OK... This one is a more serious chapter and there should be a lemon before or after this so... Sorry. OK hope you like this... I guess also Galra reader but you know with Voltron

~💘Your POV💘~

Useless!
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8th wheel!
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Scaredy Cat!
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Worthless!
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Fuck Up!
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Traitor!
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Murderer!
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Unwanted!
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Dead weight!
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KILL YOURSELF!!
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I looked at my now bandaged arms and legs and pulled down my sleeves and sweats. I put on my bright smile as I look into the mirror. My once glowing and bright purple skin was darker. Bags under my eyes showing my lack of sleep. My (E/C) eyes dull but wide. My (H/C) hair a silky mess. My ears were almost flat on my head. My smile... My smile was as bright as ever... It told everyone I was the OK cause of how bright and contagious it was to others even if mine wasn't real. I opened my room and skipped out looking as 'Happy' as ever. "(Y/N)!" I looked over and saw Keith. I smiled and waved "Heya Keith!" I beamed at him and he smiled softly "Wondering if you wanted to train later" "Umm maybe I promised to help Pidge decode some of the Galra information you all collected. He nodded and waved me goodbye as I left.

I sighed and put my hand on my arm hissing softly. I went into the control room and saw Pidge groaning "Heya Pidgen" "Oh (N/N)!" I smiled and sat down next to her. She growled at the screen and I decided to help. "That's code for the military base that is in sector R-325 in Galaxy B-14. That's where they make, test and ship out the new guns that the Galra use." (THIS ISN'T TRUE THAT I KNOW OF! I JUST STARTED SAYING RANDOM SHIT) "Oh my god, thanks (Y/N)!" "No problem." Her glasses gleamed and she started typing away. I got up my smile dropping as I left the control room. 

I went over to where Kieth was to find him gone. 'Of course..' I went to the couch and crashed there and pulled out the phone pidge made me. It had an  (F/C) case with a black V for Voltron. I scrolled through my gallery and you could see my transformation from.....the old me to the new me...no one else could see the difference. 'They don't really care....No one does...I'm useless...' "(Y/N)!" I was snapped out of my thoughts by a loud flirtatious voice. "Heya Lance, what's up?" "Keith told me to get you. The three of us are gonna train...i-if you want to of course!" His face went red and I looked down taking it as fear. "Yeah, sure I don't see why not." I looked back up and beamed my eyes closed. 

"Awesome!" We went into the training room and Keith was fighting the robot. I sighed and pulled my shirt up a little tying it around my waist but kept my sleeves down. "You ok?" "Huh? Oh yeah, I'm good." I smiled at Lance and he nodded throwing me a sword. I grabbed it and hiss slightly since the handle hit my arm. I got into a fighting stance and they followed suit. "Now!" They both ran at me anime style and I jumped and kicked Lance's head and clashed swords with Keith. I flipped from the momentum and landed 5 feet away. He ran to me and slipped to my side I turned but he kicked my chest sending me flying. "Fuck." I looked and saw my sleeve riding up. 'Fuck gotta keep these down.' 

He jumped above me but I rolled away and got up running to the wall. I was about to jump but Lance came out of NOWHERE and kicked my side sending me to the other wall with a loud thud. I groaned but they both had their swords at my neck. I held back the urge to pressed my neck against the swords and smiled. "Brava you won." They smiled but Lance's dropped and turned to one of concern and worry. "What?" He grabbed my arm and I hissed in pain. I looked and saw my sleeve rode up showing my bandages. "Why do you have these?" "Uhh, I-It was uhh an a-accident" Keith walked over and went for the bandages. "N-No!" He unwrapped it and I looked down. "Those are-" "Cuts...(Y/N)." I ripped my arm from his hands, kicked them away and got up. 

They stumbled back and looked at me. Their eyes widened as they finally took in my appearance...The real me. I was scared, Thin, tired, a mess....ugly. They finally weren't seeing my fake smile but everything behind it. The truth. "(Y/N)-" I turned and ran as fast as I could trying to get as far away from those two as possible. I slammed my door shut and sat down leaning against it. 

~💙Lance's POV💙~

I ran into every room I could think of. All we heard was a slam. "Keith where is she??" "I don't know! I'm not a fucking psychic!" We ran into Pidges room then hunk's but nothing. "Her room?" "Our only option." I ran to her door with Keith behind me and I heard crying on the other side them a small metal 'click' to the floor. "(Y/N)! Open the door!" "Kill...yourself..." We looked at each other and tried to open the door. "(Y/N)!! Please!" "Worthless...Fuck up" I started kicking the door when I heard footsteps move from the door. Keith followed my moves and kicked the door.

