"A trip? Together?" I asked raising an eyebrow at Taehyung who was sitting up in his bed. It's been four days since Taehyung was shot and finally he's being release from the hospital. Jungkook and I have been taking turns staying with Taehyung. Me one night watching over Taehyung and Jungkook back at home, or it's my turn. But now Taehyung has this crazy idea of us attending a trip together right before we go back to school. I think it's crazy since Taehyung just got shot but hey, he's the older one.

"Yeah, like somewhere with a beach. I miss the sea and the cool water touching my toes." Taehyung smiled at me as the female nurse started cleaning up his bed. Taehyung started walking out when the nurse called him back.

"Sir! I just need you to sign a paper real quick please!" The nurse spoke pulling out two pieces of paper. "It's just to say I did a good job, our boss is making us try this new thing with patients." The women went on smiling.

"What's your name again?" Taehyung asked.

"Maria." The girl smiled looking up. Taehyung signed his name also adding a small note nearby. I looked over his shoulder and I couldn't help but smile to myself.

"Well Maria, you did an amazing job. I wrote down that you are the best there is." Taehyung spoke handing her the piece of paper back. The women's mouth dropped open as she scanned over the paper.

"Oh my goodness! Thank you so much!" She smiled waving at Taehyung who was already heading out the door. I bowed at the women following right behind Taehyung.

"Someone's in a good mood this morning." I laughed catching up to Taehyung. I grabbed ahold of his other free arm as we walked down the hallways.

"Last night she was telling me all about her child, I can tell she's a really proud and good mother. I like people like that." Taehyung smiled at me as we pressed the elevator button. "I wish my mom was like her." I swear I heard Taehyung mumble. As we got on the elevator I pressed the button just wondering if Taehyung really did just say those words. I knew the first time I saw Jiyung she didn't look like the sweetest mother of all time, but the cold bitterness in Taehyung's voice just then told me he might actually dislike his own mother very much.

"So Jungkook's getting the car right? He's not supposed to drive yet. I let him go that one time when you two went to the mall, but he doesn't really have his license." Taehyung laughed.

"Yeah but at least he's taken his test. I don't know anything about driving and don't really care about learning. I've seen people on the roads. Road rage freaking scares me!" I snapped looking at Taehyung who was holding his arm as he laughed.

"It's a big world Somi. One day you might have to learn how to drive." Taehyung spoke as the elevator door open. Two nurses got on as me and Taehyung stepped off.

"What took you two so long?" Jungkook asked as we walked outside to see Jungkook with his arms crossed.

"I had to signed some papers. Let's just get home please. I miss my own bed and I want some real food." Taehyung confessed opening his door. I sat in the back as Taehyung and Jungkook sat up front. As Taehyung and Jungkook started talking about random things I mostly stayed glued outside.

I kept my mind busy thinking about everything. How would I face Jimin and Yoongi after the other day? I might can forgive them, but to completely forget what happen and act like I'm perfectly fine around them...I can't. Youji still has a red mark around her neck where Yoongi hung that collar around her like she was some crazy dog ready to fight. And I can't help but feel a little hurt about Jimin.

I really trusted him. I actually found myself falling for him and his cute charm. I liked how he didn't get angry like Jungkook, or how he was always smiling at me. His kiss. His kiss was just magical, something I've never felt. But I guess that's what he was aiming for, to hurt me to hurt Taehyung and Jungkook.

Though it worked Jimin. I'm hurting.

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Later that day Taehyung wanted to take a shower but he needed help so Jungkook went to help. Since it was just me downstairs I decided to FaceTime my dad. I sat down on the couch as the tv flashed on my dad's face telling me it was calling him. A few rings and I could see his now unhappy face on camera.

"What's wrong dad?" I asked standing up. I was very concerned as I saw him drinking a glass of water.

"It's nothing ladybug. I just drank way to much last night and I'm a little sick. Don't worry, I'm not the only one. The couple next door have been throwing up all day as well. Lesson learn from this old man, I'm not drinking more then two drinks." My dad managed to laugh making me ease up a little.

"Please considered about you health dad. I hope you feel better." I smiled sitting back down.

"Oh, I sent you and the boys a gift. It should be in the mail tomorrow. I hope you guys use it well." My dad smiled followed by a small burp .

"Really? What is it?" I asked smiling brighter.

"Now that wouldn't be a surprise right? Just remember to check the mail tomorrow before anyone else gets it. I hope-" He jumped up running away from his computer. I jumped up as I heard him vomiting in the background.

"Sweetheart, do you think you can call your dad back tomorrow after he gets rid of this icky stomach flue." Jiyung said as she sat down in front of the computer. She flashed me a warm smile before closing the computer. Ugh! Rude!

"Well sure wait for my answer how about that." I growled turning the tv off.

"She's like that. Don't take it to heart." I looked behind me to see Jungkook with a small towel in his hands. He walked over to me flashing me a small smile. His white t-shirt was slightly wet telling me he helped Taehyung work the shower. Why did I just think something weird? Ah!

"You were listening to my call?" I asked as I watched Jungkook flop down on the couch.

"Yep. And your dad is probably fine. The first time I drank I vomited for days. Trust me, your dad is doing much better then I was. I one time thought I would puke up a lung or something." Jungkook spoke.

I smiled sitting down on the couch as Jungkook moved over beside me. "That smile. Is that smile fake?" Jungkook asked. I started crying as I fell back on the back of the couch.

"Yes." I spoke as tears fell down my face. "My mom was just slightly sick and then she just passed away. They said she didn't know she was sick until it was to late." I kept crying my eyes out until Jungkook reached over pulling me into his arms. For once I felt something I've never felt before. Something I didn't even realize I was needing. Love. I needed that affection after my mom died.

"Don't worry Somi. Your dad is perfectly fine. And your mom, she's definitely watching you down from above. You have to remember that she might not be here with you but she's in here." Jungkook pulled away pointing to my heart making me slightly smile.

"Now let me ask you again. Is that smile fake?" Jungkook asked once again smiling.

"No." I said still slightly smiling. I pulled Jungkook back into a hug as I started drying up my tears.

Maybe you aren't as bad as I thought Jungkook.

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So this chapter was a little hard with the whole mother part since my mother is going through something pretty bad. My mom had brain surgery last Sep. and her (it's something like a glue, idk really know what the right word is called) is just now starting to come off. Well my mom sees the small hole she has in her head. I knew this day would come, but this morning she was crying her eyes out saying she looks ugly with a small hole in her head. It makes my heart hurt seeing her hurt like this and it's something I really can't help with. My words aren't helping her an I feel stuck. Luckily she's a little better but she's not taking her hat off. And when I asked why not, her words were simple.

"Summer, just let me get by until my hair grows back."
It hurts seeing my mom like this and I feel useless sometimes. Me and my brother are the only one my mom has and both me and him aren't that stronger. I'm the more stronger one between us, but I still cry over everything. I'm sorry for rambling on. I feel like I'm going on and on once again.

And btw this is just like a filler chapter, the next few will be pretty good, I promise.

Anyways,
Thanks for reading!

Throwback playful Taehyung and Jungkook!

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