I walked into the small building filled with people I knew and loved. Jiyung, Taehyung, and Jungkook sat up in the front row dressed in all black. I walked down the aisle just looking at everyone. Lisa and Younji sat together in the second row with Yoongi and Jimin by their side. Roy was sitting in the third row with I believed his parents. Even though I myself was dressed in all black I had my bright ladybug necklace hanging from my neck. I know no matter what my father is still here, just like my mom. Maybe not body, but they are here in their soul.

Be strong. I reminded myself as I sat down beside Jungkook. I didn't care that Jiyung was sitting right next to Jungkook, I reached over grabbing Jungkook's hand and squeezing it tightly. I needed this right here. I needed everyone by my side. I looked behind me to see Younji, Lisa, Jimin, and even Yoongi flashing me a smile. Younji was slightly puffy eye as well, I guess since Younji thought of my father as a second father to her it's hurting her as well.

"Today we come to remember a dear friend of mine and a wonderful amazing man-" My father's childhood friend Changmin spoke as he looked at the whole crowd of people. I kept my head held high and kept my eyes dry for my dad. I remembered something my dad use to tell me.

Flashback ~

"The story about the princess and prince." I shouted crawling into my bed. As a six year old I was still in love with the thought of the princess getting the prince, especially since my parents called me a princess all the time.

"You know it's her favorite." My mom spoke to my father as he pulled down the same old book as last time and the time before that. I had a bookshelf of books but that one was my favorite.

"I can read it without looking at the pages." My father laughed before opening the book.

"Yeah, I would pay good money to see that. Mr. I forgot to take out the trash once again." My mom smirked playfully pushing my father. I laughed knowing my mom was always playing with my father like that.

"Yeah." My dad was about to speak back until I grabbed both of their hands.

"I love mom and dad very much." I smiled looking at them both.

"And we love our princess very much as well." My mom spoke before leaning down to kiss my cheek. She told my father she was going to go finish doing the dishes. My dad had the shift of reading to me tonight. I got all comfortable in my bed pulling my panda closer to me. Just last week my mom and father bought me this stuff panda and I told myself no matter what I wouldn't let it go. My dad is struggling right now just to keep his job but he's trying hard to start his own business so he can give both me and my mom a wonderful future.

"Once upon a time lived a princess named Fiorella. She was the only daughter of the king and queen of Elrina Kingdom. The king and queen were a very wise and lovely rulers but they died before the princess's fourth birthday. The princess grew up not quiet remembering her mother and father but she could still feel their love within her heart. But even with all the servants and friends around, the princess was still missing something." My dad paused as he looked at me. Even after all this time I was still on edge waiting for what's next.

"Her prince. Like her mother, the princess knew she needed a soul mate. So the young princess went looking for her prince and there in the village of her kingdom she found a wise street man that went by the name of Amir. That very moment she knew she found her prince, the only problem was the young man was already getting married. The young princess went home that day in tears. She knew she was already to late." My father stopped reading as he saw my tears falling.

"Ladybug, you always cry at this part." My father laughed as he closed the book.

"Because it's sad. The princess will never know what love really is. Unlike her mother she already lost her prince." I spoke as I tried wiping my tears away. My father reached over grabbing my hand.

"A princess doesn't always need a prince right away. You never know. Fiorelle could have grew up and found her prince later on. But for the time being family and friends was all she needed." My father spoke. I smiled at him before jumping in his arms.

"Thank you father." I spoke drying up my tears.

End of flashback ~

I stayed in the room by myself just staring at his picture. His smile was making my heart break even more. I felt like he was still here but I knew I was just imanging it. I saw the beautiful flowers around his picture making me smile.

"Hey dad, do you remember that silly story I loved growing up. I never knew what you truly meant by those words but now I do. Not everyone needs a hero to fight for them. Sometimes we have to do things on our own. And not everything will go perfect the first time around, maybe Fiorella got a husband later on. We will never know, but maybe that's the beauty as well." I felt more tears falling as I just stared at his picture.

"Maybe I can finish the book for us" I held my necklace tightly as I like looked down.

