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SHEHNAAZ'S POV:

We with a lot of hardwork pulled these big guys to the cars and made them sit inside. Shivi sat with Neil and Arjun in the cab and they drove away from there. I just hope they don't create any more drama otherwise it will be very difficult for Shivi to handle them alone.

I also got settle on the driving seat with Sidharth on the passenger seat. I made him wear his seat belts but he is giving me a tough time, somehow i managed to complete my task and started the engine. We reached to his apartment and somehow managed to get him inside his house.

I was half carrying him by his waist.....he is too heavy man, i feel i would fall down while taking him to his room.

With a lot of efforts we reached his room and i made him sit on his bed but he is also holding me and while i made him sit i actually fell over him and now he is lying on the bed and i am over him, godddddd not this time and on the top he is giving me this weired smile, drunkness has made him this but, but he is looking cute, his smile is so beautiful, so charming so out of this world and so innocent too, he is looking so handsome while smiling and his dimple flashing and doing something in my stomach, nooo,no, no, no not this time god
I am telling you this dimple, it made him more smart, he has an advantage and his this smartness, handsome face and this charming and beautiful smile force me to think of things which i should not think

What do i do? It's not my problem, i am not responsible for this, it's him, he is responsible for all of this, for making me have all those thoughts, stupid him, haaahhhhh

I tried to get up but realises he is holdng me  from the back, i can't , can't take this proximity, i will just....i have to get up and get away from him but his hold is very tight even in this drunk state  and i can't get out of his hold without his efforts too.

"Sidharthh, leave me"I said but no difference, he did not move an inch so i said again in a loud voice "Sidharthhhh"

"Mhmmmm"He hummed

"Leave me"I said

"Nooo, i won't, where will you go?"He said

"What?"I asked confusingly that what is he actually saying

"Yes, if i will leave you you will also go from here by leaving me"He completed his sentence with a seriousness in his tone

"No, no, no, i am not going anywhere i am just asking you to leave me from your hold so that i can get up"I said clearing his confusion

"Ohhh"

"Yeah"I said

"Okay"He said and loosen his hold and finally removed his hands from my back and i got up and with me Sidharth also got up and now sitting on his bed leaning to the head board

"I think you should sleep now, it's too late"I said

"Noooo"He denied

"What?"I asked

"I don't want to sleep"He said

"And why so?"I asked him

"Because i am not feeling sleepy"He said with an innoocent face

"And......"He tried to say something but couldn't complete it and got up in a hurry to go to washroom and reached there with a lot of efforts as he wasn't sober to hold himself well and walk straight, i couldn't understand what happen suddenly but realised when heard him vomiting after reaching there "ohhh"

I also went there and held him from the back, he vomited and got relaxed for few seconds relaxing by closing his eyes leaning against wall then opened his eyes and rinses his mouth with water.

I brought him back to the bed and made him sit on the bed placing some pillows behind him

"Are you okay ?"I asked

"Mhmmm"and he just hummed while his eyes were closed

"Okay wait here, i am coming"I got up and went to kitchen to bring him some lemonade

I returned in five miniutes and placed the glass in front of him placing my hand on his shoulder "Have it"I said but he made a weired face and denied me for having it "No, i won't"

"Sidharth come on, have it, you will feel better" I said but he stll nodded his head in no

"Sidharthhhh, open your mouth"I ordered him placing the glass on his lips, he made a grumpy face but drank it eventually

"Now lie down"I actually ordered him so that he can get relaxed

"Nooo"He replied instantly

"Because i..i don't want to"He said

"Sidharthhhhhh"I cried his name

"Yes Shehnaazzzzz"He did the same with my name sang it like me and then smiled flashing his cute dimple making him look attractive as hell

"You know what?"He said

"What?"I asked narrowing ny eyes at him

"You look cute"He said with so much sincerity in his voice and with a soft smile getting close to me making my breathe stuck in my mouth

"Shiii..."I tried to say something but he sushed me "Shhhhhh, don't speak"He said placing his finger on my lips and this proximity i was talking about this only, it does something in my stomach whenever he is this close to me, it gives me an electrifying effect all throughout my body and i feel some butterflies are dancing in my stomach making me just roll on my place and just become silent, stop doing all activities even breathing and just look at him without making any movement and without making any noise

"You speak too much"He said removing his finger from my lips

"And you know what?
You always looked cute with those chubby cheeks and ...and those two pig tails"He said with a little laugh

"What?"I asked

"Yeah"He said

"I don't have chubby cheeks see"I said touching my cheeks "Or do i really have?"Now i am doubting myself, what about my workout six days and hours of hard work in the gym "Am i getting fat or chubby in his words?"I asked him

"Plus what he is talking about, i don't make two pig tails"I asked him with a grumpy face but what he did he just laughed and laughed

"Sidharthhhhhhhhh, answer me what are you saying?"I screamed

"Okay okay, hold on, i am not talking about now, you are not chubby at all"He said holding my both hands in his

"Then?"I asked narrowing my eyes

"I am talking about your childhood, when you were so small and in school, you used to have those two pig tails and those chubby chubby cheeks and you used to look so so cute, i used to fell like to eat you all the time" He said with a laugh and it made my cheeks all red and i shaked my head

"Yessss"He said and got up holding my hand and dragged me with himself

"Sidharthhh, what are you doing?, You are not well and you need rest, whatttt?"He didn't let me complete my sentence and sushed me by putting his finger on my lips and made me stand in front of the mirror and he himself was standing exactly behind me

What in the world is he trying to do?

