Hey guys. I haven't really been updating so I apologize again. I do have spring break next week so maybe I'll try to actually update something again after a billion years.

So I'll just rant for the moment.

On Thursday, March 10th, was the last school day of the week since we had Friday off (my birthday). The whole week I literally just didn't try to look nice at all (except my makeup cause I gotta have my eyeliner on fleek) and I decided "oh, since it's the day before my birthday, I'll dress up a bit.

So I do that shit. I wear my favorite light skinny jeans, boots, a light long sleeved thin shirt and a nice light blue and white scarf. I straightened my hair (it's hella long now XD, it touches my belly button :3 ) and I do my makeup super good. YAS GURL, YOU GO. I was ON POINT that day.

I get at school, and my two best friends each bring me a balloon. YAY. One of them doesn't go to the school anymore since it's too expensive, but she still came.

So I attach my balloons to my basketball bag and people were like "OMG HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!" And I was like "thanks dude..." Even though it's a day early.

So after a couple classes, which were super fun btw, I go to English, super NOT excited cause we have a test that day. I'm a little bit excited cause ya know, the guy I like is in that class. My teacher doesn't technically assign us seats, but he has a index card that each of us wrote our names on, so he just randomly puts cards in a seat. Mine was the middle row second seat from the back, so it's all good. People come and stuff and find their seats, and it's actually hilarious cause the two left rows are completely full, while the three on my right only have six people. Including this guy I like. My secret code name for him is NGHB (never gonna happen bae). He's sitting in the front of the row right next to me, so I'm a tiny bit distracted. Since I have no junior friends, I'm kinda just sitting in my seat minding my own business. (all my friends are sophomores).

I did notice that the other girl with the same name as me wasn't here. She's super popular, so everyone talks to her instead. Okay, I honestly don't care if you guys know my first real name anymore, but it's actually......... DUN DUN DUUUUUNNNN!!! It's Chloe. CHLOEMONEYTHREE FOR THE WIN. Or CloMo. There's your fun fact for the day.

I'm sitting there and stuff, until I hear someone say my name.

"Chloe is it your birthday?"

I was honestly surprised that someone said my name, but I look up cause I recognized the voice. Oh HELL NAH MAN. Yup, it's NGHB, no joke. I literally froze for a second, but my mind was like "HOLY SHIT HE'S TALKING TO MEEEEE". Guess what I do? I flippin say the weirdest shit ever.

"Well, yeah, well, actually it's like, tomorrow, but ya know, I mean it's still the same thing?"

I legit said it like that. God, I sounded so STUPID. I could literally feel my face fucking burning, like I could probably cook some food on my cheeks cause they were that hot. So he kinda nods his head and smirks a little, then turns around in his seat.

DAMMIT WHY DID I HAVE TO ACT SO DUMB.

So the whole time in my mind I was just like "Fuck fuck fucking shit dammit motherfucking fuck."

This is such a long rant. Wow. So everyone does their test and stuff, and I finish and yadayadayada. The thing I hate about tests is that you have to walk to the front and place it on the desk, so my legs were shaking from being nervous and from the adrenaline rushing through my body. I'm just a nervous person in general, but since he was like, right there, I just waited in my seat for ten minutes procrastinating on turning my test in. That's just, the most stupidest shit ever. Luckily, NGHB got up and turned his test in, but then he started walking out of the classroom, and of course through the empty spaces between his & my row. After he left the classroom, I literally just turned in my test so fast from the nervousness building up.

So after that little crisis, I was finally calmed down. Luckily, my best friends gave me a crapload of peanut butter cups cause they're my favorite candy, so I was just eating them silently. Well, until he came back in a few minutes later, so I couldn't keep my hand from shaking. Like, just imagine tryna eat a peanut butter cup with your hand shaking from adrenaline rushing through your body. I couldn't eat anymore cause he wasn't facing forward, his body was kinda facing towards the left and a few times he looked back at me so I'm just like 'NOPE.' and gave up on eating.

So after the awesome three day weekend, Monday comes along. Yaaayyyy said no one ever. So I'm back to just looking kinda like crap, sweatshirt, skinny jeans, blow-dried hair with light makeup on cause I didn't wanna wake up early to get ready.

Guess who the fuck looks hella good that day?

