3/28/18

Today
I don't really know about today
I've felt kinda empty and disconnected today.
I wrote a page for a book I'm writing so that's pretty good,ate breakfast this time so that's also good I guess
But the thing was at school I couldn't really eat much
I tried eating a couple pieces of cereal and lost my appetite which lead to me being tired and drained the rest of the day which also lead to me sleeping in science
We were copying down notes and I can't stay up in this state when I'm 1.tired
And 2.hungry and low on energy
I just can't function right we have to do something that we gotta move around for me to be up for a bit.
No movement,no Marcel simple as that,truthfully I can't really control my sleeping pattern,it's far too fucked up to be fixed.
Basically here's my sleeping pattern,stay up late you'll stay awake,go to bed early and you'll hopefully survive the morning
Make me go to sleep early and I'll be dead the next day
Make me stay up until like 3 and I'll wake up energized at 6.
I'm basically backwards from mostf people and I appreciate it a fuck ton cause now I can make sure everyone's alright and no one will break into my house or they'll get knocked out with a bat
I'm the protector of my family and I'll protect them with my life. An easily angry older sibling isn't something you mess with even if I'm a twig I'll still find a way to kick your ass.

Sorry this entry is all over the place,it's 5:42 pm and I'm tired rip
Entry was a mix of sadness and neutral mostly cause this didn't tell the whole day but ehh