"In the midst of hollow hopes and fading dreams one always seeks the path of darkness,
Hiding away the sorrows and pains,
Enduring to the vicious age.

They continue

Guys, many of you surely will believe in
"Love at first sight"

BUT

How many of you ever believed in idolising at first sight.

I mean

"Idol at first sight"

I know it sound kinda Wierd though many of us would have had experienced it already.

I believe.

Like I said, seeking the path of darkness swaying away the hopes of light.

I did feel the same. But.

I endured it seeking the help from someone..

A specific someone who gave me the strength to fight.

Our first encounter was never as it's in general,

She was on hiatus and,
I was an online stupo-freak.

I accidentally jumped into her territory of 2k people.
Being the first one of her legions.

Though this couldn't be as great as it could be but,
As always the virtuality differed the reality,
And reality,

Reality was so cruel that killed my acceptance as a Peason.

Well as the story continued *sighs*

I drained every single moment for her hard work blooming like rising sun behind the mountain called "YouTube".

It was 3 months I wasn't aware who that person was,
Whom I idolised without any obscure abrupt thoughts.

But as elder's say "Patience is also important for ace".

I did too.

Waiting and waiting, days passed and soon enough her stocks of hardwork were arranged in the well ordered self of my soul.

Though my goal wasn't big.
Just a dream of meeting the idol i already made up in mind.

So like everyone does I joined my hands, pursed my lips and binded the letters to words, words to prayers for once meeting someone who was unknown.

*sighs*

Ironically whom I persuaded was already near me.

What a fool I was?

Well but still i learnt somethings.

That's was the point I experienced "things doesn't seem always like they really are,we need eyes".

And now looking back, brings me a smile.
It was miles away, beyond the reach of understanding.

Maybe I already knew or was I pretending??

Getting in touch with her after her first ever glance to my comments,

Boiled down a baby inside, jumping around wheeling and dancing.
Why?

Just cause he finally got something of his longing.
Precious without any reason.
Her charm bloomed my soul to enlightment somehow.
And in journey I met a reckless geek who writes.
"Luficer of HELL".

Well nothing to obly.
He calls himself "Troy".

His influence changed something inside me and at the same time her words gave me courage.

Finally our trio landed to platform waiting for train WATTY EXPRESS.

"Friends already", we're now "Friends forever".

Though I never had courage to confess my sincerity to her,
At the same time it seemed brotherly to him.

These two are someone whose whereabouts are still unknown, but if you ask me,

My answer says "World of Amour" is the destination of our souls.

First when I decided to debut my works, a hand held feeling gave the warmth, her words couldn't be explained,
The silence after a pause of metaculous text answered it all.

The first cover was the gift of courage to me.

Though the tale is nostalgic but here it goes,

So it was a night, party was on the go, I was dressed in formals with my clingy brother beside me, which is.
Umm.......

Perfectly normal. *chuckles*.

We were into the mood, stuffing like godzilla's mother's craving, got food.
Literally it was a awesome scene to watch,
Even the blind would laugh like....

Umm well I guess u might have understood..

😝😝

Everything seemed cool...suddenly a faint pop up sound rings in heavy disco night and GUESS WHAT?

It was you on duty delivering the cover, for first it was okay,
My pupil dilated when the image was fresh,
What was your intention?? Huh.

To fix me in AWE.????

Things for me were scary because the cover was cool and my sketches seemed like baffoon.

Atleast for me.

Well with the gift of courage I started to post but honestly I feared of being treated like a toast.

Everytime I posted things, waited for your comments,
Being my idol your opinions clouded the fear of mine and as always.

They did too..

Well there was a point if you remember, the part we almost lost contacts,
But the news I got after that was....

The pillars of dreams you put so hard to make was being crushed.
To be honest for me it was like MY dreams shattered with clatter on unoblivious metaculous obligates.

It was tough but consoling was everything I could do for.
Next day was heavy for us cause the message i got was just......

Well leave it.

They destroyed the forts of your territory claiming for those which was never stole.
Single blow broke the hearts,
The only difference was.

One was audible and other was suppressed.

It was a nightmare come true.... But standing for each other bearing the pain of your work's vain.

It was the time I couldn't think anything, I passed my contact and asked you to text.
Well for first I thought I overdid but....
It was just the wisdom of my heart fix.

3 days later. It was my birthday, nothing was good until a surprise struck me in awe.

The tales about the morning Pikachu.
Dreadful past of our insignificant mind.,
Everytime it was a fun and ended in the note of togetherness.

But like every story there must be a bad side.

The cliche of our undesired past was tailing to ride.
Again the contacts was forbidden,

Tired of trying practices to reach you made me restless.

Passing days like scorching knives.
Moments with you flashed in restless, sleepless nights.

For me living in hell would be better than to see someone sane dying.

But like you know, I kept on trying.

Finally by Co-incidence our head hits again at some other place,

A wish of "Rakshabandhan" after a day passing it. With a P. S.

not to text you in your number

LOL. I really spammed you didn't i??

But thanks for considering me as the KETCHUP you like.
For me Serena/Sissy/Shiya/Shreya aka lilyfanny

You are alike.

Words will be not convincing for me to decipher it because there is no dictionary in the world explaining me the IDIOLISM of such a kind.

