Why am I always alone. Is it because I push people away or they just don't like me. Its probably both. I'm kind of an asshole. That's probably why people don't talk to me and because I'm weird. Do I mean to be an asshole, sometimes when I want people to leave me alone. But sometimes I just want company. Today I'm alone. I hate Wednesdays because I'm always alone. And the reason I don't talk to people is because I'm shy and I don't know what to say and when I do say something it usually ends in an argument or something. Sometimes I feel like I was meant to be alone forever. I think its better that way. Anyway nobody is going to do shit for you. All anynody is going to do is cause you troubles or hurt you. That's the way it is.