Tine's POV
After class, I rushed out of Wat's faculty as fast as I can. I couldn't stand to be there much longer. Knowing that all the rumors are true and Wat and Pam are actually together just hurts me. It hurts a lot that he says he doesn't care or love me anymore. How could he change so fast? Just two weeks ago was my birthday and Wat gave me the best birthday gift ever.

I still hold onto it. I cling onto it every night. I never take it off but he did. He took off his bracelet. I'm still holding on to him. It's funny. It's funny to think that he was the one that fell too deep but I did. I feel deeper and now I never want to let go. I've been called a fool all my life but I realized now that I am. I'm a fool for Wat.

I was headed to my usual spot with Fong and Ohm waiting for me but I stopped once I saw Green there to. Green saw me and I turn on my heel.

"Tine, wait!" He called out and I stopped. "Please forgive me. I'm sorry for everything." Green apologizes. I turn to him.

"It's a little too late for apologies, Green. I've already decided to stop being friends with you. I should have never trusted you in the first place." I stated to him.

"No, Tine. Please don't say that. I was wrong but I had nothing but good intentions for you." He said and I scoff.

"Good intentions? I'm sorry but there was nothing good about what you just did." I told him.

"But Tine I-"

"You know what Green. How about you do what you do best and just sleep with the long list of men you have? It's all you're good for anyways." I stated to him coldly as I stormed away.

"Ai Tine! Wait for us!" I heard Ohms voice from a distance. I stopped and waited for them to catch up.

"We're sorry but Green insisted on staying so he could talk to you." Fong admitted but I nodded.

"It's okay but I realized one thing over the couple of weeks. All of this was my fault. If I was never plotted this revenge, none of this wouldn't have happened. Me and Wat would just be strangers and never lovers. I wouldn't be suffering a heart break." I told Fong and Ohm.

"But if you didn't plot your revenge, you would never have fallen in love." Fong told me and I shook my head no.

"Is love really worth it if you get hurt in the end?" I questioned them. "Wat is with Pam now. He told me in class today and he made it very clear that he doesn't love me anymore and here I am. A fool who is still madly in love with......." I start to break. I couldn't fight or hold back my tears.

"Tine, are you okay?" Fong asked as I felt him patting my back. I shake my head and stop myself from crying even more.

"At least in nine months, I will have my baby and I won't completely feel like I lost everything." I try to smile through my tears.

The baby is all I have. It's the only thing that matters to me now. I just wish I could of have both.

"Tine, you want to eat with us at your favorite restaurant? Ohm and I are buying. You can eat anything you want." Fong asked me but I shook my head no as I declined their offer.

"I rather go home and take care of myself. The doctor said I need more rest so I don't over stress myself again like last time." I told them.

"Okay, then next time?" Fong asked me and I nodded and I begin to walk home.

Walking.....

Walking.....

I remember I use to walk home with Wat and I remember I would complain about him walking me home all the time but now, I fucking miss it. I regret always trying to drag him away. Now I hate walking alone by myself.

       
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I was wrapping up my check in appointment with Doc, my wrist was healed after a couple of days. When I fainted, I landed hard on my wrist and I sprained it. I got my second ultrasound photo and I saw myself getting a bit bigger.

"Tine, just a couple of more weeks and we get to find out of what gender your baby is." Doc said as she sounded excited. I was feeling excited too. "Have you figured out names yet?" She questioned me.

"No Kub. I haven't had the time to think about any names. Maybe once I know the gender, I could worry about the name." I admit to her and she nodded and pat my back.

"Just keep doing everything that I am telling you. Don't over eat, stress yourself out, and less moving around. Get plenty of rest, okay?" She told me and I nodded.

"Kub." I told her and I climbed off the hospital bed.

"You could see yourself out Tine. See you next week dear." She told me and I nodded and left.

I walked out and saw that small pretty looking nurse that Pam was talking to a couple of weeks ago. She was talking to a young patient I couldn't get what I saw out of my mind. Pam was demanding drugs from her and Pam had a baby and she lost it. I'm wondering what drugs Pam has been so desperate to take?

