Guys don't spam me....or hate me...but,

I almost ended it.

I almost killed myself. I was ready for it to happen. I wrote a letter, I chose the rope, I wanted this. One of my bestest friends talked me out of it and now, I feel happy. I would've made the worst decision of my life. She reminded me that some people love you, even if you don't see it and i never believed that. Nobody loved me all my life, I have been abused, physically and sexually and now. I know, people can take scissors, and cut through all of the pain and hate. And now I'm smiling. I've burned the letter. And I feel new. I feel..........

Happy.