I remember the first time I saw you. Little guy who just loved to run around. And almost instantly I knew I needed you in my life.
You were so small, so energetic and chubby. Remember those days? I do.
And you went 3 weeks without a name. I bet you hated all those pet names we gave you. Ain't that right, Buddy? Eventually we got you one, after much barking on our  end.
Wow, you grew up so fast. The years just slipped on by. Please god, can I have them back?
I miss you, my best friend.
You've just recently gone, and it's unbareable. Why did you go?
You've left us so soon.
It all happened in what felt like seconds, but even if it happened an eternity from now, it still would be too quick.
You didn't deserve this!
Lucky, my baby, I'm so sorry. I know, I should have been there with you.
I've betrayed you. And I'm so sorry.
I let you slip away and now I can't get you back.
Yes, I couldn't have you here in my home, but I had no control over that.
I still made sure you were safe and with someone we both knew though.
I never felt the pain of loss then, because you were always here. I still got to hold you, still got to kiss your little head.
My dad took good care of you didn't he? He misses you too, Baby.
You've come and gone. We all need you back!
I am so sorry. I failed you.
Now you're gone, and yes you're back home with me, but in a little metal box, and not curled up in bed by my side.
Your tail won't wag anymore, your eyes will never meet mine and make me smile as I get lost in those honey eyes of your's.
I won't ever see you again.
Lucky, I never got my goodbye. We never had our last minutes together.
My baby's gone. And I'm so damn sorry for not being with you when you needed me the most.
Don't ever think I am not thinking of you. Not a day has gone by where I haven't thought of you.
Even now, I wonder where you are, my love.
Can you please come back to me?
I miss you, my best friend.

♥️01/11/08 - 12/04/17♥️