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SHEHNAAZ'S POV:

"By the way how did you find that place, i mean that lake, it's quite far from here and how much i know i never saw aunty or Prapti going there or even they don't know about that place? hmmm?"Sidharth asked me sitting lazily on the couch beside me

"Ammmm that is a long story and quite old too"I replied remembering the old days close to six years when i was like a kid actually leave that people still think of me as a kid but i am no more a kid.......i think that was a day when i cried for hours or you can say for days because and that too too much over anything in my life for the first time. Mom, dad and dii everyone were shocked to see me like that because noone knew why was i crying and behaving like that, they all pestered me to know that what has happened but i didn't tell anyone the real reason so they assumed on their own and did their best in whatever way they could do to make me smile and like a good kid i also forgot everything and got happy because of all the efforts my family did to made me happy and from that day i didn't thought of that day again and especially i didn't come across that person who was the reason behind all of this

"Ohh no worries , i am all free to listen any story for now"He said stretching his arms over his head

"Nooo leave this"I said trying to ignore the topic , it will be very weired to talk to him about this thing because he was the one behind all of this

"Heyy comeon kiddo tell me, now i am curious"He said staightining his back and putting his all focus on me

"Nooo, you will laugh at me....it was so childish of me and so stupid, you don't want to know"I said again

"Heyy come on tell me what was that ? and i can never laugh at you, we all do a lot of crazy things in our childhood, you are not alone in this"Sidharth said very genuinely

"Ammm....actually this is of like some few years old thing, i was may be in school at that time and i was very upset that day actually i was doing nothing but just crying , so i didn't want to go home so i like somehow ended up there, at that place . I myself don't know how did i actually end up there" I told Sidharth that how did i found that place

"Upset ?? Crying?? But why ? What happened? Why didn't you tell us? Did anybody said anything to you or they did anything to you tell me kiddo ? And why the hell you didn't tell anybody about that ?"Sidharth asked me

"No, no, it is not like that and actually leave no, it's been years now"I said to him to ignore the topic

"No, tell me what was it? And who made you cry like that"He asked me again...ohh god why is he so stubborn, arghhhhhh

"Okk, okk actually it was like my stupidity...i mean i had a crush on someone that time , a huge crush like you know like people have crushes on celebriries ....but......"

"But what?"He asked me immidiately

"But he...ammm" But before i could complete my sentence he cut me in between

"But he didn't?"He asked suddenly

"Hnnn?"

"Mhmmm, yeah okay"He said making me confuse what does he actually understood and thinking

"Annn no"I said

"What ??......Yes or no?"

"Yes i mean no .....shit
.........wait
Thing is actually i had a crush on him but offcourse he didn't ,I didn't know what does he used to think of  me  and what not but it was okay.......i couldn't force him offcourse
But what happened that day is that he got his girlfriend that day and my all hopes got shattered "I said and saw Sidharth looking at me

"Ohhhh" He said and i could see a small smile on the corner of his lips
Yeah offcourse i knew it   now he will make  fun of you Sana, good actually great...go and shout and tell everybody that why were you behaving like that that time and then everyone will laugh at you
Great, great girl...nonsense

"See i know it was all stupid and nonsense. I was very childish that time so it just happened that way
And now you don't need to laugh at me okay?" I told him but here he started kaughing again

"You don't need to do that okay? Stop teasing me
Sidharthhhhhh
I am telling you , you are not going to tell it to anyone and especially dii okay?
And stop teasing me now, it's enough . If you will tell dii or anybody then i am telling you i...i.... will..."I was trying to get a right word here but nothing cane in my mind which made me seen like a fool

"You will what?" He asked ne wiggling his brows

"I won't talk to you" Like it will make any difference to him
You were and you are and actually you will always be his best friend's sister who is a kiddo only
Today, tomorrow and forever nothing has changed or nothing will ever, so stop doing more stupidity in front of him, you have made enough damage already

"Heyyy come on now" He said slightly tugging on my hand
"And i wasn't teasing you i was just thinking like you are so naive kiddo,you have akways been.
These crush , liking and all other stuff is common with everyone, you are not the only one. When i was in school and in college too i used to have a new crush every day and you are still better than me atleast" He said and laughed lightly but i don't know if i should get  offended because he think i am just a naive or feel good he actually understood that it's not a big deal and i haven't made a mistake by telling him.
But the most awkward thing is i was talking about my crush and all with the person  or we can say my crush himself .......
I have never told anyone about this incidence because i thought everyone will make fun of me after hearing it and also i never felt like to tell anybody about this not even my best friend nor my dii or anybody else. But it didn't felt like to pressurize myself much  to tell everything to Sidharth. It was like came in the flow out of my mouth like i really needed to tell it to somebody or i actually wanted to and by chance it has to be the person himself , i mean Sidharth himself.

