*sticks head out of mountain of Black Butler plushies* Oh, shit. Guess we're doing this again.

Now, the queen that tagged me was non other than Queen_Of_The_Gay . For this momentum occasion, I shall sit on my throne as the Queen of Trash/Cringe.

oNlY tHoSe WhO aRe TrAsH eNoUgH cAn BeCoMe My LoYaL sUbJeCtS!¡!

Anyways... *clears throat and holds up piece of paper* LETS DO THIS!

1) Are you a virgin?
Yes my dear children, my body is pure (even tho my mind is nOT).

2) Do you care what people think of you?
I'd hate to say this... But yes.
I am an awkward small bean of anxiety and regret and is torn down easily.

I keep getting back up tho! So... I guess that's an achievement?

3) Have you said something bad to someone? And if you have, do you feel guilty about it?
WHAAAAT? ME? DOING SOMETHING BAD? PFFFSSHHT,
NOOOOOOOOO! I HAVE NEVER DONE SUCH A THING!!!!

*nervous laughter as sweat trickles down brow and regrets life choices*

(kill me)

4) Do you keep losing shit?
No, but since I'm the Queen of Trash for today, everything (whether it's mine or not) keeps coming tOo mE.

5) What sex are you attracted too (if non at all)? (This is a long answer, prepare yourselves)
Well... The thing is... I've never actually had a crush...

I'm a teenager, and I've never had a crush in all of my (insert age here) years of living.

I have had people come up to me and say that they like me as more than just a friend, and each time I say "I don't feel the same way".

This puts up some controversy in my school of who I might like, or if I have the compacity to love at all. Which... Really stings.

For the people who look at my comments in different books, some will notice that underneath all of my jokes and random Hamilton spectacles, is that I'm a hopeless romantic, and that I genuinely like the thing I'm reading (and yes, I'm into that cringey yet romantic "you're beautiful, too me" shit. iTs CuTe To mE oKaY!?)

But even though I'm a hopeless romantic, people think that I just don't want a relationship at all. Even though a relationship (or even just a crush) is something I've been longing for for the longest time.

I remember one time, this girl said that she liked me, and when I turned her down, she was actually cool with it (we're friends now). But someone in this girls homeroom said that they shipped us, and when my friend said that it wasn't going to happen and that I said no to her offer, the person said "prove it."

My friend then showed her the text messages on which I had turned her down.

Everyone had gotten super pissed at me and told me some pretty nasty things. My friends stuck by me tho, so that was nice.

But what I didn't get was that they were mad at me turning her down, even though I didn't see her that way. Wouldn't it be more hurtful to my friend if I had said yes, even though I didn't feel that way about her?

Wouldn't that be a worse punishment for her than me saying no?

...

Actually, now that I think about it, I guess this whole caboodle of me never loving someone is the reason I read so many romance stories.

I'm pining for what everyone in those stories are experiencing and it brings me joy to know that they are (usually) happy in the end.

I guess I read them in an attempt too fill this gaping hole inside me that will possibly never be healed.

...

Anyways, let's get back to the fun stuff.

6) Mental disorders.?
I have a bad case of anxiety and an undiagnosed small case of PTSD (don't want to talk about it).

Now, as the Queen of Trash I shall declare the victims of who will be sentenced to tagging!

_AmnesicHeart_
depresso_expressoo (I don't know your current username so I'm putting down two lol)
depresso_express0
Shewshi
OUA_FairyTail_Wizard
spoopy_why
BananaCat132
CharacterCorner (yo, I'm sorry that I keep tagging you man 😂)
CelesteTheDog
Cadence_Alaboudi

(sorry if I re-tag your name, I don't have a lot of people I follow or know)

Until next time....
hUHUhUHuHJuHhUHUhuhUhU!!!

🙏