Please read it slowly.
And Play the song above... In media..

Its a request..

Well i dont know how to start, I am actually doing this again for the second time. But,

But this time this is really special.

Special not because of any person like you but special,
Cause I finally condensed the showers of my feelings into words

I know it will be odd for you to read but still, I will try my best that my words explain's it all.

Its called "From a friend to friend"

From a friend to a friend.
It seems like it was yesterday when we first met.
For the first time, I got a feeling of burns in the left side of my chest.
Well just after reading a small text of you to my friends.

At that point I lunged myself to my most stupidest action that I could ever do in my life  and that was.."
" To approach you"

*sighs*

Our first convo was a li'l Wierd it seems, since I showcased all my insecurities in one go.

U remember those text of it?

It was kinda lame for me that I really wrote those messages to you.!!! XD

I know you didn't gave a shut of my insecurities, rather tried to be as normal as u it could be.

This letter is not to reconcile for all the mistakes I did.

But I tell u that i miss you the same way I did.

And if  you ever think I can forget you. Then
Its never gonna be.

Its just to tell you that u mean to me the same way as you did.

"in the past" I see.

Remember our first convo in your message board with all the sugar dripped words.

Just, just to melt your heart.

Or maybe it was just a excuse for me to believe I was doing right.

Well it was cool and fool of me (sometimes though) to be always around. XD!!

AND EVEN WHAT FOR...??

Just for your mere attention.
To be differenciated from the crowd you have. Sometimes.

Crazy right?

Well remember the day of our first OM asking you about  my very friend-cum-brother.

The shrugs on my words did really sting me like a dog's bite...

Well too much for me to endure for " Love at first sight".

Crazy again..!!

But I guess those shrugs of yours where the indicators for me to rode towards the zone of light.

Well I always thought it need a significant amount to strain in voice.

To tell someone how you feel.

But,

A single "Hi" could tell you my conditions.

I guess in the quiver of my text's I felt the warmth of your light seeping inside my cold pale hands, flushing it with resourceful bay of happiness.

Well I couldn't deny that It was fun to be around you after few encounters.

I don't know why but i get those feeling of your presence of inevitable contour.

Well it didn't took you long to learn about me.
Since I flashed the real movie of my life in parts,
Like Polaroid which didn't worth to be excavated again.

But I guess I did..

In fragments.

But you know, there the place I vary,
Cause the things written by you where SCARY.

Atleast for whom who never learned what friendship and love ever felt like.

It was

"We will fight it together".

"I will always be with you".

It turns to be difficult in turn to believe for the person who is used to be lonely.

Till today i ask myself a question.

Was that just out of pity? Sympathy? Or.....?

The answer of that Is still a mystery.

*shrugs*

Remember those late night chats?
From relationship status, daily hectic encounters to stubby quarrels, those hugs, those memories,.

*sighs*

Well here I admit that every text I get from you was a eternal bliss, that I felt only once in my life.

With a li'l girl whom I ever met.

The words you spoke about LOVE, to make me believe,

*shrugs*

The stories you narrated (though its been 3 so far) , caught my attention.

I still don't feel that feeling called LOVE but from you.

I leant the meaning and value of those 4 letters in people's life.

Well you taught me alot about life,

But you know I realised something while I was wish you.

"I understood how easy it is to fell in love with someone who yearns to listen to you, without waiting for its turn to speak".

Day by day I poured the drink of my feelings in your glass and you...

You took it down in a single go.

To make things clear by now,this letter is not a letter of love to you but just the feelings I felt after welcoming you in my life.

Again, we are still good buddies,

I wonder if you ever realised those moments which we passes all those time.

Lazing in the grass,
Gazing at the stars...
Those excitement in our friendly barks.
Those memories of shooting stars.

The gossips Of AVENGERS INFINITY WARS.

Well fun to remember those..

The maniac slow motion hugs,
Your  blush under the shady husks.
Reading your mind of Dr. STRANGE.
Tangling and falling over a rush hugs,

You Clumsy attitude for my birthday gift,
Rolls in your eyes of daily tusks.

Sleeping of you in chilly cold night,
Dropping you back in a piggy back ride,
Kissing your cheeks to seek into you eyes,
Laughing with you to see the happiness of being in light.

Well then the day came, like a horror in my life,

Abandoning you for those time was curse on my life.

But those words and pain stabbed me like a merciless knife.

Well the pain we felt was always mutual, but the intensity of it for me was brutal,

Even though enduring was one of my rituals.

Still we managed

Forcefully got into contact once again by an ANGEL

*winks*

The awkwardness between us was mere, still it sheer and pick my heart like my end was near.

Still you tried your best, I looked after me with a selfless eyes and with same warmth which I could never bear.

I hope it's all fine between us, we pulled up together through all the suffering together.

I still doubt on my foolishness I did 3 Months, 20 days, 6 hours and few minutes and seconds ago  to be exact.

But I am glad I did cause it gave the most precious gift of my life,

I could ever have.

You will really find it funny,
This mere rants is a brief of my feelings,

Those feelings I dive everyday when I think about you and.

Trust me...

This is the best time I ever spend and enjoy in the whole time.

So THANKS YOU..

MAY/ MARIA/ MARY,  OR SAY _maroza_

For Giving a new meaning to someone who is just a "FRIEND TO FRIEND" in existence.

But if you really understood this whole spill poetry or say a story narration then I don't need to say anything further.

To wrap this up one few words

' The day you came back and we patched up was,
When u open the gates of your heart for only a single entry was like falling in love with you cute face again.

I remember you just hugged me so tightly that time.
Was something I could never forget..

Though everything happened was virtual but nothing to me seems like it to be virtual.

Your presence for me was always like it was real and close to me.

The definition of love you says still differs from mine but I love the way we compromise.

Earlier it was a stubborn obsession for me about you but now.,

I threw those feeling of obsession from me but still the warmth I feel for you remains the same.

I really treasure our friendship. And will always do the same.

Wherever you are busy these days.

Its just...

If u ever need a friend to be always around.. You can count on..

*sighs*

Your importance in my life is been unexplainable for now.

I always say i don't fall in love, bur why.

Cause love is always been a subject to be felt in deep for me,

Probably more than different and deep than any one could be..

I do fall in love..

I do

But it's a li'l secret for you.. Actually everyone.

I found a bad love in good times,
And a good love in bad times.

Well that's a story of another time..

But if someone is still in there across the lane searching for a RAY OF LIGHT.

I would prefer to wait...

Thansk May for being such an awesome friends as ever and

SERENA TO ASH   as its always dreamt to be.

Well here is a gift of you..

Our favourite scene from AmourShipping..

I guess everyone favorite...

Got from few more angles..

SORRY I didn't crop it well,

I just wrote it in rush...

This sketch Is only and only dedicated for you..

I hope you like it .

*fingers crossed*

                               AUTHORS NOTE :

Well hello guys this is your Ash again, since u all know that my sketch book will be wrapped up with the very  next chapter.. I will try to make it special for you.

Actually someone special...

Since it's my last second chapter..

Its not only dedicated for my friends May but.,

To all of you guys too who are my awesome friends..

Shulover69
Dhrumi__singh
YourDreamGirl_Z
Mini1549
_Pepper_Sprinkles_
saffy_saffron
Kiara_caviglia
Dark_Enforcer
MeyokoChan
Azazel0886
gogolsarkar

are many more... But again let's keep some of them for next chapters too...

I hope u guys like it..

Please  vote and comments your opinion down below.

Till then

See y'a guys

PEACE OUT...