 I groaned in annoyance and pulled out my bayard and shot the lock. The door opened and we ran in. There was a small knife covered in blood by the door and drips of blood heading to the closet then the bathroom. I heard a song start playing in the bathroom and recognized it. 'Broken..' I heard (Y/N) mumble through the door. "I'm a murderer....a traitor...I killed hundreds...thousands...I'm not useful here...I'm the 8th wheel...I'm only dragging them down...they...don't...care.." Keith ran to the door and banged on it. "(Y/N)! Stop! Please!!" I ran next to him and aimed my Bayard at the lock again. 

"No, you could shoot her!" I looked at him then sighed realizing he was right. "(Y/N)!!" I kicked at the door and heard something click at the floor. 'NO NO PLEASE!!' "Wait!" Keith pulled out his Bayard and aimed his sword at the lock slicing it off. I kicked open the door and ran in. "(Y/N)!" She was on the floor blood everywhere and her breath barely visible. "No no no!" Keith picked her up and moved her hair from her face. He stood up and we both ran to the healing pod. The others saw (Y/N) and ran after us. 

Allura opened the pod and Keith and I put her in. "Allura hurry and start it up!" "I-I am!" I put my hand to the glass and my forehead. "Please...be ok...Please...we...I need you." Keith did the same thing and we looked at each other. We've both known for a while we both liked (Y/N) and we agreed to share her but...this hurt in more than one way. "Why...Why would she do this?" I looked at the crying pidge. "I...I don't know..." "I'll tell you why." I wiped my eyes and everyone looked at me. "C-cause she didn't feel like she was important. She didn't feel like we cared. She felt like we hated her cause she is Galra and was forced to kill people. She felt like she was a murderer and that killing herself would be the best thing for us!" 

Tears were streaming down my face and I felt Keith's hand on my shoulder as he stepped next to me. "We didn't see past her smile...That's all we were looking at. We didn't see that she was breaking...She was in horrible condition and we didn't do anything to help." 

~Time skip Keith's POV~

It's been a few days since (Y/N) was put in the healing pod. Lance and I were in the room and we barely got out. Allura and Hunk would force us to eat, which we still barely did, Shiro would try and convince us to leave but we didn't budge. Pidge would come in to see if we were ok and check on (Y/N). Coran would come in and try and cheer us up. but it wouldn't work. Emotionally I could tell we were going in fucking circles. (If you get that I fucking love you!) I got up and put my forehead on the glass. "Come on (Y/N)...We need you...please be ok..." I heard Lance get up and he punched the wall. "Woah-" "We should have seen it! We should have prevented this WHOLE thing from FUCKING HAPPENING!" 

"Lance-" "No Keith! We should have been there to stop it!! If I wasn't so fucking oblivious. This whole thing would have been stopped before it even fucking started!" "Lance-" "If we would have noticed earlier we could have saved and protected her!" "LANCE MCCLAIN!" He stopped and looked at me. "Look I know what we should have done but we need to focus on what we can and will do now. We can't change the past no matter how hard we try." He looked down and calmed himself. "Your right..." I nodded then I heard the pod open. I turned and (Y/N) fell right on me. "W-Where...What?" She looked up at me then cocked her head. "Keith? Am...Am I dead?" I shook my head and Lance walked up behind me. 

"You're Alive"

~Your POV~

I looked at myself and I was the clothes I was wearing a while ago. The cuts on my arms reduced to small scars and my stomach had a long scar from the blade. "I-I'm...supposed to be head..." "No, you're not!" They both yelled and pulled me into their shared embrace. "We all need you. Lance and I sure as hell need you." I looked at them and they had relieved smiles. "We love you (Y/N). Keith and I both." I looked at them then tears spilled from my eyes. "I'm so sorry! I-I worried you all more than when I was ok I should have just-" I was cut off by a pair of lips on mine and one on my neck. "Don't be sorry," Lance said pulling away from my neck. "Just be happy ok? We'll protect you. We'll help you we promise." Keith nodded and pushed my hair away from my face. "Just promise to never....ever try and kill yourself again." 

"I promise."

"I'll stay alive."