I forgot to talk about Thursday. Lol.

I had theology, and as usual Ben turned his body around before class started and was talking.

Our teacher showed us two powerpoints again, and I was so fricken bored, I started playing with my wooden pencil by having it roll a few inches on my desk, then I'd push it away, it'd roll back, and I kept doing that.

I completely forgot that wooden pencils are loud, but I didn't care because I was so tired and bored.

I didn't notice Ben had turned around to watch me until I looked up to see him have a weird questioning look on his face. I thought he turned around for some other reason, but I guess not.

I instantly stopped and got all quiet cause it surprised me, so I was like "Sorry.." In a super shy voice, cause I felt stupid for being caught rolling a pencil 😂😭 he just laughed and turned back around, but I really wanted to just run out of the room.

Anyways, I'll explain why I'm tired.

Yesterday I went to a smaller D1 University College that the main coach had invited me to their camp, and it was a 3 1/2 hour drive there. The camp went from 9am-5pm...

8 FREAKING HOURS ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!?

Saturday night I got 4 hours of sleep...woke up at 4am yesterday and got back at 8:35pm.

Rockin' the fours hours of sleep and eight hours of ballin'. Good job Chloe, you're the BEST.

I'm still super sore, like I can barely move. Everytime I move my body aches like HOLY FUDGE. I skipped 1st period today cause my mom let me, and I still feel so tired, sore and exhausted. My eyes are literally so heavy, like not even this makeup can make me look less tired. I can feel my whole face and body just be so droopy or something.

I got around eight hours of sleep yesterday, but I need about a thousand before I can actually function. I'm in 3rd period right now.

Last class we finished "Forrest Gump", and the movie was so emotional at the end. Since being exhausted and tired and wanting to cry in general anyways, I almost started SOBBING.

I had freaking tears in my eyes, and I wore a little more eyeliner today so I was NOT gonna have that smeared today. Not today bitch. If I was at home, I would've cried A LOT.

I was not about to let the people in my class see me cry 😂

Lol.

So over the weekend Syra texted me but never replied...good job. I asked her if I should follow Ben on Twitter (again) and she said do it, so...

I actually did 😂 he didn't follow back so I'm about done with his ass to be honest. I'm about done because I followed my ex from middle school and he followed back. Guess people can get over the past.

I think I posted earlier around prom that Syra was saying how hot/cite my ex was, yeah, that's him. He's not rude or anything, and I guess we've gotten over that drama from like four-five years ago.

When yo ex follows back but NGHB doesn't 😂😂😂 that's just ironic.

Update later cause wynaut.