looks like imma end up cutting rn...my family makes me feel worless and a burden I WANNA KILL MYSELF my brother just called me stupif for breaking the second part of a cake...what they don't know is I've been only eating a meal once a day and fasting the rest...because i'm fat...i'm a let down mistake and much more...they have NEVER been bullied so they don't know what it feels like...I silently cry myself to sleep, cut, fast, write on my arm....fake a smile...and do much more...I'll NEVER be perfect for them I try my best but...u know what happens...it hurts me when they call me those things...I HATE myself...I wanna just die and get it over with...idk what to do...i'm now not allowed to use my VR because apparently I "wanted' to make them sad by not going in the pool...they know  I HATE pools but force me...idk anymore I just really wanna kill myself maybe I should.....kill myself tonight...not like they would care...the voices....