He held my hair and part them in two halves while making weired faces confusing me more but looking like he is not satisfied with the work he is doing as dissatisfaction was completely visible on his face, i also didn't say anything now....let him do what he actually wants to do
Now he was placing his hands on my shoulders and was in deep thinking and then was trying to find something  in the room and finally he stopped his gaze at one place....may be he has found what he was trying to find.

"You wait here, okay?"He told me looking into my eyes from the mirror only

"Mhmmm"I just hummed not knowing what is he up to

He went to his bed and picked up my hand bag from his bed and started searching for something from it. One by one he is removing the things from my bag  and throwing them in the bed surprising me

"What are you doing Sidharth?"I asked him getting irritated

"Yeah found it"He said with a smile before i say anything further

"Come"He dragged me again in front of the mirror and took one half of ny hair and bind them with a rubber band and did the same with the other half. Now i am having two tails actually pigtails in his words with the different colour rubber bands.....ohhh so it is what he was trying to do

"Look now.....exactly this how cute you used to look when you were small"He said now pinching my cheeks like he is playing with them difference is that i don't have that much chubby cheeks now

"Look, look , look how cute" he said like a kid with that pure smile making me smile even more at the condition i am in and with his innocence...he is so drunk because of which he is doing the things which he can't do while being sober, he is so free, talking to me about anything or everything, he looks like he talks with me transparently without thinking for a second about any topic or anything but still it feels he has that shell covering him which he doesn't open with me or anybody when he is sober

I just shaked my head and made him sit on the bed forcefully because he is not ready to move "Now enough Sidharth, you need to sleep now"I said to him and made him lie on the bed removing his shoes

"What are you doing?"He just jumped on my touch making me laugh

"I am just removing your shoes Sidharthh, nothing else"I said laughingly and removed them

"You are listening to me what i said that you look cute?"He again questioned me

"Really?"I asked

"Yes"He replied instatntly

"No, you are lying"I said covering him with duvet and adjusting the temprature of AC

"Why would i lie?"He said

"I don't know"I replied plainly

"Nooo tell me?"He asked me

"You are cute, so beautiful, cutipie and everybody likes you"He said

"But you don't like me"I said without thinking much and instatly regretted that what the hell am i even saying ....i think that drink is showing it's effect now.....making me feel the things more intensly and making my feelings, emotions more intense.....it's just nothing , it's drinks, come on Sana, it's you who need to get sober now, i got up shaking my head

"Who said i don't like you?"He said holding my hand

"You do?"I asked

"Yesss"He said

"You never said this when you are  not under the effect of alcohol, so leave it actually, what are we even talking about"I said

"I do like you so, so, so much"He said opening his arms showing me that how much does he likes me
"You are so beautiful person in and out, so pure, so mature , so kind and your heart is as beautiful as you are, there is nobody in this world like you, you are so unique, cutieee"He continued

"And i know you like me too and you are obsessed with me" He said

"Wha...what?I said shockingly

"Yesss"He said with a smile

"No"I said instantky

"Yesss"He said

"Who said it to you?"I asked

"I just know, when you were little, you used to play with me, with my dimples and you were so obsessed with my dimples, you even used to pinch my dimples a lot and that used to hurt me but i also liked to play with you so it was okay with me"He completed his words relaxing me that he was speaking about childhood.....my childhood but still it is so embarrasing to know that he noticed that everything......ohh god what he used to think that i was so cringe and shit man but he said he liked to play with me ....so it was not only me....huhhhhhh

"Ohhh"I said lowly

"Yess"He replied

"You remember this?"I asked him getting surprised that he noticed it and remember this till now

"Yesss, i remember each and everything about you"He said looking exactly into my eyes affecting me more
No, no, no Sana, get a grip over yourself, it's just alcohol speaking and affecting you, don't go to that way
But what if he is speaking truly
I don't know......

"Okay Sidharth, now it's really enough, don't speak much and get some rest otherwise your head will hurt in the morning"I said stopping the conversation

"Nooo"He said.....he saying a lot of NOs today

"And why so?"I said getting comfortable on his bed putting my head on the bed rest, i am too tired now

He got up a little and searched something in his side drawer....it was a book, a story book, what is it now?

"Read this for me first" He said like an innocent child

"What?....A story book?"I asked thinking i heard something wrong

"Yesss"He said placing that book in my hand and putting his head on my lap removing my hands from there shocking me

"Whatttt.....?I tried to say something but he didn't let me speak

"Shhhhhhh, read it for me"He said sushing me and giving me 440 walts shock, this, this proximity does something to me, my whole body seems different, ny stomach feels butterflies and i always have this alien feeling whenever he is this close to me but i don't know what to say

"Okay"I said and started reading "A STORY" for this all grown up man who is liying in my lap

"You know what, i love her so much"He said while i was reading the story for him amd his words I LOVER HER were echoing in my ears now, whom was he talking about?...... Rhea???
He still loves her???

"And i really miss her"He said in a low voice, is he missing her now that's why he is sad

"Mhmmmmm"I don't know what to say at this point so i just hummed

"She used to read these stories for me, my bed time stories"He said
What kind of relation these guys had, she used to read  stories for him seriously? Does couples do this too these days, i don't know
Yeah, because you never had any relation....yeah whatever...

"I miss her, i miss her, i miss her so much, everyday, there is not even a second when i don't" He said and.....and what is it? He is crying, he is actually crying while placing his head in my lap, holding me from the back with both of his hands and his face is touching my  stomach now dampening my dress with his tears making me shock as hell

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