*4th poem dedicated to Xiao Zhan in this book. Not enough words to write how proud I am of him.*

For a year, we have watched and worried
Across the planet fans of different cultures, backgrounds, ages
Prayed for your strength, walked with you in spirit, fought for you
As you moved quietly through a black hurricane

A year later, we understood something truly important
At just 29, our pure soul, has grown in leaps and bounds
With one letter to fans and friends alike,
Showed that you are stronger mentally and emotionally
Then men twice, thrice your age

Though not a solo fan, really liked how you wrote about
Not just being "so and so's fan" because there are those of us
That are fans of many and we care about you all very much individually

Personally I am a woman who has
Walked through and continue to do so through many storms
战战, I am an immensely proud older sister as if we were blood
We are strangers and always will be; though I wish to give you a big, warm hug
You will always be in my heart

Knowing that you are saying goodbye to the past and moving on
Is all I and all of your fans have wanted these last 365
We will continue to walk side by side with you
So every time you look at the setting sun or rise of the moon
Know that we are also all looking at that and smiling
Grateful the real you has regained his path

May you continue to be eternally blessed
From America with love