TW- self-loathing, eating disorder.

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George's POV

I sighed, pushing my chair away from my desk and stumbled up. I made my way down the stairs, almost falling down half the steps.

Opening the pantry, I almost threw up. Just looking at food made me sick. 'At least I'm trying to eat..' I thought as I closed the pantry. 

I walked over to the fridge and got a piece of cheese. 'This'll do.' I went back up to my room, as I ate the piece of cheese.

I fell back into my seat and looked at discord, I already had 20 notifications all from Sapnap and Dream.

I rolled my eyes in annoyance, they were asking to play minecraft with me. 'God, I can never have a break.'

I joined their VC and was greeted with screaming. A few minutes of yelling later, they realized I was there and properly greeted me. Kinda..

"GOGY!," Sapnap yelled, "TELL DREAM THAT PRINGLES ARE BETTER THAN DUMBASS LAYS!"

"OH, PLEASE. WE BOTH KNOW LAYS ARE BETTER, RIGHT GEORGIE?"

"I, uh.. I don't really have an opinion on that. I haven't had either in like a year."

"A YEAR? HOW?-" Sapnap screamed, hurting my ears.

"Because, I've barely ea-" I slapped my hands over my mouth before I could finish my sentence, I didn't mean to say that..

"You barely.. What..?" Dream said, I couldn't tell if he knew what I was gonna say or not.

"B-because, I've barely ea-EARNED any money"

"That's a lie, Gogy. Why haven't you been eating?"

"I.. That's person. I'd rather not tell, sorry."

I heard Dream sigh, "You don't have to tell us, but you're gonna tell us what you've been eating every single day. Lets start with today, what have you eaten today?"

"I had a piece of cheese.."

"Mmk, what'd you have yesterday and the day before that?"

"Nothing. I don't deserve to eat."

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i just wanna say- i relate a bit too much to the title-