Few hours passed , Randhir left to handle his dad's shop immediately after Poonam and her family left ,to get some peace of mind ,as he was very disturbed.

He reached home ,He found out that his mother already left for his engagement shopping and he sighed ,he went to his room and hugged Sanra

"Where is your mumma?" He asked in baby voice

"I love her very much ,I don't want to get married to someone else"he said to her

Just then Niha came to his room ,

"Where is Sanyukta bhabhi ?" She asked

"Isn't she home ?" He asked

"No I haven't seen her since afternoon" she said

"And you are telling me now ?" Randhir asked her in tension

He picked up his mobile and  was about to call her

"Her mobile and wallet are in my room itself" she said

"Then where did she go ?" He asked "you checked in washroom?" He asked and she nodded positively

He went to the terrace to cool his mind,as he wasn't able to concentrate to think where to search for her and he saw someone's leg behind the water tank

He went and saw her sleeping on the floor behind the water tank

She was sitting over there from very long and slept off there it self.

"Sanyukta " he said waking her up

She got up and he looked at her tear stained face ,he felt very bad looking at her in that condition and hugged her

She jerked him off
"Don't touch me, again you will say that I am doing it purposely so that I can touch you  " she said and got up

"Are you ok  ?" He asked worriedly​

"Why do you care ?" She said and started walking to her room

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The next day ,Poonam came there along with her son , Randhir likes kids so he got along with him really well , Poonam liked their bonding a lot , Sanyukta tried to ignore him and stayed in her room with Sanra on her lap

"Sanra,you too hate Poonam right ?" She asked​ the baby and sanra chuckled

"Um Randhir ! Where is Sanra ?" Poonam asked

"She is inside with her mother" he said

"With her mother ?" She asked

"I thought you already knew this , Sanyukta will stay here until our engagement " he said

"But why ?" She asked

"Why not ? She is Sanra's mother ,she has the right to stay with her " he said

"But after marriage ,she should only meet Sanra once a month " she said

"No ,I don't agree " Randhir said

"Ok  fine we will discuss it later but i want meet Sanra " she said

Randhir went to Sanyukta's room

"Can I take her with me for few minutes?" He asked

"She is your daughter too ,no need to ask me " she said giving him the baby

He took her and gave the baby to Poonam

"She is so cute " Samarth said looking at her

"Yup ,she is your sister " Poonam said

"Wow , Really!" Samarth said looking at her without blinking his eyes and Randhir smiled at him

Sanyukta saw them hiding behind the wall ,they were looking like a perfect family and she felt unwanted

Poonam daily started visiting their house along with his son , Randhir now used to talk to Poonam freely , sanyukta started feeling very depressed observing all this .

She couldn't sleep ,she couldn't eat ,her head used to hurt ,she used to feel restless ,she thought she couldn't handle it anymore and took out the blade from the drawer and held it near her wrist and closed her eyes.

Then she heard Sanra Crying ,she opened her eyes ,

"I am a coward ,I can't even sucide " she said to herself

She took the blade and cut her skin with it closing her eyes tightly ,she couldn't cut deeply

When the blood was oozing out from the skin,she felt pain ,but it felt lesser than what she was undergoing , though it was paining ,she strangely felt a bit relieved .

She started cutting her wrist with razor whenever she used to be depressed ,it started becoming a habit for her to relieve herself from stress .

No one noticed the scars on her wrist as she used to wear full sleeved dresses .

The date for Randhir and Poonam's engagement was arriving ,in next two days she will be leaving this house permanently ,she be away from Randhir and Sanra forever

They were having dinner , Sanyukta was sitting beside Randhir and was having her food ,he observed a blood stain on her sleeve

"Sanyukta what happened on your hand ?once show your hand "he said

She ignored him and concentrated on her food

"I said show your hand Sanyukta" he ordered

She ignored him once again and acted as if she didn't heard him

His parents looked at them confused

That's it ,now he felt there is something she is hiding ,he thought she might have got some injury ,he snatched her hand forcefully and folded her sleeves and he widened his eyes looking at the cut marks on her hand

"Are you mad sanyukta? " He shouted

She got up and washed her hands and left to her room

"I am talking to you Sanyukta " he shouted

She ignored him and lied down on the bed, he dragged her to his room and locked the door

"What is this Sanyukta ? " He shouted

"Don't shout " she shouted

"Why are you doing this ?" He asked "just look at this ,why do you torture yourself ? " He asked

"Why do you care " she said

He started crying ,"why do you do these kind ot things ? Are you some teenager ? You are an adult ,you are a mother , can't you think maturely ? If you want to kill your self how will i live , sanyukta ?" he said

"I am sorry ,I won't do it again , actually ,I was feeling depressed,I was getting suicidal thoughts " she said in a low voice

He hugged her tightly

"Promise me that you won't do it again?" He asked wiping his own tears

"Ok " she said lowering her head

He took her hand and kissed on her cut marks

"I thought you were strong ,I never imagined that you would do something like this ,I need to be careful from now on " he said to her

She looked at him
"Sorry " she said

He latched her lips with his and started kissing her ,soon she responded and tears dripped from her eyes .

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TBC

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