Alright, Let's start off with something.
This is a part in the story where 2 characters are speaking mentally.

Bolded text is usually a character that isn't the current Pov's.

Italics text is used usually when the character's current Pov is speaking to themselves.

Freddy's Pov:

I hate all of it...
I don't want to believe Y/N died, but what else could I do?

I can't do anything about....
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"You sure about that?"
"What?" I said outloud looking around to find where the voice was coming from, but I found no one around.

"I'm in your head you idiot."
What? Am I really going crazy now? This can't be real.

*sigh* WoooOoOOOoO i'm a ghoOOst living inside your body....
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Reall-
"NO YOU DUMBASS! IT'S ME. NIGHTMARE!. NIIIGHT. MAAARE. N-I-G-H-T-M-A-R-E!
Y'know...the guy ruining your life because I was given orde- BECAUSE of my own enjoyment."

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Yeah no i'm not gonna talk with you...
"And why is that?"
...You know exactly why.

"Oh, is it about your precious human? I don't see what you see in him if i'm being honest."
Says the virus living in my head...

"Virus?! Is that what you're really calling me?! Jeez...atleast monster would be a better term..."
You're the one who decided to enter my system...
"....."

Nightmare became silent.
You entered my system. Somehow you're able to give people a mental hell just by me staring at them with my eyes...
"...."

Fine! Don't talk then. Not like I wanna talk to you anyways.

I turned over on my bed to try and get some sleep. Though I couldn't stop thinking about yesterday....

Yesterday:

"That's her house" I said as I gave the address to dad and his co-workers. Dad gave me a worried look.

"Freddy I know Y/N was your friend but are you sure that college student did the cri-"
"Jason and I suspected for a while that whoever killed Y/N had to be someone who was near and the only one we could find was Katrina. We're sure it was her." I said not being able to control my anger.

Dad still felt hesitant. Jason left a while back...honestly i'm not feeling the best either but Y/N was the only other person I could protect and I even failed at that...

I can't.protect anyone...what are these claws, these fists, this strength if I can't even save my own boyfriend...

"I-....Freddy, I feel like you're jumping to conclusions and-"
"I couldn't even protect him...my own boyfriend, I couldn't even protect....him" I said cutting dad off again.

"....Freddy....he was your...." Dad said before I realized what I had said. "I-..." I said stopping as I couldn't find a reason to deny.

I didn't even begin to think about what my dad would think of me being gay. What if he didn't want me to be? Is he going to hate me more or is he-

"I see how much he meant to you now...." Dad said surprising me. "You don't mind me b-being gay?" I asked.

"Of course not. I'd would be worried wether you would find someone....." he said realizing it probably isn't the best time to say that. "Thanks....but I know Katrina must be responsible for this. It would explain why she was here." I said before dad nodded.

"Ok. I suggest you go back to the pizzeria-"
"No, I need to see it happen." I said as dad looked at me worried again. "Ok....Let's go, I don't have much time to wrap up this case." he said as we followed him over to the car.

I hated her.
She must have pushed Y/N off the ledge...
She held a grudge against him for Jason.
I know Jason was a funny guy but I wouldn't expect for him to be Katrina's type.

"Freddy?" Dad asked as he was driving us to the station. "Yeah?" I replied.

"I'm sorry....I really am. I didn't mean to leave you alone all those years..." he said catching me off guard.

"I know I should have visited you, and Henry has told me to come visit you but...I always refused..." he said making my heart drop.

"L-listen...I know it sounds bad...but, I was always a coward...The first year was rough...Second year...even worse...but third year...I had time. But I felt ashamed...I had left you for so long that I felt ashamed to ever see you again..."

"I always thought to myself how I would be able to confront you...I thought I failed as a father, and I probably did...but I could never bring myself to see you...I would fear that you would hate me and I just kept stalling...and stalling...and stalling..."

"Until...I just lost the courage to see you and Fredbear again....But, I see how great of a kid you were...without me....you turned out to be better than what I could ever be..." he said finishing.

He had the wrong idea of me....

I'm not brave...
Y

/N gave me strength to do things...
He gave me a chance...
He helped me talk to my brother again...
All that? It wasn't me. It was Y/N.

I would have stayed in that room, clueless, forgotten, and broken...
He saved me....
But I couldn't do the same for him. I'm useless even to the ones I want to protect the most.

"So...All I want to say is that you're strong. You're more of a man than what I could be..." he said giving me a smile. That's not true...

I gave him a smile...That's all I can do anyways...

Arriving at the station, it felt like a blur. We had 6 officers help us. They said they would bring more if backup was required. The car ride to Katrina's was silent. Everyone was serious but dad was constantly directing them what to do.

If he is a detective then why is he like the chief? I never understood the world....until...he arrived.

I began to understand the world just a little brighter....
AGGH! Just forget it already!

