(I am crying while typing this, so please understand what is going on in this explanation.
Please leave the page if you are not a minor, this page is not meant to be read by you.)

⚠️ Trigger Words Ahead ⚠️

Personally, I can't handle this anymore...

For over a week now, these trolls in a server keep harassing me and the things they say are a torture.  They changed my nickname (they prevent me from changing it myself) to "gachafurry and rape object."  Despite how many times I laugh at them and watch them use me to make themselves look like idiots, it is starting to bother me now and I hide it because nobody is helping me.  I reported the server to DISBOARD and gave it a bad review, but that site deleted the review because it went against the guidelines.  I read the guidelines, and my review did not go against them.  I have been reporting the server nonstop to Discord, but nothing is done about it.

They have a horrible moderation system as the owners allow those toxic people to get away with their criminal behavior and allow all kind of gore and NSFW content in the general chat.  Then, admins warn me just to communicate and get my attention.  I have 20 warnings so far.  Here are the screenshots of the reasons they warned me.  The photos will be updated if the warnings continue.

Warning: Trigger words = r@pe, s3x, s3m3n, pu$$y, t!ts, b**by, mention self-harm

The reason I joined that server in the first place is because they were sending rape and death threats to minor YouTubers in livestreams.  I tried to protect them because nobody deserves hate or r@pe threats; those who rejoice in those disgusting things deserve to die in hell.

I have no idea if I should stay in the server or not because of the warning and everything they are doing or remain to support and protect other poor victims in that retarded place.  All I can say is, report that server for everything bad.  If you want the invite (I suggest not joining) or the server ID, talk to me in the comments because I am not accepting DMs today...

In the meantime, please help me as I have no idea what to do now...

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Update: I left the server, but I am still hugely upset because of how I was ignoring my mental and emotional health

Published: 10/18/22