"Mrs Kim!" Mrs Han ran and held me as I sat on the chair. Thank God Mr Bong decided to send her as my assistant, otherwise, I might have felt on the floor by now. My body wasn't functioning as Hoseok's voice echoed in my ears.

"Mrs Kim, are you okay?" I turn my eyes and look at Mrs Han. Hearing her calling me Mrs Kim brought me back to my senses. Yes, I'm Mrs Kim. Even though she doesn't know about my other marriages. I'm Jin's wife. But I can not protect him. I broke into sobs thinking about the worst possibilities that could happen to him.

"Calm down Mrs Kim. What happened? Why are you crying? Is everything okay?" Mrs Han rubs my back to calm me.

"J-Jin is missing Mrs Han!" I manage to tell her between my sobs.

"You should go Mrs Kim. I'll handle it here. Please. Don't worry and go search for Mr Kim." Mrs Han assures me and I immediately leave for home.

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I almost trip over the carpet when I run inside. I already called Jimin so he'll be here soon. Hoseok was sitting on the couch, holding his head in his hands. And Suga was standing by the stairs, zoning out. I run to Hoseok and shake him by his collar.

"Where is Jin, Hobi? Where did he go? How did he leave the house without informing anyone?" I sat on the floor, holding my head. My eyes were bloodshot. Caused by the tears I left on my way back home. Hoseok looks at me and wipes the corner of his eyes before speaking.

"I was taking a bath and Suga Hyung was in his studio working on his new beat. Jin Hyung asked us if we wanted to eat anything so I asked him to make some ramen for me before going for a shower. But when I came back, Jin Hyung wasn't there. He left the bowl of ramen on the kitchen counter with this note." He hands me a note and again wipes his eyes. I open the nod and a tear escapes from my eyes immediately.

Hoseok,

I'm leaving your ramen here. Eat it and don't starve. And make something for Suga too. Don't let him work for the whole day.

-Jin

Where is he? Where he could be gone? What if he's in trouble? What if he can't control his anger properly and gets into a fight with someone? Thinking about this stuff, I started to sob more than before. I was still sitting on the floor. My eyes were burning from the uncountable tears. Suddenly someone's running footstep's sound comes in contact with my ears and when I look at it, it is Jimin. They say that even if you don't cry in your worst pain, you'll cry when you see someone you love in that painful moment. I don't know if it's an effect of the control I've been taking on me for a long time or if they're telling the truth, but as soon as I see Jimin, my muffled sobs become loud and painful screams. I was crying my heart out as loud as I could. Jimin runs towards me and pulls me in his embrace. He gave his chest to me as my pillow to wipe my pain on it. He started to stroke my head.

"Shh! Ari, you're strong, aren't you? We'll find him. Don't cry. You have to stay strong for us. Look, I'm here, Hobi Hyung and Suga Hyung are also here for you." Jimin says as he pulls me out of his chest and wipes my tears.

"Speaking of Suga Hyung, he hasn't reacted anything. Just standing there and zoning out from time to time." We look at Hoseok and then Suga. Hoseok is right. He's still zoned out. I wipe my now puffy eyes and stand up, making Jimin look at me full of concern.

"Jimin, let's go. We're going to find Jin. And Hoseok, take care of Suga. We'll be back in an hour or so." Hoseok nods and I walk out of the house with Jimin.

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"Don't cry, Ari. He'll be alright." Jimin said as he patted my back and I snapped my head up from the steering wheel.

"One hour Jimin! One fucking hour! And we still can't find any trace of him. What if he gets into a fight with someone? You know his anger. I just don't know what to do." I started to cry again after shouting so loud. Currently, we're parking beside a park. After searching in countless malls, parks, hospitals, and markets, we lost our full hope. I lost my brain cells after crying for an hour and searching for him in Seoul.

