"Be a Wolf :
Wolves are relentless
Never quits
And DOESN'T look back"

SO... Welcome guys.. It's been a while since I posted my paintings. So I thought this will be thes best say to dedicate my work to my best buddy..

Well, it's sad to tell you guys that, he is now no more in this world to see this dedication but this is for the first time. I am doing this..

Well thanks alot Luxy.

I know it's been 12 years now.. I lost you but.., our memories are still carved inside me. I miss you alot.. Though I know I cannot tell you but our hearts are connected so I believe that u already know..

This is a piece of art I tried to make for you..

And  for you guys I took some more pics with some filters and all..

So please have a look

And

Umm so yeah.. I don't wanna describe about this work today.. Though I know it's not the best of what I did..

Anyways...

So guys I think I  should share some Stuffs with you...

Well Luxy was my pet dog.. He was actually a street dog but I brought him home. It was really difficult to convince my parents but I did convince them finally.

I was all alone ( I shouldn't say that) from childhood but it was really the best time I ever had I my life with my Luxy. I never use to feel alone or sad with him, I don't know how but whenever I use to be upset he just understand on his own and licks me just to console.

He was the one whom I trusted the most ever in my life. To be honest I was first scared of dogs and I brought him but still i was scared to touch him but once i did.. It was really okay. I lost my fear from animal that instant.. I know it's contradicting that I brought him and I was only one who was scared to touch him. Bit yeah.. Thats how it really was.

Eventually for years we stayed together. He was the one who taught me what selfless care and friendship is.

Which nowadays you call me.. "Selfless" Which actually am not. I am just doing what Luxy taught me.

Well years passed on and our bond grew deeper and deeper.. Our bond was so strong that he recongnise me in a whole crowd of tonnes of people. He use to fetch me to school everyday. And the surprise element was he always knew at what time my school ends and where I stand and wait for him.

We continued like this, we ate together, played together,.. Actually everything together.. We were like brothers...

But.... Umm.... The day came.. Which was 12th August 2006..

I was in my school,preparimg for independence day programme. I was late actually and Luxy was late too.. Well I don't know what happened.. It's just an illusion of my mind or it happened for real..

I don't know what it is.. I just don't wanna accept this..

FOR GOD SAKE... NO.... I DONT WANT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENED NEXT...

But... It's long time now.. **sighs**.

I was coming out of my school gate... LUXY was on the other side of road. As soon as he saw me.. He ran towards me.. Traffic was not much but......

I don't know the moment he crossed one lane and was crossing the other.. A truck.....

Infront of my eyes...

Huh.... **sighs**

I never wanna see that...

I never wanna say what happened next..

Sorry but I can't...

Forgive me please...

Sorry.....

Its just.. "I miss my LUXY",. My only friend I ever had..

T be honest i dont now if that accident really happened.. I don't know but I  cannot remember anything.. My parents never talked anything about me..

I don't know if Luxy died or not.. Or if I really had a dog names Luxy.. My parents deny...

I don't know but.. I feel I had him... I get visions...

I don't know what happened...

I don't know if I was in depression...

I really don't now what happened after that...

All are the unanswered question i have and no one to answer them...

Was there any LUXY ever in my life..??

But something changed after that..

I stopped making friends.. Or even if I did, I never trusted them..

I was alone (sorry again) for rest of my life again..

I don't know but. I lost trust from  friendship...

I got scared... I never approached anyone after that..

This Ash was just  a kid sulked up in corner in a dark room forever..

But...

U guys know how I am now...

" I am a wolf
QUIETLY I endure
SILENTLY I suffer
PATIENTLY I wait
for I am a warrior and
I will SURVIVE"

~Source :internet
(Though I relate with it alot)

"Death smiles to everyone but,

Wolves smile back"

Well, that's all guys for today.. I hope u like a piece of my life..

And I hope it gives u a clear idea about

WHY I AM LIKE THIS..

Anyways..

Thanks alot for everything..

I am happy so don't worry okay...

I am still a Werewolf and Zombilla for some. **winks**

See yaa guys soon

Till then

PEACE OUT....