Let's start over... for the 3rd time

Laurance pov

Gosh I'm dumb, that's what my mom always told me at least
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I wake up and have a massive headache. I groan in pain and tried to ignore it. The pain got so bad I thought I was dead. I check the time and it was 5 am. I felt sick and in pain. My face was burning and I was flustered. Then I felt a sharp pain in my lower area. I screeched, what is wrong with me. I tried to stand up but I couldn't. I fall on my knees and growl.

Then it hit me

Flashback

"Goodness your so tight, it's fun playing with you" a guy says fingering me smoothly.

I moan and groan in pleasure and pain. I didn't want to like it but I had to. The drugs took over me I couldn't help it. I seen the camera in front of me. I was to much in pain to understand what's going on.

"S-Stop touching me" I say gripping the sheet in front me. I hear the men laugh and he added another finger.

The entire world was spinning around me. I didn't know what to do so I let it happen. I had no choice.

Flashback over

I try to stand up by my dresser. I could smell the alcohol on me. I couldn't get my lead straight to walk straight. I grabbed the pain killers next to me. I still had some water from my last hangover. My body felt cold but warm, my breathing was heavy. My body felt weird and tingly.

I clenched my chest and cough. I felt horrible and sickly. I laid back down seeing if I could sleep it out. The pain made me want to cry but why. It's not that I didn't like it... it's that I did like it. It hurt so much that I let them take advantage of me. Why though, I know I was drugged.

I felt the tears start to come out my eyes. I closed my eyes and take breathes in and out. I decided to take some sle...

Wait how did I get home...

flashback

"Come on Laurance just a little bit longer" some says. They take off my shirt and pants.

"Goodness Laurance you always get into things like this. I'm sorry I couldn't save you this time. Gahh... I love you, please be saft"

They kissed me on the lips

Flashback over

I couldn't even remember who this person was. I was so intoxicated that I can't concrete. I clenched my pillow closer and then my phone pinged. I slowly reached for it... who could this be.

Unknown

U: Your body got us a lot of money attention. Keep up the great work Laurance. Can't wait till next time for more fun. You better be glad we can't do merchandise to rough. Your virginity would have been mines.

I stare at the message in awe and weakness. I turn my phone off, my head hurts to much. I don't know what's going on right now but I'm scared.

My virginity is the only thing I haven't lost yet. I don't want to lose that so quickly either. I am still young... and I respect my body.

I couldn't think anymore so I went into a slumber. I didn't know what was happening. I just wanted to be safe, what happened.

Skip to morning

My body hurts even worst
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I wake up from a long slumber and pain rush through my body. I couldn't move, feel, or sense. I lay there for couple of minutes until my body regains feeling. Most of the pain was coming for my lower area. I slowly take my hand and slipped it down my pants. My butt hole was kinda wet and sticky. I stopped, stare at the ceiling.

What did I get myself into

I say to myself and grabbed my phone. It was a whole bunch of missed calls, messgaes, work stuff. I seen I got lots of missed calls from Dante. I decided to call him back before he panicked.

Dante

Ring Ring Ring

'HELLO LAURANCE IS THIS YOU' Dante said in a panic worried statement.

"I'm fine but..."

"What happened, you Laurance, you decided you wanted a job. You didn't know the jod though. Once your agreed I didn't see you after that. Are you okay did they touch or harm you" Dante worried.

I don't want to tell him the truth, not for worring.

'Laurance ease tell me they don't take your virginity'

'NO they just played with me, with their fingers'

'Laurance I don't want you to get hurt. I love you to much for that to happen to you.'

'Dante I love you a lot to but I'll be fine. I'm just a little tight and it hurts. You know I don't swing that way"

'I'll be there soon I'll make sure you feel better. Please tell me what they did to you. I want you to be okay. I love you'

'Wait Dante what job did I take exactly'

It was a long silence and the wait was killing. He finally sighed and said the words rhythm change my life.

'What am I by any chance'

Sugar Baby
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I know this my 1000th time fixing this book. It had to much potential to look this bad. But ill fix it!