By the way, it's not me. Most of my friends are sophomore guys, so when I asked them that question, they all said me XD I just love my guy friends, they're just the best. One of them I actually went to homecoming with this year cause he asked me. It was fun and since he's like, more than a head taller than me it was perfect. I'm not short, he's just really tall. I'm 5 foot 7 inches.

So anyways, guess who looks hella good that day? That's right, NGHB. Like, DAAAMMN, YOU GOTTA BAE OR NAH. He looked pretty attractive. I think he was wearing really nice khaki pants, like reeaally nice pants with some white vans (DAMN DANIEL, BACK AT IT AGAIN WITH THE WHITE VANS!!!) and a nice plaid long sleeved shirt that was red and white with some gray. Seriously, HOLY SHIT. Okay, if you guys don't wanna know him by my code name for him, the first part of his name is Ben. I don't think I have enough guts to say his whole name because who knows, someone who goes to the same school could be reading this without me even knowing.

Okay, it's really weird but in the morning before school actually starts, I always go to the cafeteria cause that's where some of my guy friends hang out. Some of them are actually pretty attractive too, like I'm surprised they aren't dating anyone. Maybe it's cause all the girls at my school literally suck ass. Since the tables are always out, we go to the same table everyday, but there's these kinda popular guys who sit at a table towards the left, probably about less than 30 feet away from ours and there's no other tables in between. Guess who one of them is? Flippin Ben or NGHB whatever y'all wanna call him. So I see him every day before class, and it's like, it's just so weird, but we'll just somehow make eye-contact a few times and I'm like 'OH SHIT.'

I dunno man, it just always happens.

Finally, I'm writing about what happened TODAY. YAY.

Ben & I have the same Theology class, which is at the end of each red day. Today I wore a sweatshirt, skinny jeans, fluffy boots, but I curled my hair and had a touch of more makeup on. Okay, my mom and I went shopping yesterday for some of my birthday presents, but I got this super awesome eyeshadow pallet that has about 12 different colors.

Now I'm ranting more than I need to. Getting a little off topic at the moment cause I've barely updated in forever. Thanks to the people still reading my fluffy rants.

So just after our teacher gives us our break, we come back to our seats and I'm kinda playing with the pen cap on my felt tip pen. Just saying, I sit in the 4th seat on the very left row, but Ben sits in the 3rd seat to the row next to mine, so he's diagonally in front of me. Lucky for me, he's kinda facing to the left (sarcasmmmmm) and I accidentally made my cap fly into the air and land on the ground between the rows.

Well, since I cuss a lot, I naturally just said "Oh shit!" out loud.

Ben turns around and says "Watch your language!" it wasn't mean, but it was kinda jokingly, and I was just stuttering my words like  "I'm sorry- whatever!" while trying to reach for my cap with my foot. I looked pretty ridiculous, but the nice guy sitting next to me picked it up and handed it to me. The guy next to me is super nice, I know that cause we both did cross country together. So I'm just really flushed right then.

The sad thing is, that isn't the first time he's said that to me XD it's happened like, three times now with me cussing and him saying "watch your language."

So that's pretty much it for my rant. Ranting about this guy i like, blah blah blah. I hate it when you like someone, and you can't stop TALKING about them.

So instead of blabbering to my friends cause I've already told them about this, I'll just re-tell the story to you guys so y'all can keep up with my life.

This is honestly a really long rant. Holy fuck. It ain't my fault that he's attractive.

I'll keep in touch for you guys.

So now that's done, I wanna say that I'll get a chapter done for a couple of my stories in the next week.

But anyways, TOODLES NOODLES.

Oh yeah, I forgot to say, I have this app on my phone called quizup, and you can do any quiz on any topic there is existing in the app, so my favorites are Taylor Swift, food logos, candy naming, basketball, and name that pokemon. Well, since I'm just the luckiest person on earth, my level is 13 for naming pokeon, but I get matched up with a guy that's level 731 and is the top in Peru. WHAT THE FUCK I AIN'T THAT GOOD.

So I lost only by a few points, but somehow I get rematched with him AGAIN. WE FUCKING TIED.

I just feel like an underdog. Y'all should get the app so I can play you guys. I wanna make new friends.

Adios nachos.