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SHEHNAAZ'S POV:

It's been more than an hour i have come back to home from my friends' place and what i was hearing was my dii's shoutings from her room, Sidharth must be getting a very hard time.

Jiju told me about his breakup with Rhea, it must be heartbreaking for him, i mean it's not a joke breaking up of a six year long relationship and that too when they were going to marry very soon. I don't know the reasons actually nobody knows but whatever it was it's not good, noone deserves to experience that pain, i can't even imagine because i have never been in any kind of relationship. So, yeah and my dii is too much angry on him for not telling this piece of information to her , which again is fair too, because bestfriends are for this only to share our happiness and  sadness. So, i can't say a word in between this but i brought cotton candies for everyone and thought everybody will be happy seeing them but here is another seen going on. It must be silly but i love cotton candy and sometimes these little things make great moments of happiness , sitting , chatting and eating with your loved ones which we can't experience sitting in an expensive and fancy restraunts or hotels, i am not against this again but everything has it's own time, beauty and happiness and i love finding happiness in small small things which people are neglecting these days.

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Finally Sidharth has come out of dii's room and move towards his room informing us that she is fine and they both are doing good and he has some work making jiju rush in dii's room, how cute, hahaha but i could sense he was trying to ignore us and could see the sadness and an emptiness in his eyes when our eyes met for a millisecond which he averted very soon like i could read him which i did to some extent but i don't know may be it is my one more imagination, i have started thinking too much these days, it's better if i should put my mind to study rather than stupid thinking.

After some miniutes i went to dii's room to check what was going on and knocked the door , don't forget manners , jiju is inside with dii, you never know i mean what is the problem in taking precaution right?.........

"From when you have got the manners to knock someon's door?"Dii asked  calling me inside

"I always had the manners"I said rolling my eyes

"But you never used them"Dii said laughingky

"Diiiiii....."
"What?......am i not right?"Dii said

"Jiju just marry her and take her with you for always, she always irritates me"I said jokingly making a pout

"Awww, my kiddo is irritated, come here"Dii said raising her arms to hug me

"Don't call me that"I said

"Why are you troubling her Prapti, stop it"jiju said hugging me from side

"Yeah that right is of Sidharth only right? You never say anything to him whenever he calls you by that name hnn?"Dii said laughingly

"Diiiii..."I throw a cushion on her

"Okay, okay, sorry , come and give me one please my head is bursting"Dii said pointing towards a candy

"Ohh yeah, take it, i brought it for you all but you all were busy shouting and fighting"I said making a face and giving candies to both of them

"We were not fighting it was just that stupid had not told me anything about that Rhea and was suffering alone , which i hate the most
You know what sana he told me he didn't want to ruin my day by telling me about his problems, i mean how could he even think like that he can ever ruin my happiness, his happiness is above everything for me"

"Hmmm but you still were fighting with him when he was already sad"I said

"I was not but he doesn't have any right to hide anything frome me, after all i am his best friend"

"Yeah"I said

"He must be hungry too and won't eat anything untill his mind will be stable, i will have to see if.."Dii said but i interrupted her
"It's okay, you guys sit and talk , i will see if he need anything"I said getting up because jiju also want some time with dii as he was sitting outside worrying about dii fir so long.

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I went towards Sidharth's room to see him and ask him if he does need anything , i was about to knock on the door but it got open with a little push as it wasn't locked from inside and there was Sidharth sitting near window and looking outside, his one hand was gripping the base of a window and with other hand he was pressing his head continuously , must be paining alot. Whatever was the reason dii should have been a little polite with him after all he was already going through a heartbreak but atleast it's all sorted between them ,it's better.

