I'm so scared
Of what I am to become
If I keep my feelings inside
I feel like I'm going to explode
Emotions, feelings
I NEED to explode
...
But I just can't
I'm too scared
What will people think
What will they say
What will they do
What will happen to me
Will I get into trouble
It seems one thing I'm good at
I'm so
Useless, stupid
Lazy, dumb
Hopeless, demented
Retarded, ugly
Weird, naive
Selfish, ungrateful
Weak, loser
Liar, theif
Attention seeker
That what they all say
Why, why, why
I'm sorry
Please stop
...
I hide behind a smile
A laugh
A joke
But please
Help me
I'm scared
I'm sorry
I'm bad
I'm sad
I'm useless
I'm a pig
Please stop
I'm sorry
...
I'm not perfect
I'm not happy
I'm not funny
I'm not fine
I'm not ok
I'm not me
I'm alone
I'm weird
I'm useless
I'm a pig
I'm ugly
I'm selfish
I'm insecure
I'm weird
Just like they all say
They're right
All of them
I believe them
I'm sorry
...
I'm so sorry
please
I'm scared
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Mk first poem up, yea it's sorta deep but I just really need to vent everything lol
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