A/n heyo! I'm gonna be using this song for when vanoss goes crazy or just thinks about killing people, okay? Okay enjoy

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Vanoss pov

3 years ago

Everything was great, or so I tought. I was just a normal bisexual teen. I was a bad boy, but I still had straight A's and B's. I was in hockey team and I was obviously the best at it since I've been playing hockey since I was a little boy. Like in stories, I was going out with the cheerleader, the leader of the cheerleader squad. She was beautiful, clingy and annoying sometimes but she was still beautiful. Her brown hair was up to her bra level and she had honey colored eyes. Thin lips, skinny body yet she had boobs and ass. She was 5'6 back then and I belive she is 5'8 now.

She was obviously one of the hottest girls in the school and me being the lucky son of a bitch I was, she asked me out. We went on dates and she would come to my games and cheer me on. We where selected for being the cutes couple on the year book. She was known for dressing the nicest and I was for being the hottest. It was a whatever life. I was happy or that's what I made myself belive.

We had been going for out a year almost, until I noticed something strange. I was walking out of my class and I heard her high pitched voice.

"Evan!"

I turned around and smiled. "Hey baby" I said. "Can I walk with this handsome young man?" She said while smiling. "You may~" I said. She giggled. She rapped her arms against my left arm and we walked. Ones are classes where right infront of us. She let's go and she kisses me. I groan and kiss back. I licked her lower lip and she tensed up. She pulled away quickly and looked at her class. "Need to go bye!" She said. I frowned and shrugged it off. 'We where gonna go on a date tomorrow so might as well ask her then'

Time skip

The next day after school

I took a shower and got myself ready. Sydney told me she was gonna meet me there so I guess I would start going. I walked until I went to the shitty place she picked. It was filled with cute stuff and pink shit all over. I cringed and I waited for her outside so I don't look like a loner.

5 minutes

10 minutes

20 minutes

30 minutes

I growled and took out my phone. As soon as I got it out I got a text from her.

'Sorry I can't make it to are date, I have some stuff that got in my way today, love you'

I closed the text message and placed my phone in my black jacket. I swear if this was a cartoony show, I would have that red like star on my head.

This bitch made me wait for 30 god Damn minutes, and she just turned me down? She made me look stupid, just standing there waiting for someone that wasn't gonna come. If that was the case I would of brought fuckin Casper along with me. I was mad and I was gonna let her hear a piece of my mind for doing this to me.

I walked away and headed straight to her house. Ones I got there, I didn't even bother knocking, I just went inside. I closed the door and then I heard a sound that made my body tense up.

A moan.

A lewd moan.

My grip on the door handle tighten and I feel it getting loose. I walked upstairs where the moans where getting louder and louder. I swing the door open and I find her in her bed doggy style with some random dude, but ones I saw the guys face I growled. It was Carlos, my best friend.

"Got some important shit to do huh?" I said. She gasped and her face went pail. "N-no...wait-"

"Shut up, I don't want to hear it"

"Evan-"

"Don't call me that, and you, Yea you, how long has this been happening?"

I asked Carlos. He gulped and Sydney whimpers. "Are you gonna answer?" I snapped. "About 5 months ago..." Carlos said. "Carlos!" Sydney yelled. "Disgusting..." I said. I never felt so much emptiness and hatred. I rolled my eyes and said "It's over"

With that I closed the door and slammed the door from the outside. I walked towards my house and I took out my phone. I blocked her number, her social media, anything I ever had with her. Deleted her fuckin face off my phone and Carlos....he can suck my dick for all I care. I shut my door and locked it. I had the house all to myself since jason was in an after school program and got out at 6 something. I wanted to cry, but tears wouldn't come out. I felt so empty, used up and let down.

I felt angry, ripped off, I felt stepped on. She was just using me, like some kind of rag. I cringed as I remember does deep kisses we would give each other, I felt filthy and dirty. I feel pain spread thru my chest and that just pisses me off.

I cared for her.

Looked after her.

Used almost all my time just to be with her. I sacrificed my life time and later on I find out she has been cheating on me. Hell no. After what I saw. I was never the same. I still acted the same but I felt nothing. I felt alone. All my friends knew of what had happened, but they tought I moved on.

I did moved on, but I feel different.