Look another vent

Wow

Cool

Whatever

Ugh

I have/had a crush.

I want to tell them so bad, but I'm a wimp-

It wouldn't work out anyways bc what's a guy/girl/whatever the fuck I am like me have to offer her?

I've been so upset all day-

So upset that I'm writing this at 2:00 AM in the morning just to get it off my chest-

I hate crushes-

Bc they either make you or break you

There's literally no in between-

God, I have to get ahold of myself-

A soldier shouldn't mope around like this.

I thought I would be a lot happier as a single person, you know?

After an abusive boyfriend, I feel like I should be so happy to be free... but all I want is for that single person to look at me and stop giving me mixed signals.

Like bro, do you just like to flirt or do you actually like me?

I like really forward people bc I can figure them out easily- so go you, if you're a forward person