I stayed there in silence for awhile until I tried looking for everyone. Younji and Yoongi were at one table drinking some sojo and said Lisa was in the bathroom. Jimin, Taehyung, and Jungkook, and Roy were all talking to someone so I didn't bother to mess with them. I decided to walk outside to get some fresh air. A older woman was outside as well but she was smoking a cigarette, she told me she was sorry for my lost before walking back inside.

I just looked around outside to see the sun shinning bright. It reminded me at my mother's funeral it was pouring down rain, that day I walked into the rain crying my eyes out. I waited this time for the rain to fall but the sun was shinning so bright it was starting to hurt my eyes.

"You look so much like him it's unreal." I turned around to see Jihyun with a small smile. She had a long black jacket on making me wonder why in the middle of July she would have a jacket on.

"I've been told that." I mumbled walking closer to her.

"That's why I hope you won't hate me for doing this." Jihyun handed me a piece of paper. At first I didn't understand it, but then my eyes just read the first paragraph over and over again. A single tear fell down from my eye, my heart start pounding as I looked up at Jihyun.

"You-you-" The words wouldn't come out as I heard a car pull up behind me. Jihyun pointed to the car telling me it was time.

"I just can't do it-" I cut Jihyun off by slapping her face so fast I swear I heard my other hand break. She yelp just holding her face.

"MY FATHER DIES AND YOU GIVE UP ON ME! SO I'M NO LONGER APART OF THIS FAMILY!" I screamed. A few people started walking outside but thankfully no one I really knew walked out. I didn't want anyone to see me like this, full of anger.

"Somi, you just look so much like him, and it hurts me. I know, and I'm so sorry but it hurts so much." I cut her off by slapping her again.

"He would hate you for this! You don't get married to a man, let him die, and then dump his daughter in a orphanage. Fuck you Jihyun!" I spit throwing the papers at her. I walked to the car getting inside. I knew the man was here to take me to get my things and leave her house.

Maybe not having everyone out here is better. I know Taehyung and Jungkook will hate their mother for this but then again I can see the hurt in Jihyun, it's still not a reason to do what's she's doing. I'm not even close forgiving her, but I just hope Taehyung and Jungkook won't be filled with hate and anger.

I entered the house I first meet the guys at. Walking through the front door made me smile. I remember Roy standing at the front door being a jerk. I remember trashing Taehyung and Jungkook's speaker just to get the party to stop. I remember Jungkook handcuffing me to the stairway I'm walking on. My hands slowly touched the railing as I walked upstairs to pack my bag.

I know this is better for them to not know just yet.

Jungkook's POV

I looked around the room to not see Somi anywhere. My eyes traveled to table to table trying to make sure she wasn't talking to someone, but she was no where to be seen. I walked over to Younji asking her if she seen Somi. She shook her head looking around as well. I then started looking around for mom to see if she had seen Somi anywhere as well. I saw a few people gathering around the front door talking about someone hitting someone. By the time I walked outside I could see my mom holding her face.

"Mom, who the hell slapped you?" I demanded walking up to her. She flashed me her teary eyes as I heard a car drive off. I looked behind me to see dirt flying as the car rushed down the street.

"No one dear." Mom quietly spoke. She started walking back inside when I grabbed her arm.

"Have you seen Somi, we can't find her?" I asked. She snapped her head towards me making me nervous for a minute.

"Somi is gone, she's not coming back okay. It's best to forget her okay, it's best for me, for your brother, for you." She spoke. I jerked my hand away from her as my heart started pounding.

"What did you do?" I asked. The anger inside me was building so fast and so strong I was praying I was just imagining something horrible.

"Mom." Taehyung spoke as he walked outside with almost everyone else. Everyone started staring at mom as she just stood there not making a sound. I thought about the car pulling off and wondered if Somi was inside. I pulled out my keys and started running towards my car.

What did you do mother?

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It really hard to write about death at the moment...but I'm still not giving up on this story no matter what!
Please forgive if there are any errors

                Anyways,
           Thanks for reading!

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