TW-self loathing, mentions of rape.

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Bad's POV

Disgusting.
You just let it happen.

You're so weak.

Imagine what your friends would think of you!
They'd hate you.

You deserved it.
Be a damn man.
Can't believe you just let it happen!

You just cried.
Weak.

Weak!
WEAK!
W E A K !
SLUT!

I heard my phone vibrate from the desk, I could barely stand but I did. I needed to tell someone about, somebody who will keep it private and not tell anybody else.

It was Sgeppy. I can trust him, right?

S-SgeppyB-Bad

S-baaaadadadfa

S-whay havenyt oyu beean onliane all dauy?

B-Sorry Sgeppy, I just felt sick all day. I'll get on now tho :D

S-yeay, join vc 2

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I got on Minecraft and joined VC 2.

Sgeppy, Spifey, and Mega was on it too.

"Hey Sgeppy, do you think I can talk to you? In private. It's uh, important."

I heard ooo's coming from Spifey

"Sure! I'll move you to VC 1" ( i have no idea how ts works, so tell me if i get it wrong-"

"So, what's up Bad?

"Please, don't take this as a joke."

Sgeppy's POV

I was confused at first but responded

"Yeah sure, if it's really that important."

'AND, don't tell anybody. I mean anybody!" He yelled.

"Yeah, yeah. Just tell me! You know I'm not patient."

"W-well, you know my 'girlfriend', right?"

"Yeah. Did she do something? Did she hurt you? I swear to god if she hurt you.."

"Sgeppy."
I immediately shut up.

"She, uh.."

"She did something to me.."

"What 'something' did she do?"

"..."

"You can trust me Bad, I won't tell anybody."

"I told her to stop, and that I wasn't ready but she just wouldn't!"
"It felt disgusting! I begged her to stop, but she- she just wouldn't!"
"I had never done anything like that before. I didn't want it."

I didn't know what to say, I wanted to hug him.

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