What in the hell did I get myself into
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Laurance pov

Even though I wasn't in the best start, Money is money.  I need it real bad really bad. I'm going to have to do it.

I couldn't help but to touch myself. I felt so dirty, but I couldn't help it. Once I got out I didn't even care about underwear. I look at just put on my shorts. Dante wouldn't notice anyways, right. I didn't even care about my hair for once. After a few minutes he showed up.

"Hey..." I said. Dante grabbed me by my waist. He closed the door behind him. I felt safe with me in his arms.

"Laurance tell me what they did to you" he demanded placing a hand on my thigh.

"I don't remember that well" I lied

"Yes you do tell me now"

"T-They just touched me with there hands and fingers"

Dante turned away from me for a second. He turned back at he's face was plain.

"I'm sorry that happened to you"
He put his hand on my face. He stroked my face and looked into my eyes. I blushed and tried to pull away.

"D-Dante" I stuttered.

"I know your a guy, I know damn well your a guy. I love you Laurance, I fucking know your a guy. Laurance I'm in love with you, I have aways been in love with you. I know your a guy, that's why I love you" he whispered in my ear.

I blushed as he pulled me into a kiss. As our lips collide I felt dirty and wrong. I quickly pull away and he pulls me back. Our lips in sync and in harmony. I pull away again and push him.

"DANTE" I screamed. He looked down and cursed under his breath.

He was silent for a minute, then he broke the silence "Laurance, I like you, a lot"

I looked down at the ground. I had nothing to say, clearly. He grabbed my thigh, I was blushing.

"Laurance please give me a chance, please" Dante said start in his sentence

"Laurance I more than like you" Dante smiled getting closer to Laurance

"I lo..." Dante couldn't even continu

That's it is couldn't take it no more. That's what my last lover said to me. Spoiler Alert, They Lied (Thug_Pug_Wants_Hugs heh get it).

Aaron was the love of my life... I don't want to get hurt again. He told me he loved 6 years straight. We've been dating since I was 13.

Yes I'm 19, yes we just broke up, yes I drunk under age, fuck my life.

"Don't you dare say you love me... it's not true"

"Are you still hungover over that fool " Dante growled.

He isn't a fool...
he was; misunderstood. So misunderstood that's why he broke up with me.

Right, he said he loved me, why did he lie.

"Laurance you have to move on,
Laurance he said he doesn't love you anymore" Dante said harshly

He states, I felt my eyes water, I miss him. I've been denying that's he lost love for me.

"Laurance he doesn't love you, I do, please feel the same" he said pulling my face to him. I blushed, he was about to kiss me... then my phone ringed. He sighed and let's me go.

Phone Call

"Hello, this is Laurance Zvahl" The guy asked me in a preppy voice

"Yes who is this" I asked in a confused matter.

"This is the Sugar Daddy head quarters. I'm Mr. Valkrum, have a job for you"

"Wait what do you mean a job for me"

"A client or a Sugar Daddy who wants you. They want a younger virgin, less experienced. They play with you a little last night. That's how we know you are a virgin. Don't worry the person we have you is extremely rich"

"D-Do I have too"

"Unfortunately yes you committed to it; so you have no choice. Believe me we don't give Sugar Babies away with pedo's. Garroth Ro'meave is 19 too, he's really sweet.... I think. He has never had a sugar baby before. I am sure he would be sweet. The sexual probably wouldn't be that rough. There will be some men's going to pick you up. Bring ready. Thanks for your service"

Phone call ended

I stare at my phone waiting for the tears. Dante looked at me in confusion.

"What's wrong" he asked me.

WHAT'S WRONG, WHAT'S WRONG, I've been tampered with my Feelings, my body, my lover, now my virginity. I'm going to be forced with someone I don't know. I want Aaron back, I know I could give him what he wanted. But, I love him. So is everything okay, no.

"Dante you have to go, I have to go..."

"There making you do it, aren't they. Why would you do this to yourself your better than this"

"Dante there not forcing it, I'm making my own decisions" I say. He stared at my face blankly.

"Whatever Laurance, if you need help don't call me... call Aaron. I'm done trying to help the person I LOVE but they're stupid enough to look past my love. Fucking stupid. Go be a man whore, no body is stopping you now" He said getting up and leaving my house.

I sat there. What's wrong with me.

I'm such a idoit
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This book needs a total makeover