trigger warning

you dont have to read this all the way through, you dont even have to read this.

im sorry for not writing as much lately, i've been trying so hard but its just so hard. whenever i wanna write, the thoughts come back and i just wanna write down everything they say.
dont get me wrong, i love writing but sometimes i just cant. so i force myself, to make you all happy.

a lot of things have been going on in my life recently, but i will continue to write there will just be slower updates.

writing has overall made me much more stressed than i should be, ill be able to deal with it and ill still writing everyday but updates wont be out everyday

this probably wasnt the best at explaining, if you dont understand something say so in the comments and ill dm a bit more information

sorry if this sounds terrible, or if i repeated things. i was going off the top of my head

love you all <3