I stare at the blank page that lies before me
And watch the ink stain it red
I don't know what I want it to be
But it'll surely be about death

Thats what my head is filled with
Its what i think of day and night
I know that I should fight it
but somehow it just feels so right

It scares me sometimes The way I embrace it
my thoughts about death and all of my hatred

But I love it a little for how it changes me
I become fearless
and that is how I want to be

I feel the cold embrace of death
it's touch so gentle
putting need to rest

death is final
Death is cruel
It tears away memories and is impossible to overrule

when it comes I will embrace death
but I know my time has not come yet

so just wait a little for me won't you
wait until my time has come
just wait till my last breath's been taken
and my last deed has been done

it wouldn't be fair to leave them alone
they do not know how to survive on their own

so just wait a year or two because then I promise
I'll be with you

you as a death
you as the one that steals my time and breath
you the one I truly seek you the one that makes me weak

I love death for what it is when we die were all the same
but for as when we live we are set by standards and Shame

So here you see my final flaw
I will waste my final breath
To say: "I do not believe in god,
But i do believe in death."