Hey guys... I'm sorry I haven't been posting often... or at all... it's been a year hasn't it *strained laughs*.....well anyways i know no one will care but my life is going to shit.... I don't even care anymore.... I can feel myself changing in a bad way

I haven't eaten in 2 days and I don't plan on eating much....

I'm a real shit of a person to the people who don't deserve my shit

I'm getting (even) lazier....

I JUST WANT IT ALL TO FUCKING STOP FOR THE SAKE OF MY SANITY!!!!!!

Well to those of you still reading this: thanks I guess...I've given up on my own happiness

To any of my friends IRL: I won't be talking much at school this week.....

I'm sorry that I'm even doing this I mean you guys don't want to hear my rants about my shit of a life...and people say its "perfect"...

Another thing that I'm tiered of is plastering a fake smile on my face 24/7....honestly this sis he most words I've probably typed on this thing.....

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I can feel my self slowly losing sanity.....

I drew the picture at the top when I first noticed I was changing.... I guess this is part of growing up?

*puts on fake smile* Well I'll see ya in the next one (I guess)———————-