"Ari, who's that?" I look up at the way Jimin was pointing. He was pointing at a cemetery. Where a guy was kneeling in front of a grave. I looked closely at it and recognized the shirt he was wearing. It was Jin. After searching for him in the entire town, we find him in a cemetery. Yeah I know, it's unbelievable but it is the fact. We immediately left the car and walked towards him. Walking would be a weak term for it, we're running towards him. I immediately engulfed him in a hug as soon as I reached him and started to sob. I can feel his body tensed by the sudden action.

"Umm excuse me miss, but I think you've misunderstood. I'm a married man I have a wife. So please don't hug me like this." He slowly pushes me when his eyes land on Jimin and he stops pushing me.

"Ari? What are you doing here? And why are you crying?" He pulls me out of his embrace and cups my cheeks to wipe my tears. And I can see his eyes are red too. I immediately slapped his hands away from my cheeks and started to hit his chest.

"You motherfucking dumbass piece of shit! How dare you leave the house without telling anyone anything? What if something happened to you? Do you have any idea how long we have been searching for you? What is the place that we left in your search? I'm going to kill you, you bastard!" He grabs my hands and pulls me into a hug to calm me.

"Hey, look I'm fine. There's nothing to worry about. I just came here because today is my grandmother's death anniversary. She was like my second mother and I visit her now and then." I wipe my eyes and look up at him.

"Okay, let's go now. Hoseok and Suga must be worried." He nods and we walk to our car.

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"Hyung." Hoseok ran and hugged Jin as soon as we entered the house. I can't help but smile at the soft side he has in his heart for every individual. He pulls away and wipes his already red eyes.

"Go meet Suga Hyung. He didn't eat anything since you were missing and neither speak." Jin looks at me and I nod at him. We all walked inside together when I saw Suga sitting on the couch, still silent and spaced out like the way I left him before going out. His pale face becomes paler than before. He might not be screaming or crying but his heart is still stinging him like a needle.

"Suga!" Jin's voice drags my attention back and I can see Suga's body shift its position. He looks at him and slowly stands up from the couch before coming and standing in front of Jin. He stares at Jin for quite a second, and then suddenly hugs him with all the force he has in his body and starts to cry. Jin, who was silent from the start, also hid his head in the crook of Suga's neck and started to leave little sobs.

My eyes become wet again seeing the silent love between the two of them. They pull away and Suga cups Jin's face.

"Don't ever leave us without informing us again. We're family. No matter what our relationship is, we have to stay together. Okay?" Jin smiles and nods.

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I was sitting on the couch with Suga. Jimin was working on his laptop and Hoseok was talking to his assistant about a dog someone brought into his clinic. Jin went to the kitchen to make some coffee for him. Suddenly a blood screeching sound from the kitchen startled the hell out of us and all of us ran there.

"Yah! Hoseok-ah! I've made this ramen for you with all my heart and you didn't even eat it?" Jin rests both of his hands on his hips. To be honest, he seriously looks like an Asian mother. Jimin nudges me with his elbow, signaling to me that he's thinking the same. We tried our best to control our laugh and Hoseok's face turned white.

"You were missing Hyung. How can I eat peacefully when my lovely Hyung is missing?" Hoseok gulps and tries to make an excuse that is not even close to the case.

"Lovely Hyung my foot. You just waste my talent. Now you have to have my sleeper." Jin suddenly lifts his sleeper from the floor and runs behind Hoseok, who already left for the living room. The only thing that was heard was Hoseok's loud and terrified voice.

"HYUNG! PLEASE SPARE ME! I SWEAR I NEVER DISRESPECT YOUR TALENT! PLEASE LEAVE ME THIS TIME!!" And then Jin's angry voice.

"YOU ALREADY DISRESPECT ME BOY! I'm NOT GONNA STOP UNTIL I SPANK YOU WITH MY SLEEPERS!!"

I, Jimin, and Suga look at each other and then break into laughter. This feels so good even if I don't know what life will bring for me tomorrow.

TO BE CONTINUED...