The phone was ringing and the nurse was taking her phone out of her dress pocket.

"Hello, Pam." She answered and I quickly hid myself again. She moved away from the patient so she could talk on the phone in private but I was sneaking slowly behind. "Y-Yes, I have it with me. I'll meet you in the parking lot in 5 minutes. Okay bye." The nurse said and she hung up the phone and it looks like she is heading to the parking lot now.

I'm debating if I should follow her but I'm worried. I'm worried that Pam is taking drugs that she is not supposed to take.  I decided not to think and just follow the nurse. I was in the parking lot but I hid behind a car. Pam was standing and waiting for her. I tried to sneak myself even closer to maybe hear their conversation.

"Here, take your pills and go." The nurse said as she toss them.

"Thanks." Pam said as she turned around.

"I can't give you anymore. I can't afford it so this is the last time." The nurse said to her

"Fine." Pam said and continued to walk away.

I was watching Pam getting into her car but I quickly ran up to her and stopped her. She slowly looked up at me in fear.

"What are you doing to yourself?" I questioned her. She looked at me rather confused.

"What are you talking about? Move aside." She tried to push me away but I stood my ground.

"The pills. Why you need it?" I questioned her. It's none of my business to asked but it could be serious in the future.

"Pills? They are my medication." She told me but I know she is lying. She's holding on pretty tight to the bag and I can tell she is nervous.

I begin to try to snatch them but Pam hold her grip tighter.

"Let go Tine!" She yells at me but I'm still not letting go.

The bag ripped and the pill bottle dropped. I saw it and picked it up before Pam does. She was trying to reach it but I put the bottle up in the air. I try to get a good read on what it says. The only thing that I was able to read was hormones.

"Give it back!" She yelled as she was able to pull my arm down and take back her pills. I looked at her confused.

"You're taking hormone pills? But why?" I asked her.

"None of your business." She said but this doesn't make sense. What happened to Pam that makes her have to take these hormone pills?

"Do you not have enough hormones in your body?" I questioned her.

"I said it's none of your business." She told me again as she opened up her car door and hoped in. She began to drive off, just leaving me in the parking lot.

My phone started to ring and I took it out of my pocket. I didn't even look at the caller ID.

"Hello?" I answered the phone.

"I'm sorry Tine but I can't let you go. I love you too much." The voice said and it sounded like Greens voice.

"Green?" I asked through the phone.

"If I can't have you then he can't too." Green said and it sounds like he is in a car. I heard the car speeding up.

"Green! What are you talking about?" I began to walk faster out of the parking lot.

"Sarawat doesn't deserve you so I'm ending this." Green said and now I'm really worried. I began to run. I was running as fast I could.

"Green don't do anything that you might regret!" I warned him and that made me hear the engine in the background accelerate.

"I won't regret it. Once Sarawat is gone. You will be free again." Green says and he sounds nuts. He's gone fucking crazy. I need to find him. I need to find Wat now. Green is gonna hurt him if I don't.

I was still running. I was almost to Wat's condo and I pray I make it there in time. I'm so scared to death. What is Green up to? I was almost there, I was at a cross walk and I pressed on the button about a million times. I don't have time to waste, I need the cars to stop moving so I could go. Finally the cars stopped and I was giving the way to walk across the street. There was another cross walk ahead that leads me to Wat's condo.

I was almost their and I saw the crosswalk ahead and Wat about to cross the street. He must of came from school because he has his bag over his shoulder and his school uniform on. I was watching him walk across but I saw a car from a distance, it was going fast and it wasn't stopping.

"Ai Wat!" I yelled out as I began to run after him.

I pushed him out of the way as the car came through in flying speed and I felt my feet off the ground for moment as I finally felt myself falling hard on the hard road. From one of my working ears, I was able to hear car honks. My body was on fire and I couldn't feel anything anymore. The only thing I see from my eyes was Sarawat's body on the ground in front of me. I was feeling weak and I felt my entire body shut down.

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