How can I love someone who is trying to buy my love.
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I sit in Garroth's room waiting for him to talk. He just stares at his phone for a while. Then a big smile spread across his face. 

"So your a fan of me" he said winking at me. I blushed as I fold my hands together.

NOOOOO

"Can we not talk about this. Just tell me what you have to tell me." I say a little annoyed. He grabbed my chin staring into my eyes.

"H-H-Hey" I started. He just stared into my eyes. I blushed so did he, slowly he eased his lips towards mines. Then I pulled away... because I'm stupid.

"Your... so cute" he whispered.

"Can you please tell me what you need to" I say like a jerk. Garroth sighed, then he clutched his legs.

"Sorry. Your just so... never mind. So I guess I'm your... Sugar Daddy. I honestly don't know what to do, SEX. Do you want to have Sex"

"No."

"Well I guess I just pay you for companionship"

"You read that from google... didn't you"

"Yeah... anyways I guess you do as I say. Is this like. A master and slave type of thing. I don't know... you don't know how many years I've been waiting for a relationship. Since I'm gay... forever gay. It's been hard to find a loyal relationship... with a girl. Now I have you, your so cute"

"Hey what do I call you" I asked.

"Heh, I want you to call me a lot of thi.... I mean uhh. What about Master..."

"No."

"But it will be cute though, expecially during sex"

"No."

"B-But aren't I your sugar daddy I can tell you what to do. Also I can tell what to do."

"I don't care it's weird... can we wait for sex. I'll be your companion but give me some time. I don't like rushing into relationship... since my last one was for 5 years. I really loved him... Gahh you won't understand" I say about to cry.

NO DON'T SHOW WEAKNESS.

"Hey its okay. Laurance I know I'm not the best with relationships, but your adorable I won't hurt you. I want you to be conformable with me. I want this to work Laurance. Don't cry... please... I want to be there for you" Garroth said hugging me.

Gosh this boy is adorable... just adorable.

"Mast... Garroth thank you. I want this to work I guess. I just want to make people happy. I want to be happy. If I got this job I would have to ask people for help... "

"Heh. Shh I just want to say Laurance I want to get to know you. You seem like an amazing guy ♡"

"Thank you, so what else"

"Uhh just know I... never mind. I am a busy, I'm a lord or some type shit. Sorry if I get irritated a lot. Just a lot of stress for a 19 year old." He bits his lip and looks down at the ground.

"It's fine I guess, I don't think I need a lot of attention..."

"N-No it's not like that. I'll give you all the attention you want anytime. I don't know want you to feel like I don't care. I do. It's just I get a little busy sometimes. If you need anything I'll be there, okay" Garroth explains while holding my hands.

Mmmmhm. So sweet.

"Garroth, for real i..."

"I insist, that something about relationships. I want you to feel loved. Okay." Garroth groped my cheek slowly then went down to my chest.

It feels good.

"Laurance I want to pleasure you. Not right know but soon. I have one question..."

"Yeah"

"Are you Uke, seme, or seke, "

"I don't know what are you"

"Uke, all my boy relationships I've been bottom in 'sexual activities' not actually sex. Also when we made out I sat on there lap. They was more gentle to me, well sometimes" Garroth said

"Umm I'm Uke." I say too.

We stare at each other...

"Tachi or Neko" Garroth said with a chuckle

"Well to my boyfriend I was neko" I respond

"M-Me too"

Two Ukes...and two nekos... wow

"Cute" he whispered in my ear pulling me closer.

Uke it is.

He kissed my cheek light, I WAS BLUSHING LIKE A KAWAII SCHOOL GIRL.

"Can I do that" mumbles spread in my ear.

I'm A SHIPPING KAWAII SCHOOL GIRL!!!!

"Yes"

"Thank you"

He kissed me again... on the cheek. Then looks at me into my eyes. Those cyan eyes that I've gotten lost in for 5 years already.

Yes I've been stalking Garroth Ro'meave for 5 years... Aaron didn't like him. Just because he thought I loved someone else. I love him...

Aaron isn't here anymore... even though I wish he still was.

A bit stupid...