Every test came back negative. "Jackson please. Face it, I'm not what you say I am. Everything is negative." The older wasn't gonna give up. There was one last test. A chance to leave a gang. He would do anything to let Kihyun have a normal life. Well as normal as it could be. "Listen if this one doesn't work. We'll forget it." "What do I have to do." Kihyun sighed.

"Pee in this." The younger roled his eyes and grabbed the cup. He punched Jackson in the chest. Not hard but not light either. "If this is negative-" "I get it, I get it." He slammed the bathroom door shut. A few minutes had passed and Kihyun walked back out. "Why are you so content on this." Kihyun asked. "Because it's your one way out of this."

The younger didn't understand. "2 months were taken from you. Time before that it was 2 weeks. Next time who knows. You need to live a normal life. Changkyun is growing up in a toxic environment. He's watched so many die and get hurt, even you. He is still plastic but not for long. If he stays here. He will become more violent and unstable. Do you want that for him."

Kihyun shook his head. "If this becomes positive- I-It can't. Jackson what am I gonna do. I can't be. What do I do." The younger started hyperventilating. Jackson tried to calm him. "Listen to me. All of the others were negative. This may also be. I'm doing this to save you and your family. You will be able to leave and lead a normal life."

The younger took a deep breath and nodded. "This result will be faster then the others. If the stick is pink its positive, clear negative." He dipped the stick in and took it out. "Well shit." "Fuck." He turned around and punched the wall. It did hurt like hell but it calmed him down. Tears escaped his eyes. Knowing what he had to do.

"What are you gonna do." Jackson asked. Kihyun didn't answer but instead left the room. They were in the medical room which was in the basement. He ran up the stairs trying to find Hyunwoo. Knowing where he'd be. The kitchen. "Hyung." He snapped. Hyunwoo shot up and turned around. Clueless as to why he was mad. "Wae." He yelled. Still he was clueless.

"You should have said no. Pushed me away. Anything. Now I'm stuck like this because of you. Twice wasn't enough for you. You just had to say fuck it third times the charm." He hit Hyunwoo in the chest multiple times. The older tried to defend himself but he was off guard. "Kihyunnie what did I do." He asked innocently. "You think this is funny." Kihyun yelled.

He tried to hit him again but was restrained. Having seconds to calm down and cried. Sobbing in fact. "What happened." Hyunwoo asked softly. All he could do was move the olders hand to his stomach. Not knowing what to say. The older got it and went wide eyed. "A-Are you sure." Kihyun nodded and sniffled. He collapsed in the chair he was sitting in and tried to take a deep breath.

He couldn't breath. He knew that they wanted a family, but he didnt know how to. Changkyun was easy because he met him at 3. Already potty trained and done with diapers. He didn't know how to change them. What if the baby was hungry and he didn't feed it, or if it got too cold and died. "Hyung breathe." The older looked around and saw he was on the floor.

Hyunwoo sat up and rubbed his head. "H-How." He asked. Kihyun shrugged. "Another miracle I guess." The younger smiled. His smile faded and he felt nervous. "Y-You don't want it." He sniffled. The older staired blankley. He didn't know what to say. He did want it he just didn't know what to do. "Say something." The younger snapped.

"K-Kihyun." The older was never good with his words. "I knew this was too good to be true." He got up and was about to walk off but Hyunwoo grabbed his pant let. "K-Kihyun just give me a minute to process this okay." The younger sighed in relief and nodded. He slid down the cabinet and onto the floor. "You're sure." Kihyun nodded looking down at his stomach. Somehow he felt it and knew he was. He hadn't been awake for long but he could feel his body changing. Hyunwoo shakily took Kihyun's hand in his. The younger looked at his eyes and soon they were both looking right into each others eyes. "I'll protect our family okay. No matter how strange it may be."

Kihyun nodded with a smile. "I don't know how to be a father. I look at Changkyun and all I see is how much I've poisoned him. He's growing up without a childhood and I can see that, because that's how I was raised. When I got to a certain age I started lashing out. I dont want Changkyun to end up like me." Hyunwoo confessed.

Kihyun knew what he said was true. "I'm scared you'll disappear like you did 5 years ago." He sobbed. Hyunwoo scooted closer and hugged him. "I wont dissapear." Kihyun wasn't sure if he could trust him on that. When the older got too stressed he'd dissapear and come back when everything was fine. Come with me. They got up and went to the room. "Here I-I got these." It was a small bag. "While you were still unconscious."

Kihyun opened it and fell in awe. Tiny baby shoes. "They're beautiful." He sniffled. "Would you like anything to eat." The youngers stomach grumbled. Hyunwoo got his answer from that. "I'll make you your favorite sandwich. Would you like anything else." The younger thought for a moment and shook his head. "Not hungry really... but-but I'll still eat the sandwich. If she doesn't make it-I don't know what I'd do." Remembering the miscarriage before.

"Sh-She." Hyunwoo whispered. Too low for Kihyun to hear. They went out to the kitchen and smelt something sour and strong, almost like an onion mixed with spoiled milk. Knowing instantly what was gonna happen he ran to the bathroom and puked. Hyunwoo ran after him and rubbed his back. Hoping to ease the younger.

"Whatever that smell is the baby doesn't like it. Get rid of it please." Kihyun puked once again. He'd eaten a lot these past few days so it was all coming back up. The older nodded and turned on the fan. Hoping to clear the smell. Then shut the door behind him. "JB what is that." He asked. "I heard about Kihyun. Figured I'd clean up. Make this place safer you know."

The older sighed. He knew what the smell was. Vinegar. "By the way. Where'd Kihyun go." JaeBum asked. "The vinegar smell made him run away. He's in the bathroom puking." Jaebum stopped scrubbing the paint stains and rubbed his head. "Sorry about that. I'll open the windows and finish up quicky. I just wanted to get the paint and crayon stains off the walls."

The toilet flushed and Kihyun walked out. "Kihyun-ssi I was just cleaning. I'm sorry if I disturbed you. I'll open up the windows now if you'd like." The younger shook his head. "A-Ani I'm fine. Hyunwoo I'll eat in a little bit. Right now I'm gonna go sit outside. Get some fresh air and think for a minute." Kihyun left the house Hyunwoo asked to come with but the younger pleaded him not to.