Often, I would read in the books, 'it was like we are back to the square one' and today, I exactly feel the same. I am back to square one, after giving my 100%, after working hard, after keeping my work above everything else.

When I was a kid, I always  thought I had life figured out, but from past one year, I am trying to figure it out and today, I gave up. I always knew, work hard, you will get the reward, today I didn't. 

From last one year life was tough, I fought hard, one I just thought it will remain same, I got two opportunities, I chose the one that was my dream and today,I left that opportunity because it was beyond what my self respect could take. And today, I am standing on square one.

After working too hard, after giving what's more than expected and I am standing back on the square one. Honestly, too numb to react.

But, who said life was fair?