But now when  i am really thinking about  it , i myself is shocked that i have told him this thing which i have never let anybody know in these years. Also it is not like he has really forced me, it just happened very naturally or i can say i couldn't deny him......but why?
Because you still has a crush over him, my mind told me

Noooo, i don't

Yes, you do

No, it was too long when i had a crush on him not now

But you still have

Nooo, i don't and plus it was all my childishness, there is nothing like that

Then why you couldn't help but told him everything about that incidence which you have never even thought of telling anyone? my mind again asked me

Because he forced me to do that

Ohh come on, you also know it very well that you could easily deny him and he couldn't actually pressurize you for this, you have been forced much more than this earlier but you always get your way out of anything, so stop fooling me and yourself too....my mind is really something,  hnnn

Okay, fine i accept that i still have a tiny, very little crush on him and it's not my problem, anybody can crush over him because i already told you he has got an advantage because of his ohh so good and damm dimple, it makes him hundred times more attractive, i can't help it

I thought and looked at him who was leaning on the couch putting his hand above his head making himself comfortable . Goddddd he really looks so hot, his veins on his arms are in complete show to me as he is wearing a loose half sleeve t-shirt today which is hanging on his body, his legs are on the table now and he still is looking like a greek god. But how can somebody look so dashing, so hot  and so attractive even in a simple t-shirt amd lower, how????? And above all his dimple is the death of the girls. I am not exaggerating it seriously look at him  anybody can go head over heels for him, his fine features, his physique, his eyes, oh my god. I doubt that Rhea must be some stupid who left him for any stupid guy or what else i can say.
I would kill any or every girl who would see him with wrong intentions if i would have been in love with him and would have been his girlfriend. How could she break six years long relatiomship. In six years we can get attached to a dog even and he afterall is a man that too too handsome whom she loved maybe. Let it be, i already have enough to think of i can't let this Rhea take even an ounce of my focus.

But how could she be so dumb, you know what i mean?

Yeah , why not because you still crushes over him and really really likes him...my mind again started talking with me

See, i admit that i have a crush on him like a huge crush but .....but....but i don't like .....like him in that way.....okay?

No you likes him.....my mind can't remain quiet and can't let me be in  peace

Noooo, i don't like him at all, okay?????

You do sweetheart and that's the reason you were so keenly noticing his each and every feature just a while ago...my mind told me

Nooo it's not like that, i was just complementing his features, he is handsome and i am just appreciating it, it's not a crime or is it? I said very innocently

Whatever you say but you can't neglect the fact that you do like him alottttt

Noooo, i just like him like in an  another way not like that, see there is two types of likings
One is when we like somebody's appearance, their looks and another one is when we like somebody like you know romantically...okay?

No, you do like him like second one what have you said

"No i do like him like first one

No , you like him that's it

Nooo, i don't

Yes, you do

No means no

Yes means yes

Nooooo

Yessss

I said noooooooooooo...i shouted but i forgot i shouted literally and now Sidharth is looking at me like i am some insane person

"What happen kiddo?"He asked shock was visible on his face and why not after all i literally shouted and he must be thinking why , when there is nothing going on like that for which i had to shout but he didn't know na what was going on with my mind, i am seriously stupid, ohhh god sana why you always put yourself in these situations, why?... why????
I thought and looked at Sidhatth with a sheepish smile now he will definitely think i have gone mad like why do i have to smile  now, don't you have any other thing to do sana, arghhhhhhh

"What???"Sidharth asked me raising his brows

"Noooo, ac....actually i was....."I was trying to think of some words and frame a sentence but couldn't

"You what? And why were you saying noooo?"He asked me again now what shoud i tell him that i have gone mad and tslking to my ownself like talking to some other person

"Actually i was thinking that, yeah that i shoudn't tell you"I said and was myself surpriswd what the hell am i even saying does that even make any sense?

