TW- attempted suicide.

very much inspired by the song 'Friend, Please' by Twenty One Pilots.

(this is like kinda real life kinda minecraft, its confusing at first but youll get it eventually)

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Schlatt's POV

He grabbed my hand, I was so fucking close yet he stopped me. Why did he stop me? I deserve to be gone, do I not?

"Let go of me, Technoblade." (ok, im sorry but if he just says "hi technoblade" like he did in that one stream?-)

"No, Schlatt."
He pulled me up.

"Tomorrow you are going to explain why you were gonna jump, it doesn't have to be to me but please tell anybody."

I sighed and silently agreed

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Techno said goodnight as I walked into my room.

I plopped onto the bed, my suit was extremely uncomfortable so I took it off leaving me with only shorts, a white T-shirt and tie.

I couldn't sleep all night, I was thinking of who I should tell. If techno found out I didn't tell anybody he'd be mad, I don't really want the 'Blood God' to be mad at me.
I was stuck between two people. Connor and Wilbur.

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I hopped out of bed, feeling slightly better than yesterday.
I looked through my drawer, I was tempted to just wear a hoodie but didn't want people to think something was wrong so I just went with the classic suit.

I walked over to the mirror to make sure my eyes weren't puffy anymore.

After a little while of just walking around my room I finally decided to go outside.

I was still pondering who to tell. I don't know if Wilbur would believe me but he's one of my closest friends.
Connor has been friend longer, I'll probably tell him..

Slightly annoyed, I went back inside to go call Connor.
I requested a video call with him and he responded within the first 3 rings.

"Hey Schlatt! What's up?"

"Hey Connor, do you mind coming over sometime? I kinda needa' talk to you."

"Sure! I'll be there in an hour or so."
We said our goodbyes and hung up.

I made sure my house wasn't too messy, and relaxed.

I was shaken awake by Connor, how'd he even get in here?-

"Jesus Christ, Connor. How the fuck did you even get in here? I didn't give you the keys."

"The door was unlocked and you weren't answering my knocking."
He laughed a bit.

"Anyways, whats up Schlatt?"

"I was wondering if I could like.. Vent to you..?"

"Yeah, of course Schlatt." He said, slightly concerned.

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dont ask for a part 2 of this, if i make a part two im just gonna make schlatt vent abt my feelings-

tell me if i fucked up on anything.

vote bc im desperate 😉