"Freddy are you alright?" Dad asked as I realized I started to growl. "Sorry...I'm alright. Just feeling a lot right now..." I answered and dad didn't push the matter further.

Once arriving to Katrina's, it was a quick arrest. Her face looked...strange. She didn't look angry, scared, or vengeful...They just brought her into the cop car as she didn't struggle one bit...Was she expecting to get caught?

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"Freddy!" Dad yelled as I was finally starting to realize what was happening. Looking out the window, Katrina was screaming.
"GET OFF ME!" She screamed as they brought her out of the house. Huh?

"I didn't do anything! I'm innocent!" she screamed again struggling against them. Was I just dreaming? I swear I saw her getting taken without struggle. I need sleep......

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Dad parked in front of the pizzeria. He's about to find out that..."Dad?" I said without realizing. "What is it Freddy?" he asked knowing it was going to be impossible to not tell him now. How is this happening?

"It's.....about Fredbear." I said as Dad sighed. "Haha...When I saw your face I thought you were going to say something bad happened" he said before sighing.

"Don't worry, Henry told me Fredbear had a few issues that needed to be fixed. Nothing a little check up won't do." he said before I felt a sense of relief.

"Oh ok, he's inside. Let's go." I said as I followed Dad inside the restaurant. Dad started skipping with his hands in his pockets for some reason. "Dad what the hell are you doing?" I chuckled.

"What? Can't act like a kid anymore? I'm in my late 50's." he said before going back to skipping. Late 50's my ass, he looks like he's in his mid 30's....

As we walked in Dad yelled. "What's up fuckers! I'm back!" he yelled as the others peeked out of the kitchen that was across the room.

"....Who's that?" I heard Chica whisper.
"I don't know...he looks crazy" Bonnie whispered back. "He looks like he hasn't slept in weeks" Foxy whispered. Seriously....

"Ya know I can hear you guys, right?" I yelled from across the room. "He said he could hear us" Bonnie whispered. "Nuh-uh" Foxy whispered.

"Hey Freddy, are these really your friends..." Dad whispered to me. "WHAT'S WITH THE FUCKING WHISPERING?!" I yelled as everyone became silent.

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Seriously?

"Guys, this is my dad, and yes he does look like he hasn't slept in weeks but that doesn't mean he's weird." I said. "Hey-" Dad said before Henry walked out of his office.

"There's Big Willy!" Henry screamed before dad groaned. Big Willy?
"Did he call you Big Willy?" I asked and Dad grumbled.

"Yup! Because he's tall! Like look how tall he is compared to you guys! He's almost as tall as you Freddy!" Henry said. Yeah, Dad is pretty tall now that I think about it..

"Aand because your Dad here showed me that he has a big-"
"YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WALKED IN WHILE I WAS TAKING A SHOWER!" Dad yelled interrupting Henry before he could finish.

"Then maybe you shouldn't have a shower while you have visitors." Henry smirked. "YOU WALKED INSIDE MY HOUSE AT 2AM!" Dad yelled only amusing Henry even more.

"Yeah yeah..." Henry said before bringing Dad into a hug. Dad hugged him back despite his yelling. "Anyways, you mind if I take a look at Fredbear?" Dad asked calming down and going straight to the point.

"Yeah, hopefully you'll find out how to help him." Henry said in a more serious tone.

"I should be able to. If a virus caused it then I should be able to help him." Dad said as Henry led me and Dad to Parts & Service.

We saw as Fredbear was limp on the table. Dad stood frozen. "What's wrong Will?" Henry asked as Dad stood frozen with no response.

"Nononononono!" he yelled rushing towards Fredbear. "You said it was a virus?!" Dad yelled clearly distressed.

"It was! You said you could fix him." I said. Before dad began to cry. "A virus can affect a robot and it can be fixed. He's in his real bear form! A virus can't just kill him! He's dead!" Dad so before hugging Fredbear's limp body.

But...
I thought he would be able to....
I really did kill Fredbear.
It was all me....

"I swear it was a virus!" I said back trying to hold back tears. "Computer viruses just don't kill people! Whatever the hell you have isn't normal." Dad said which hurt me.

Normal....
That's right...
'Normal'. The word no one would associate me with...only person who would consider me normal would be...Y/N
But...without him.
I'm not normal....
I never was....

"Freddy what the hell did you do to him?!" Dad yelled at me. "I-...I don't know. It was my eyes!" I said as he looked away from me.

"Will, calm down he didn't-"
"Calm down?! One of my sons just died!" he screamed before turning to me. "Freddy, what the hell is this virus?!" he yelled as I stood there without an answer.

"I'm sorry! I don't know! My eyes are hurting people and I don't know what to do with them!!!" I yelled back as the tears began to flow.

"Just get out of here! You're clearly a danger!" he said before Henry tried to stop me but I ran out the door before he could.

Even my own dad, who called me brave about an hour ago doesn't want me....
Fredbear is gone....Then Y/N...Now...I don't have a father who loves me because I can't be normal.