"What?"He asked and shock , confusion and a little disappointment was visible on his face

"Ammm no, not like that i mean ....it's Not that much important i should have avoid it , i ...i mean if you tell dii or anyone.....i mean just you won't tell anybody right otherwise they will make fun of me"By anyhow i framed my reply but i know he was not cimpletely convinced

"Mhmmmm, okay" He replied and lie down on the couch
Now i don't have anything to say , my book has alreadt been completed  and it's late night too so i think i should head back to my room to get some sleep

"Okay then it's late night let's go to sleep"I said getting up

"Mhmmm"Sidharth replied with the closed eyes see, how smart he looks while even sleeping  Ohhh shut up sana, it's not the time, go to your room

"Sidharthhh" I spoke a little loud

"Yeah?"He opened his eyes and got up

"Ammm Good night"I said

"Good night"He smiled a little and went to his room

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SIDHARTH'S POV:
I  was lieing on my bed but sleep was far away from me......why?  Because today is the last day i am here and tomorrow i will be back to my daily routine which i was following from last few years.

But after coming back here i felt this family love which i was lacking from so many years. These are the only people whom i am close with and whom i love with all my heart. Aunty - Uncle have always played the role of my parents especially after my mom and Prapti has always been by my side like a true friend and i must be very lucky to have her in my life because when i was alone all these years she was the one with me over whom i can rely on and i also can go to any lengths because a friend like her is one in a million .

And our kiddo she is also an adorable kid, in her childhood also she was the only source of happiness, whenever i used to look at her that little chubby and adorable face of hers make me amused amd smile immidiately and it fade away my all tiredness , my bad mood and what not. That time i used to think like she is like a medication for me which works in every situation , in worst to worst conditions. She might not remember but i remember each and every detail of her childhood. How i used to play with her and she also was addicted to play with my dimple....yeah , funnny no?  But it is true she was kind of fascinated by my dimple and poke it like ahe got the best gift of her life by touching or playing with it and i also used to enjoy it. She was like a wave of fresh air which makes everyone happy and  fill the environment with joy and freshness.

Today even she is no less , she still has that magic in her that affects the others the same way it used to especially me.
But now she has grown up in a great woman and a wonderful human being. In last few days how much i have understand her is that she has become very mature and understanding . She knows what to say, when to say amd how to handle the sensitive situations. I never thought that she would be that much understanding at this age because for me she  always be my little, small and cutipie kiddo who is so naive who doesn't understand the world and lives in her small world. But she is a grown up woman now who is now in romantic novels instead of panchtantra stories and a girl who now workout to make herself fit and fine instead of playing with her dolls and a girl who handles the situations like a pro instead of a girl who used to cry over candies and crushes, hhaahaha and by this i remember today it felt a little awkward when she was talking about her crush with me years ago when she was actually a kiddo, i mean offcourse it's normal to have a crush , i also had a lot when i was at that age but crying over them that for days is really a big thing looks like she was really into him because one can't just cry for days and nights just for a mere crush, he  must be very lucky guy but a very stupid who has lost a gem like her for some stupid girlfriend.......i mean not in that way....i mean...like he nust be so stupid that didn't see a girl with a golden heart and a ray of brightness that can sparkle anybody's life with brightness and with her presence only and that stupid could have her for lifetime . But no worries it was  his loss only because kiddo deserves much more better than that guy. In these days i have made a connection with her which i myself don't know how did it happene but a connection that is not just as my best friend's sister or just a kiddo which i used to see her years ago, this is something different , that how does she understands me , my situations, my condition that when i want someone to be with me when o don't and when i want  somebody to talk to me and when i want silence and peace. She kind of understands me very well which i wanted from someone but never got it but also never expected from her.

She always had a special place in my heart but this time, these few days has completely made our bond more strong  or i can say has changed my equation with her to a greater level. This is like a special friend to me not a best friend because that i already have that is my Prapti noone can replace her .....
and not a normal friend because she is not just a kind of that friend but a special one , different from others really. It even made me smile everytime i think of my kiddo.

But today when she said that she thought that she shoudn't told me about her crush and all that stuff then it got me a strange feeling, i mean i didn't like it the way she said it ...i mean why?... doesn't she consider me as anything or a friend?.... but why would she think anything like that ? Did you ever told her you think of her as a friend and not just your best friend's sister who is a little kiddo to you.....no, i haven't, then why would she say or think anything like that.......

but she changed her statement immidiately and said she didn't mean it like that but in an another way and i also wanted to believe on this thing. It's kind of a strange feeling.

