A/n : Just imagine in above picture, Ryan grabbed Raven's arms not neck. Enjoyy 😁.

Raven's P.O.V.

It hurts.

I got pinned on the wall.

By none other than my twins.

"Didn't we warn you to stay out of our matters ?" Ryan gritted his teeth holding my both upper arms, tightly.

I looked at him in his eyes.

I miss you guys.

My eyes got teary.

I guess he noticed my tears because I swear to my chocolate cookies, I saw his eyes softened for a milli second.

"What are you doing in his office ?" He whispered scarily.

I couldn't say anything. It's like my voice struck in my throat.

When he saw, I didn't say anything, he pushed me harder towards the wall "Fuck it" and leave from there.

I winced a little as my back hurts.

I couldn't stop my tears. My mind is only showing me images of our past where they always protect me, where if I would cry, they will cry too, where if I was hurt, they will fight with it, if I was scared, they will hug me and keep me close.

I looked at Ryder only to see him already looking at me, with dark eyes.

He came towards me and grabbed my chin in his harsh hold, forcing me to look in his eyes.

"Stay. Out. Of. It" He warned me dangerously before leaving me there.

His voice is like 'stay out of it otherwise we will kill you'. That part was silent but I got it.

"Sorry, but I can't" I whispered to myself looking at the side where both of them left.

I sighed and left from there

Next day...  ( In classroom )

"Ryan listen to me once, please" I yelled at him following him in corridor of college, but he is ignoring me since morning.

I sighed and started running towards him, running towards him, I grabbed his arm.

As soon as I grabbed his arm, he jerked it.

"WHAT THE FUCK YOU WANT ?" He yelled at me.

I flinched.

"I-I R-Rya-" 

"Tell me how much money do you want ?" He demanded.

Huh ? What ? Money ? For what ?

"Huh ? Money ? What do you mean ?" I voiced my thoughts.

He chuckled making me more confused than I already was.

"Playing innocent, now we huh ?"

I looked at him in total confusion.

"Money for sealing your mouth" He replied dryly. I can feel pain in his voice.

I am getting confused that what he is talking about, but suddenly realization hits me making my eyes widened.

He thought that I am going to tell everyone that they are getting abuse and going to make fun of them. 

I looked at him in disbelief. 

He is thinking this low about me. This is ridiculous.

I looked at him blankly and take out wallet from my bag.

Now he is looking confused.

"Your Wallet, Ryan Denmark. That day when I found you near stairs, I was searching you to return your wallet, which I found outside of our classroom. I came to your house just to return this wallet as your friend told me that this is important to you. And I am following you today since morning, just to return this." I told him blankly.

His eyes widened after my confession.

And somewhat guilty. But before he could say anything, I hand him his wallet.

"Check it, if it has your money or not" I told him blankly before leaving from there.

I came to library and sit on one desk.

How could he even think like this ? He seriously think that I will blackmail them for this. This low ? Seriously, this low ? I can't believe him. He is so bad. I hate him. I really hate him very much.

Tears are already brimming my eyes. Fuck it.

'Why I am getting emotional day by day ?'

It's already so hard, knowing that my twins are alive and infront of me after whole fucking searching of 14 years, and I can't do anything. Hugging them is not even an option, I can't even talk to them. They hates me to the core and this break my heart.

I miss them so much. 

When Dad came to park to tell us that they both died with Uncle and aunty, I never believed him. Really I was sleeping that time but due to Mom's screaming I woke up. I told Dad that this is impossible. They can't leave just like that.

How could they leave us ?

Didn't they tell mom that they will become good sons to her ?

Didn't they tell Dad that they will be a good person and always make him proud of them ?

Didn't they promise each other to always annoy me till my last breath ?

Didn't they promise me that they will not let others to hurt me ?

Didn't we promise each other to always tell each other everything happens in life ?

How could they forget all these promises and leave just like that ?

How could they leave us like nothing happened ?

How could they leave me alone here ?

We came here together then how could they leave with each other forgetting about me ?

I knew, I can feel that they were alive.

So, I told Dad to search them and trusting on me, he with the help of police team searched them. One whole year, they search for everyone.

But it gives no outcome and eventually case closed declaring my Uncle is dead, my aunt is dead and with them they are died too.

I cried. And cried.

I didn't came out of my room for 2 weeks, I locked myself there. I was 4 at that time and knew that my twins are not going to come now.

This is the time, I became silent kid. I lost my twins and part of me was lost with them. They took my happy self with them. Mom - Dad tried to help me and for their sake, I tried to overcome this grief and mask my face with a smile and succeed.

But there was not a single moment where I didn't remember them, there was not a single night where I didn't cry over them.

I want to be happy but can't. I felt like they are in pain and I can feel their pain. And now I know, all those years where I was with my family, they are try to fed themselves. I could feel those pains in my chest. And part of me knows that my twins are in pain.

And now I know they are alive, I can't even hug them, I can't even cry on their shoulder, I can't even complain them how they forget their promises, I can't even tell them about Rowan, I can't tell them about Ivan and Alex, I can't share my secrets with them.

And why ? Because they hate me. But I can't. I love them. I love them to death. I can and will do anything for them.

I will make them remember me. I will not let Uncle hurt them more.

In childhood, when they promised me they will protect me with their life, I promised myself too to not let anyone hurt my brothers. And, I already failed once but now I will not. I will protect them, now.

My phone rings bringing me to reality. I wiped my tears.

I pick up the call and clear my throat to get rid of hoarse voice.

Me : Yes Sir,

Sir : ....

Me : Ok, I am coming in 10 minutes, sir

I hanged my call and sighed.

Let's go, Rav.

I came out of the library and head to Principal's office.

I was on my way, when I heard shouting. I followed this voice and soon found a crowd.

I made my way clear to the crowd and goes in front just to come in a sight of one girl sat on the floor, looking down, while one boy and one girl, more like his girlfriend are bullying her.

My blood boils.

But before, I could say anything, something unexpected happen.

To Be Continued...

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Published : 22 August'22

Total Words : 1436 words 😁.