When i was asked about my childhood
I remembered

I remembered their eyes and the way i saw my reflection in them
I remembered how much I despise them
And yet I'm terrified

When you ask my why I can't tell you
I can't answer

But can you not see me caught in their teeth
The memory eating away at me like vicious cancer

My jaw is wired shut
By silence

Because words are silver but silence is golden
And in many ways
You've always known
Because i have told

Who they were
And what it was

You know
You knew
You've always known
But you don't care as long as I can't speak on my own

You don't mind
If I'm in pain
You don't mind
When i scream in vein
Because its easy to simply look the other way

And now i sit here
Doubt has now turned into fear
The kind that eats away at my mind
Making me slowly think I'm crazy
I'm wrong

Am i wrong?
Should i not sing this song

No
I am right
For now i can stand on my own
and although my jaw is still tight
I know how to fight
For i am a fierce warrior fighting since that very night

I will look you in the eye and say what i think
Even if it means that i am petrified
Because i am strong
And for once
I am not wrong