They were right. She didn't love me anymore. Why would she? I was a monster. I didn't deserve her love. I didn't deserve her. I would never deserve her.

I slowly walked down the quiet streets, not caring what happened to me anymore. What did it matter now that I had lost my Shina..... No... Not mine anymore.... Not mine.......

The sky darkened as rain started pouring down. It didn't matter though, nothing did.

Shina... Why did it hurt to love you?