Tine's POV
I felt my throat dry and I was starting to feel my body awakening again. My eyes began to flutter as well as my vision was clearing up. My head was killing me like crazy and the pain was so unbearable. I felt a tight grip on my hand and I looked over to see Sarawat with his head down. He was holding my hand pretty tightly.

I was about to use my free hand and touch his head but I stopped myself.

"Ahem." I coughed and Sarawat's head shoot up like a rocket. He had tears in his eyes and he looked shocked.

"Tine, y-you're awake!" He said happily as he now grip my hand with both of his hands.

"What are you doing here?" I questioned him.

"I came to make sure you were okay." He told me. "Tine, I am so sorry. About everything. This was all my fault and I never expected this to happen to you." Wat apologizes and I felt a tear drop escape my eyes.

"Wat, you ruined everything. Everything that I had is gone because of you. I can't even look at you right now." I turn my head to the side as I try not to look at him anymore.

"T-Tine I know I fucked up and I'm sorry but please. I promise I will never leave your side. I promise to be a better boyfriend." He pleaded.

"Because of you I lost the one thing that matter to me and now it's gone." I said. I'm fed up. I lost my baby and now Wat wants to take care of me. I guess he doesn't understand how I feel. "I was willing to let you go and just have this child but you made that impossible now. You just keep breaking my heart every time." I said to him.

"No, Tine. If I knew you were pregnant before I have never left you. We could of raised our child together." He said to me.

"You shouldn't have left me in the first place! If you really loved me, you wouldn't have broke up with me the way you did!" I shouted at him. I'm really angry with him.

"I'm so sorry Tine. We can start over and I can make things right. We lost the baby but we can try again. We can make another baby and-"

"No! You can't now decide to become a father! You think you deserve to be a father after the shit you put me through? Having this baby was a mistake. Falling in love with you was a mistake!" I forcefully snatch my hand out of his grip.

Wat cried and I watched him pleaded on his knees beside me.

"Just....get out, Wat. I don't want to be in the same room with you right now." I tell him.

"No, I won't leave you Tine." He shake his head no.

"Go! Get out of here!" I demanded.

"I'm not leaving you again!" He shouted back.

I scoot up a little on the hospital bed as I try to find the button to call in the nurse. Since you don't want to leave, I'll kick you out. I pressed it for a long time and I saw two nurses bursted through my door.

"What's going on?" One of the nurses asked me.

"Can you please ban this guy from visiting me ever again. I want him out of my room." I told the nurse.

"Tine! Are you kidding me?" Wat shouted but I ignore.

"If the patient doesn't want you in his room then you need to leave immediately." One of the nurses told him.

"Fine, I'll leave but I'm not giving up on you. I'll never give up on you." He finally says and leaves me alone.

Just when everybody leaves, is when I start to break out in tears. Fuck you Sarawat!

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My door was knocking and I was wondering who it could be. I saw my brothers head popping.

"It's okay mom. Tine is awake." He said and I saw him, my little sister Tina, and mom coming in my hospital room.

Tina had flowers in her hand and my mom put on a smile on her face but I can tell she is worried.

"Oh, Tine. I heard what happened." My mom came up to me as she pet my head.

"I'm okay mom, really." I tell her so she doesn't have to worry.

"No you're not. You got freaking ran over and you lost your child." My brother Type reminds me and just hearing it makes me sad all over again.

"Why didn't you tell us you were pregnant, honey?" Mom questioned me.

"I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't want to stress you out." I admit to her.

"Well I am stressed out. I'm stressed that you didn't tell me." My mom said and she does look and sound stressed out.

"Give me the name. I'll kill that bastard that hurt you." Type said to me and I sort of chuckle.

"He's already taken care of. He's at the police station." I told him and he nodded.

"I guess jail is appropriate but I still think murder is better." Type said and smile and shake my head at him.

He's always been a protective brother and I always appreciate him for it.

"P'tine, I got you some flowers. I hope you like them." My little sister Tina gave me. I take them out of her hands.

"Thanks Tina. They are lovely." I compliment them.

Tina is 6 years old and she is my little sister. She's adorable and she is the best sister I could ever ask for. I'm just a little disappointed that she has to see me in this condition. She's too young to be worrying about me. I should be the one worrying about her.

"I have to fill out some paper work for you dear. I'll be back soon." My mom said and I nodded. She took Tina with her as she just leaves Type and me together.

"So......how are you holding about you know?" He asked me and I sighed heavily.

"I'm sad but I think I will get through. After some time, I'll get pass it." I admit to him. I'm not sure if I will ever let go of my accident but I don't want to make Type believe I can't.

"Mom begged me to stay with you a little longer. Just until you recover so I'll be staying at your condo." Type told me.

"That's fine. Thanks for being here and I don't like Tina seeing me like this." I finally admitted to Type.

"When she found out you were in the hospital, she cried and Tina had to sleep with mom at night. She couldn't sleep by herself." Type told.

How awful that Tina was suffering because of me. It seems like my whole life has been full of suffering.

"When will you be discharged?" Type asked.

"I think in a couple of days. I had surgery on my stomach and I hit my head a bit. I have a slight concussion but nothing serious." I tell Type and he nodded.

"So, who brought you to the hospital?" Type finally asked me.

"Sarawat." I admitted.

"Sarawat? Then when I see him, I should thank him." Type said.

"No need to bother him. It was actually the ambulance that took me here. He was just there." I told Type and he nodded.

"Still I need to thank him." Type said and I sigh. There is just no arguing with him.

Mom and Tina came back and I watch my little sister Tina run by my side. I use my free hand to pet her head.

"I spoke with your doctor Tine and she said you will take time to recover. Also because you will be in the hospital for awhile, school is gonna be hard to catch up. Maybe I should-"

"No mom. I will catch up once I get discharged. Type could help me if I need it." I reassure her.

"Well, okay then. As long as you can handle it." She said and I nodded.

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