I would miss everyone here from tomorrow Prapti, Uncle- Aunty and offcourse my kiddo, i would really miss her too. I thought and didn't know when sleep took over me as i got up with a sound of my alarm which shows six in the morning and which reminded me that i should get up by now otherwise i will not be able to reach on time to take my flight.
But i have not told anybody that i am going back today except Prapti because she already knew my schedule.

I got ready and was doing breakfast now with everyone when i dropped the bomb
"I am leaving today"I said and saw everyone stopped eating

"You what?"Aunty asked me

"I said i am going back today"I said and saw uncle, aunty and kiddo too in a shock

" And why didn't you tell us before about this, hnnn?"Uncle said this time

"I...ummm ..i forgot " I lied

"Ohh really?"Aunty asked me this time knowing very well that  i am lying clearly

"Yeah, actually i just forgot and i ...i mean i thought what is the need to tell when i am going , it doesn't make much difference"I said and saw everyone watching me with pointed eyes

"You are really, i don't know what to say to you Siddu"Aunty huffed and i was just scratching my head

"Can't you stay here for some more days?"Auntu asked me

"Ammm no aunty, see if it would have been possible i would stay myself but now it's work calling and i can't avoid it"I said making a sad face

"Okay when is the flight?"She asked

"In two hours and i need to leave soon now if i want to catch the flight"I said

"You are so stupid siddu, you didn't even give us the time to acknowledge this information and you are already ready to go"She said disappointedly

"I have to, i can't help this, sorry"I said

"Why are you saying sorry now, leave it and get up otherwise you won't be able to catch the flight" She said

"Yeah"I said and got up to go

In the whole time i saw that kiddo was equally shocked and disappointed too a little may be but she didn't utter a single word or what else do you even expect from her Sidharth

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Now we all were standing on the door saying goodbye to everyone and i never thought saying goodbye to them would be that much difficult because last time it was not like that ...that time i went for studying not to just settle there, so this feeling didn't come in a way but this time it is much more difficult than the last time, there is this sinking feeling in the pit of my stomach which i can't define in words.

I hugged Uncle firstly he didn't say much and gave a fatherly hug to me and tapped on my back and said" Take care of yourself and don't forget we are just a call away, okay?"

"Yeah, thanks" I said

Then i went to aunty who had tears in her eyes "Take care and remember that there are people who love you alot and you can count on them anytime and come back soon"She said and hugged me tightly which reminded me of my mom and a tear fell from my eye too but i wiped it before anybody could see it

"And i love you too, don't forget that too"I said smilingly

"Mhmmm"Aunty just hummed this time

Now there is my jaan, my best friend who has made a crying face already and i really can't see her like that "Hey, comeon Prapu don't start crying now, okay? Otherwise your make-up will be ruined and we all would get to see your real face and Prateek also woudn't like to see that too"I teased her so that she could smile a little and hugged her tightly

"Can't you get transferred here?"She sad and i pretended to not listen to this because she knows it that it's not possible for me and because i don't want to say anything even  unknowingly which would hurt her and that would be the last thing i want to do

"Take care" I just sad this but she knew what she has said

"Okay now stop making this monkey face , i won't say it ever again leave it........."She sad and hugged me more tightky and i kissed her forhead "But i will miss you alot"She sad in a low voice

"And i will miss you too sweetheart, till then be a little low  in troubling Prateek" Iaughed

"Yeah, shut up"She sad lightly slapping my arm

Then i went to kiddo who didn't say a word from the time  i announced that i am leaving today. What should i say to her , sometimes it feels like my mouth has been zipped and my mind has jammed as i couldn't frame words and can't think how to act or react but i would really miss her alot

And don't know when these words slipped out of my mouth in a flow "I will miss you" and i am sure she was a little taken back on hearing my words but soon composed herself and said which i never thought that she would ever say something like that
"How? Like your best friend's sister who is a kiddo"She said and smiled a little and now i was taken a back by her reply

So i hugged her a little now we are that much comfortable to hug and whishpered in her ear "Nooo  not like my best friend's sister who is a kiddo but as my friend or i can say my special friend who is a kiddo" I sad and laughed and  withdrawn myself from her

"Ohh really?"She asked raising her brows as shock was completely evident from her face

"Yes, really" I also replied

"And when did we become friends?"She asked me sgsin challenging me....Nice, haan

"Just now"I sad and shaked my hand with her and she also couldn't help but laughed

"Okay friend, i will miss you too"I heard her with a smiling face lastly before leaving from there

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