Too much, too much
It is all too much
How can one cope
With a plethora of notions

Loneliness brings heavy tears
When seeing others dealing with the same
Even famous people
How does one manage
By reaching out to others
People who want to help

When the tears bring about other stressors
Grief over the loss of Mickey
Can't speak about it without crying most days
Let the emotions do their thing
Because moving on takes time
There is no set limit of mourning

Calm in chaos
The chaos can be a huge thing
Like the over 4 month long
International cyber-violence campaign
Understanding that one can't control the trolls
Believe in him, he's getting stronger, will soon return

With side effects to anxiety
Like eating problems and huge weight loss
Looking for a nutritionist

But the way I deal with things
When all I want to do is run away
Is through logic and always having a plan B