Hey everyone, it's sapphire queen. So I will like to ask you all a question.
What's that one thing you want to talk against but too scared to talk?

You feel people will not heard you or maybe in your mind you are like
'it's worthless'

As for me, I feel the women should be given a voice. I am not against any man.
In fact, most males are actually very sweet and nice and they don't keep long grudges like most girls often do.

We Shouldn't silence ourselves for anything or for anyone. Never change yourself cause there isonly one type of you in the whole world.

I can recall a sentence in chiamanda book, half of a yellow sun

'never behave as if your life belongs to a man or anyone'

That page of that book still remains marked in my room and sometimes I stare and I'm like.

'I love who am I and don't ever what to change it'

Make an impact, even if it feels it's not affecting someone now, it will affect, influence someone later.

If your role model didn't take the big step and risk to be who they are today, you never will have knew them, never will have been inspired by them.

So be someone else role model. Be your role model. Whoever you desire to be like, whatever character the person exhibits.

Be that and keep loving yourself.

There comes a time when your voice will be needed more than ever.

Will you stand still or move forward?
I'd up to you!

Honestly, most of my life, I've never believe in myself or my ability. My classmates will always go saying

'Sapphire you just got to give up nothing is gonna work for you'

'sapphire just stop trying'

I cried every day, thinking, and reflecting I was just misery. In that big bedroom I was alone.

Then a boy came, not a normal boy but it was brixton. I can't help but smile just uttering his name.

He saw me in my normal crying spot, at the back of the school after school cause I know my parents will ask questions so I stayed in school for a little later.

On that rainy day I cried cause I fell in the middle of the class and the mocking voices and laugh of all of them made me weaker.

Sobbing he came to me.

"hey why are you crying?" he said to me.

"just leave" I let out.

"you know when you say 'just leave' it makes me want to stay longer" he said taking a seat next to me.

I scoffed.

"so you gonna tell me why you're crying now" he said facing the sky and I glimpsed at him and I saw him facing me.

My checks turn a crimson red. And he just chuckled.

"why do you care?" I asked instead wiping the tears off my face to smile a little.

"don't get the wrong idea, I know this school can be a lot but don't let that get to you" he said before taking his leave.

"umm.." I said but I didn't know his name.

"Brixton" he introduced turning back. Can I say he has the most brightest smile.

"yeah..Brixton thanks by the way" I said smiling at him.

"no sweat... You know this spot actually used to be my crying space" he said facing me.

"oh wow are you serious?" I asked honestly surprised.

"Yeah like last year I lost my mom and my dad only dwelled in his grief and I'm the only child so...." he said sounding sad. Oh now I felt bad.

"oh I'm so sorry I didn't meant to..." I said coming closer to him should I hug him or..

He made the first move taking me into his embrace. It was surprising but then it was warm and fuzzy to be under that his white sweater. He smelled of earth after rain spring after summer just perfect.

We stayed in that spot for a long while then he said.

"you should be going home" he said almost like a whisper like he didn't want me to leave.

"but I don't want to go" I blurted out.

"the rain has stopped" he said chuckling now I was acting silly.
I let go finally but immediately I wanted back in.

"alright bye"I said turning to leave. I felt embarrassed being confirmed by a total stranger.

"I never really got your name?" his soft voice said. It was hard to tell whether he was singing or talking.

"it's sapphire"

"Sapphire what a lovely name. It's nice to meet you" he said turning and leaving. Even his walk is perfect!

So in essence I'm trying to say be you don't let another step all over you and you see you being a superstar.
Okay guys that's a wrap. Till we meet again. ------sapphire queen👌💓