I made it to my room and locked the door. I collapsed onto my floor hugging myself. I only have myself....

WHY CAN'T I BE NORMAL!
WHY AM I HERE WHEN I CAN'T EVEN BE NORMAL!

I started to have blurry vision from crying. I took off the glasses so they wouldn't even get messy.
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These glasses.....
They....

Y/N touched my hand that I used to cover up my eyes and placed an object.
"I'm not looking. You can put them on." Y/N said which confused me until I opened my eyes to see Y/N covering himself with his hoodie. I looked down to see that he had given me some glasses.

They looked different from mine but I didn't complain as I put them on. They seem to be mostly like mine but a bit better. These glasses must belong to Y/N...
"Ok. You can uhhh look now." I said a little quieter than I expected it too, but luckily Y/N heard.
"Thanks Y/N for the....glasses" I said as I had began focusing on his eyes. He had e/c eyes and had looked like a mess as his hoodie that he wore had dark stains on them.

These glasses....
They were his....
That's the first time I got to really talk to him...
These glasses are the only thing that I have left of Y/N.....

Thank you....
I will cherish this for as long as I live....
I'm sorry I couldn't save you....
My love.

Present:

I started crying as I grabbed the glasses Y/N gave me....

"Why the f-fuck am I c-crying r-right now?" Nightmare stuttered while crying.

I guess because we share the same body that you share my feelings as well. I responded.

I held the glasses close to me. Y/N...If only I could have you with me right now...
If only I could hold you in my arms...
If only...If only I was able to save you, that night....It was amazing....

We got to sing...We got to dance...I got to tell you how I truly...truly...felt about you...
But...The world had other plans for you...

Edit: I forgot to post the song....Wow what a dumbass move from me XD.

[Start Song Now]

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I want you by my side
So that I never feel alone again...

They've always been so kind
But now they've brought you away from me....

I hope they didn't get your mind
Your heart is too strong anyway...

We need to fetch back the time
They have stolen from us....

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And I want you
We can bring it on the floor
You've never danced like this before
We don't talk about it

Dancin' on, doin' the boogie all night long
Stoned in paradise
Shouldn't talk about it

And I want you
We can bring it on the floor
You've never danced like this before
We don't talk about it

Dancin' on, doin' the boogie all night long
Stoned in paradise
Shouldn't talk about it....
Shouldn't talk about it....

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Coldest winter for me
No sun is shining anymore....

The only thing I feel is pain
Caused by absence of you....

Suspense controlling my mind
I cannot find the way out of here...

I want you by my side
So that I never feel alone again....

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And I want you
We can bring it on the floor
You've never danced like this before
We don't talk about it

Dancin' on, doin' the boogie all night long
Stoned in paradise
Shouldn't talk about it

And I want you
We can bring it on the floor
You've never danced like this before
We don't talk about it

Dancin' on, doin' the boogie all night long
Stoned in paradise
Shouldn't talk about it....
Shouldn't talk about it....

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And I want you
We can bring it on the floor
You've never danced like this before
We don't talk about it

Dancin' on, doin' the boogie all night long
Stoned in paradise
Shouldn't talk about it

And I want you
We can bring it on the floor

You've never danced like this before
We don't talk about it

Dancin' on, doin' the boogie all night long
Stoned in paradise
Shouldn't talk about it
Shouldn't talk about it...

[Let Song Finish]

.......
I haven't sung since i've sang with Y/N....
It was...nice.

"I do gotta admit...I've felt that way before..." I heard Nightmare say slowly surprising me because one, I forgot he was in my head. Second, he actually has emotion?

Seriously?
"Yes...She was....also human..." He responded.

"She was beautiful...Made me feel...at peace...real peace." he said surprising me that Nightmare was opening up...

What was she like? I asked.
"Oh...the things she would do, her personality, her face, she was like a goddess..." Nightmare said before sighing.

"But...We were separated...She...died...to fulfill her duty....It pained me to let her go...I haven't seen her for I say atleast...27 or 28 years now..."

Wow...
It was silent....but I then heard quiet sobs. As much as Nightmare has tortured me, he seems to be a lot more open because we share the same body....

It's ok...It's ok not to be ok. Someone taught me that...

"I don't need your pity." Nightmare said not seeming vulnerable anymore. I could hear him sniffling.

Well, if you need someone to talk to, then i'm always here....

"Please, as if you have a choice..." He said letting out a huff.

I may not know much about Nightmare but I feel like there is more too him than what he gives out.

Maybe it's good if I try to talk to him more often. Though I wonder how Nightmare got access to being in my head and why now out of all times...

I was going to take a nap until I heard a knock at the door.

"Freddy?"

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Sorry for not posting chapters, I was focusing on a really long chapter for another book.("Really long" feels like a little of an understatement XD)

Anyways i'm gonna be posting a lot more chapters for this book!