People often say that u  are very special to them.. Some times they really mean it.. Sometimes they say only to cheer up...

But the people who really means it ARE REAL FRIENDS .......

LOVE.....  this word often sound a huge deal... BUT HONESTLY   for me... Idk WHAT LOVE IS..!!!! Yes I SWEAR I REALLY DONT KNOW WHAT IT IS...

Ik what is care,share,and Security means... BUT LOVE IS SOMETHING I REALLY CONSIDERED OUT OF MY LEAUGUE....

Guys TODAY THIS CHAPTER IS REALLY PIECE OF SENTIMENT FOR ME... I don't know how can I thank these people..

Idk really what to say but I will only ask u guys to read it till the end..... Please... 😣😣....

Just a few weeks ago I met few people, people who I just wanted to ask to check out my book. BUT DEEP Down I really wanna be their friends... Though I know I have many friends here.... Like everyone I approached them to read my book.... I WAS BEING A BIT SELFISH BUT ONLY TO SHOW MY WORK..

I never dreamt that this meetings will really change me.. THESE ARE THE PEOPLE WHOM I CAN REALLY SAY..... U CHANGED ME GUYS.... the person who was really alone despite of being surrounded by tonnes of peopld around..... WAS CHANGED BY FEW.....

Idk if this is LOVE or FRIENDSHIP.... I asked peoples if this is really LOVE  which I was feeling or it's infatuation for them.....

I DIDN'T GET ANY ANSWER... BUT IF IT'S FRIENDSHIP...... I WILL JUST PRAY THAT I NEVER GET LOVE.... CAUSE THIS FRIENDSHIP IS WAS AND IS NOW WAY BEYOND TO LOVE FOR ME.....

I know u guys might be thinking whom I am talking about.., WHO ARE REALLY THOSE PEOPLE WHO CHANGED ME,,,

GUYS IT'S U ONLY WHO ARE GRADUALLY CHANGING ME...   I know many of u don't know about who i am, or who I was... But.... U ARE THOSE PEOPLE who really changed me...

Guys but I really wanna point out THE MOST PRECIOUS PEOPLE IN MY LIFE WITHOUT WHOM NOW I CAN NEVER EVER IMAGINE TO STAY HERE....

MANY OF THEM MAY BE ECLUDED IN LIST BUT TRUST ME this are really some one special to me.... I don't wanna be bias but please understand me.....

THE Persons who are really behind changing me and loving me without any expectation in return.
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Thanks alot _maroza_

Do u remember the say when I said I will Give u a gift..... Which u won't forget for life.....

Do u remember when we were struck watching stars while chatting and u slept... And I woke u up and took u to ur house.....

Now is the time to REALLY GIVE U THAT GIFT...

I love u May..... ❤️❤️❤️. I can't say anything to u..... Except this....

Now Dhrumi__singh

Thanks my cupcake.... If u wouldn't be with me always... Idk how would I have coped up with my problem...

Ik we just met a few weeks ago but I really feel we know each other from the beginning of our life.....
Only thing I  can say to u is that '' ur sugar will always be incomplete without cupcake''......  I LOVE U ALOT CUPCAKE..........

Please, don't leave me u  both....... U TWO ARE REALLY A PRECIOUS GEMS TO ME WHICH WILL ALWAYS BE EMBEDDED IN MY HEART....

SO HERE IS A SMALL GIFT FROM A FRIEND TO U BOTH...

May... This is u and me... Did u see that.... We both in differemt corners yet close enough to each other.....*Amour world*😉😉

Cupcakes.... I don't know what to say to u... U always make me speechless..  THIS THINGS ALSO SAY THE LOVE WE SHARE FOR EACH OTHER... OUR MOON....

OUR BEST BUDDY.....

Thanks guys for ur patience..... To read such a long Rant of my.....

Please guys I DONT WANT ANY AWWW OR OOOO'S FOR ME..,,

I WILL FEEL I WON'T WHEN BOTH OF U WILL REALLY WEAR A SMILE IN UR FACES AND MAYBE A FEW TEARS OF HAPPINESS LIKE ME...... NOW.....

THAT'S ALL I WANT.......

I LOVE U GUYS..... BOTH... TOO MUCH.....

NOW GUYS PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE...HELP ME........

GUYS I JUST WANT U TO HUG TIGHTLY TO  MY FRIEND Watermelons209

IDK GUYS BUT SHE IS TRYNA LEAVE ALL OF US FROM WATTPAD FOR NO REASON....

PLEASE CRACKHEAD DONT LEAVE ME... I DIDN'T MENTION IT BUT THIS PAINTING WAS ALSO FOR U.....

IT SHOWED OUR TRUE BOND OF LOVE WE SHARE

IK WE DONT TALK MUCH BUT OUR UNDERSTANDIMG IS ALOT STRONGER THAN THIS.

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GUYS PLEASE HUG MY CRACKHEAD SO TIGHT THAT SHE DIES BEFORE SHE THINK OF LEAVING WATTPAD....

PLEASE HELP ME GUYS.....

CRACKY  I LOVE U ALOT... MORE THAN I SAY...

PLEASE, DONT GO I NEED U BADLY...

I CANT AFFORD TO LOOSE U IN ANY CONDITIONS...

IF U EVER CONSIDERED ME AS UR FRIEND PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME..... I BEG U. 😫😫😫😫......

I LOVE U ALOT.....

PLEASE, DONT LEAVE  ME....

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OKAY guys for those u didn't get it till now...

THIS IS MY FIRST EVER OIL PAINTING.... I NEVER DREW IT BEFORE..... EVER......

SORRY IF U DONT LIKE IT.... IDK BUT

PEOPLE SAY WHEN U MAKE SOMETHING FOR FIRST TIME.. U POUR ALL UR EFFORT, WILL, DEDICATION, HEART AND MOST IMPORTANTLY FEELINGS IN IT......

THAT'S WHAT I DID.... TO SHOW MY LOVE TO MY FRIEND

MAY, CUPCAKE AND CRACKHEAD.......

GUYS I HOPE U LIKE IT......

NEXT TIME I AM GONNA SOME UP WITH A IMTETSTIMG POKEMON TAG GAME...

TILL THEN IF U LIKED MY FIRST EVER OIL PAINTING (OR SAY COLOR ART)

PLEASE DO LIKE, COMMENT, SHARE, FOLLOW....

I WILL REALLY APPRECIATE IF U CRITICISE MEIN MY WORK.. IT'S ISLL REALLY HELL ME TO GROW....

THANK FOR U PATIENCE..

CYA GUYS TILL NEXT TIME

ASH signing off

PEACE OUT.......