it took her

more than

three

sixty five

days to realize

that

she is not anybody less loved

.

it took her

less than

twenty

four

hours to realize

the best things in life come

at the worst timing

.

it took her

exactly

one nanosecond

to realize

that to her sister

she will always be first

for their parents

for others

for she came first in the world

and she believes in placements

.

Sometimes she is thankful she was never in her sister's shoes

She would have been full of self hatred and jealousy, wrong thoughts and a muddled head.

she is so thankful;

but guilty for thinking wrong of her,

helpless,

when she can't seem to help

her baby sister.

What a stubborn little thing, her unaware sister is...

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VioletEden