than before. The blonde rolled his eyes got up and punched down a tree and started to get resources. "HAAAHHAA IMAGINE BEING EXILED." Technoblade said. "Oh hello technoblade!" Wilbur said smiling waving to technoblade who smiled and waved back and went back to tommy who didn't give much of any reactions neither was he saying pog or pogchamp often which was new to technoblade and wilbur soot he was just quiet.

The people always different but it feels the same.
That's the real me poppin champaign.
The haters wanna hurt me and I'm just laughin at the pain.

Once tommy and wilbur made it to the nether dream and sapnap where with them trying to save tommy the whole which didn't help him at all.
"We'll be right back we swear tommy don't go anywhere!" Wilbur said going inside with sapnap and dream. Tommy looked at the at the portal a for a good 2 seconds and walked over to the ledge and looked down at the lava which was bubbling. Tommy spread out his arms and took a step before he was pushed back he looked at the lava for a couple more minutes before he pushed by dream. "It's not you're time to die, yet tommy" dream said looking over at the broken teenager. "It's never my time to die" the blonde said walking away.

[Long ish]

Staying still, eyes closed.
Let the world just pass me by.
Pain pills, nice clothes
If I fall I think I'll fly.
Touch me midas (not in that way O_O)
Make me part of your design
None to guide us.
I feel fear for the very last time.

After awhile of being in the nether it was finally nighttime tommy completed much things like getting an ender chest and somewhat helping wilbur with lognershed( I forgot sorry :( ) he was also writing some parts of his novel how to sex 3 which was still in progress bbh gave him a disc which reminded him of death he didn't know why it just did.

[Actually long]

They tell me that I'm special but I, smile and shake my head.
I'll give them stories to tell to their friends about the things I said.
They tell me I'm so humble, I say I'm turning red.
They let me lie to them and don't feel like they've mislead.
They give me so much, I'm losing touch get me?
Server on a silver platter, ask for seconds they just let me.
They tell me I'm a god, I'm lost in the facacde.
Six feet off the ground at all times i think I'm feelings odd.
No matter what I make, they never see mistakes.
Makin so much bread, I don't care that they're being fake.
They tell they're below me, i act like I'm above.
The people blend together but I would be lost without their love.

The blonde wakes up but he doesn't feel better from the exile he always felt alone he couldn't believe that tubbo out of all people left him and exiled him. He couldn't believe that he was alone and at times he'd never rest he'd go on nights staying awake from the nightmares stuck in his heads. The blonde just wanted to back home he didn't want to stay here any longer he didn't want to feel alone he missed his home he missed lmanburg he missed tubbo... He missed the prime path he missed walking along and cursing out bbh he missed everyone. He missed everything.
Tommy fell on his knees and chocked out some sobs the tears running down his light red cheeks the tears made it very blurry for the blonde to see.

Can you heal me? Have I gained to much?
When you become untouchable you're unable to touch.
Is there a real me? Poppin champaign.
It hurts me just to think and I don't do pain.

The blonde ran up the cliff stumbling and wobbly and also tripping since the tears made it hard to see. "Finally." Tommy said walking over at the edge and looking down before he heard something behind him it was dream. Tommy walked over to dream and put his hands on both of his shoulders looked him dead in the eyes. Dream could see the dread the pain the saddness through tommy's eyes. Before tommy could go he said this "if I jump I think I can fly~" or "losing sleep while I'm losing my mind" tommy said before jumping off backwards off the cliff. Dream tried to catch tommy but missed.

Staying still, eyes closed.
Let the world pass me by.
Pain pills, nice clothes.
If I fall I think I could fly.
Touch me midas.
Make me part of your design.
None to guide is I feel fear for the very last time.

Lay still restless.
Losing sleep while I lose my mind.
All thrill,no stress.
All my muses left behind.
World is below.
So high up up, I'm near divine
Lean in, let go
I feel fear for the very last time.

The blonde woke up he saw the blood and his dead body he looked at his hands he was grey and very glitchy he heard people from afar and hid behind a tree. He saw a man in a hoodie and a man in a light green hoodie and one in a fire shirt? He didn't know but they seemed okay? Tommy got out of the tree and looked at them the three where in complete shock. His eyes where the only colour on him and everything was greyed out and he was glitchy. "Tommy?" Bbh said putting a hand out. Before tommy could say this. "Excuse me but....... Who are you?" Tommy said looking confused..

Cliffhanger.
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Part 2 yes or no and yes you have to listen to the song and I learned that this song was about drug usage and suicide. But for the people who are having a hard time I love you no matter what always remember that and yes this was my actual idea I always had this idea in mind.

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