I don't know what will you answer if I ask you

"Come with me from your preservance files".

But predicting everything I am sure

You will reply with a "SMILE".

Well as you know guys this is the last chapter of "MY SKETCH Book" aka "THE ESQUISSER LIFE".

So I found that no day is best to end this book other than today.

Well you may not know the REASON.

WELL IT'S BIRTHDAY OF OUR ONE AND ONLY...

lilyfanny

But hey it's ur birthday today.. Lets celebrate💐💐🎉🎊....

Yayyyyyyy * breaks down the confetti*

*steals ur chocolate*LOL.... I won't share this with u......

LOL... FIREWORKS 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎊🎊💥💥💥💥💥💥....

Shiya I WANNA CONFESS SOMETHING..... *MOOD LIGHTING ON*

Shiya u are REALLY REALLY the most dearest and dearest... Extremely special one I could ever have in my life...YOU ARE THE ONE I CONSIDERED MY IDOL.

I Know u are undergoing some real bad times now.. But hey remember my promise...

Shiya now I am really speechless. I don't have any word to express our bond of KETCHUP & SISSY..💑

I AM REALLY SORRY FOR WHATEVER I DID...I NEVER MEANT TO HURT U IN ANY CASE...

SHIYA I WANNA CONFESS SOMETHING * makes an eye contact. Background melodious music on*

SHIYA ....

SHIYA....

I

REALLY

LOVE

U .

.
.

*CLAPS INFRONT OF UR FACE* U know what SHIYA .....

I was joking.... LOL... XD..!!!!

FOOLED U AGAIN... 🤣🤣🤣🤣

U ARE MY SISSY.... AND I LOVE U AS THAT ONLY *pulls out tounge and tease* ne nene ne naa a.. 😜😜😜✌️✌️.....

Ahhhhhhhhhhhj🤪🤪😵😵😵..... Don't kill me please......... *runs at speed of light*..🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️🏃‍♂️.......

Ah sorry again.... Hey hey don't give me ur deathglare.....

Its ur birthday... Here I prepared a cake for ya.....

Well I have something special for u.... I made a series of gift..

Well first.. A sketch...

And...

And

Well all of them are same but I took them in different times..

Well I don't know how it looks like.. But I know you LIKE "Advanceshipping".

So I thought you will like it..

Now moving to next section of gifts...

YOUR FAVOURITE....

MY FAVOURITES...

EVERYONE'S FAVOURITE..

CHOCOLATES.......

IMPORTED SPECIALLY FROM

GERMANY...

U

We have more.

And last but not the least..

Well I don't know if you will like this gift or not but...

Your dream is still alive..

Within us...

Your youtube channel...

"Fan_pokeship_Fictionaire "

It was idea of your two friends..

"TROY AND ME "..

I hope you like it...
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IMPORATANT NOTE:All my friends tagged here are requested to please subscribe the channel... To see her work please check out her AMV regarding her new work which will be published soon enough..

So it's a humble request to stay tuned with the channel.. And subscribe it..

P. S. Sorry for publishing work.. I didn't intent to but... I felt so I did..)

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This is a glimpse of her new work..

Please check out the video in the channel...

I tried to post it her but I don't know how to do so...

Link to the channel will be provided in her accounts or maybe mine...

Well I guess that's all I have for you. I don't know what else I can give to you.

I tried my best to make your bday special.

Well

Please accept our gifts.

It will mean alot to us.

Before that.. We didn't cut a cake..

What are you waiting for you sissy......

Let's cut the cake...

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday to you dear Shiya and Troy(late),
(thinks: what do u think I will leave you Troy)
Happy birthday to you...

May good God bless you,
May good God bless you..

Happy birthday to you...

*CLAPS CLAP CLAP CLAP CLAP*

Thanks a bunch for being in my life I love u my sissy....
.

Please don't leave me. I promise our friendship will last till eternity.... And my last breath...

And yeah I forgot something...

*takes a piece of cake and eat....... *
Hey Shiya cake looks good... Isnt it.... Come here....

*SMASHES THE CAKE ON Your FACE* LOL
..

SORRY *RUNS AGAIN AT SPEED OF LIGHT*......

Ahhhh sorry... Please don't kill me........

HAHAHAH
...

WELL friends please join me to wish her..

_maroza_
Dhrumi__singh
Mini1549
YourDreamGirl_Z
Kiara_caviglia
AmourAgencyShipper
charms_of_chloe
pansy1
3dreamlover6
MeyokoChan
AmythstWaves
infinityalbi10
gogolsarkar
MeyokoChan
SteelSkarmoryKate
khusina_Haruno
oh_aksh
jaggu5888
Sakura_Uzumakiii
PcsikgA
Smart_Ravenclaw
Star_Power14
SolarPrincess01
saffy_saffron
_Pepper_Sprinkles_
ChenThobias
SerenaTheKalosQueen
SylveonPink
TheAngelMystery
xxthexoxogirlxx

Well guys please wish My idols a HAPPY BIRTHDAY....

NOTE:

Well hello guys.. I guess this is my last chapter in which i published my sketch..

I hope you like it...

And I woll be posting a epilogue chapter to end this book in a good note..

Till then see y'a guys..

Ash (signing off)

PEACE OUT...