I didn't realise i was just standing at the door and looking at him from how long untill Sidharth called me "Kiddo?...you are here, what happen?"He asked

"No, i was, i..i actually, i come to"I fumbled as i forgot why was i standing there
"To give me this?"He said snatching cotton candy from my hand raising his one brow showing me his cute dimple, not now, i scolded myself

"Ohh yeah, i actually brought this for everyone,  so..." I said

"Thanks...by the way you can come inside, it's your house only"He said with a little laugh sitting on the bed

"Come"He said patting the bed side

"Ahmmmm"I sat and sat there not knowing what to say seeing him having candy and still pressing his head

"You can say if you want it, you don't need to stare at me like this"He said with a smile puttimg the candy in front of me

"Shit, no, no, i mean i already had it, it's yours,i don't want"I said

"Okay"he said and got busy in having it again

"Ammm, you are having headache?"I asked him

"Ahnn, no , nothing to worry about, it will be okay in sometime"He said

"Wait"I said and got up to take balm from the side drawer

"See, you can use this, you will feel better after this"I said opening it and giving it to him

"Ahh, no need of this kiddo, i will be fine"He said pushing my hand away from him but i coukd see he  is having a severe headache, why the people take so much stress when they can't handle it

"Shhh, i sushed him and took the balm myself and applied it on his head"Kiddo you don't need to, it's okay

"You keep quiet, let me do what i am doing"I sushed him again

I applied the balm and rubbed his head for some time which made him  close his eyes instantly as he was gettung relieved of his pain
"Better?"I asked after some time as there was no respond from his side, may be he has slept in a sitting position, hahaha

"Yeah, actually, thankyou so much kiddo, It's really very nice, i am very relieved now"He said giving me a very polite smile
"Thankyou, sit now"He made me sit by holding my hand

"It's okay"I said

"So?"I said

"So...?"He asked raising his brow

"You are fine ?"I asked unexpected of my own actions

"Yeah, i am...why?"He asked

"You were, i mean..am...you have been, shit, why the hell i am even talking about his personal life, just shutup sana, who the hell are you to ask him anything ....shit, actually.......

Amm...your headache, yeah...how is it now?" I asked him

"It's fine, i told you na"He said

"Mhmmmm, yeah"

"Actually what do you want , you must be hungry no?"

"It's been long you have had anything last...so..."

"I don't "He tried to say something  but i interrupted him

"No, tell me na, what do you want?......"I said but he was just staring me as i have said anything wrong

"Actually dii told me to ask you what will you have as you must be hungry....
So, tell me if you need anything special, which you like, you will feel better after a long day, whatever has......i ...i mean you are not well, so.......you will feel good after having some good food or your favourite food...you know.....that's why...i"I don't know what the hell am i even speaking, i think ,i don't know how to console anybody who has gone through heartbreak, i have never consoled any of my friends like this ever....and he doesn't even need my consolation still i am making fool of me in front of him, i am stupid, i should  have asked him directly what does he need and went back from here immidiately but no i have to interfere in his personal life, you are seriously stupid sana....you...............

"Shhhh.....what happen sana? Calm down, what are you blabbering from so long"Sidharth said putting his finger on my lips

"I was...just trying to...actually nothing...i"

"Shhhh....quiet first and listen to me...okay?...."

"Mhmmm"I hummed

"I am completely fine, just a little headache and that too is gone because of you, don't worry about me ...........

I had a break-up not today but a long time ago and i am totally okay with that, just don't treat me like devdas who is going through a heratbreak...okay?"He laughed

"No, i..i was just"I said but he again interrupted me in between putting finger on my lips again and holding one of my hands and this proximity was doing something to me, i am just feeling like sonething is going on in my body, i am going insane may be, i need to see doctor, yes, may be something is not right, why am i feeling so weired, what the hell is even happening with me?....ahnnnnnnn..

"I know you are concerned about me, that's why you are here and i am grateful for that  but believe me i am completely fine, you don't need to worry about me...okay?"

"Mhmmm"I just hummed

"And i am too hungry for now ,
Can i get your special Maggie?"He said raising his brow with a cute smile

"Okay, I will just come"I replied with a smile and got up to go to kitchen

"Sana"He shouted my name from behind

"Yeah?"I said raising my brows

"Thanks for today, it means a lot, really"He said holding my hand with both of his hands which made me smile immidiately and  gave me peace

"It's okay"I said with a smile and went to kichen to make my special maggie

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